im an terrified of thunder storms. i cant help it. its not something that i asked for or choose to be scared of. i just freak out. some ppl do it with snakes or spiders i on the other hand do it with storms. i get really scared nervous shaky and to the point of crying. my bestfriend gets even worse. it sucks and i fucking hate it. i also know it frusturates ppl when i get like this but i cant help it. i really hate being yelled at or voice risen or anything like that when i get like this. it makes it worse and makese me wanna cry and just hide. im literally terrified by them. why cant ppl just understand this and NOT take it out on me and her? its a big thing for her and i since we live in the midwest. she has been thru a tornado and i have been thru near tornado weather. i fucking hate it and i hate this feeling.