PunkStarChik's blog: "Book Of Shadows"

I had texted my ex last night asking when he would be home again because there was some stuff that I needed to talk to him about. he said he was hanging out with friends...well duh. I said "when will you stop avoiding me so we can talk?" He said he would come home earlier than usual...he would usually come home by 7-8am... I told him I'll stay up as long as I could.

I had only gotten a few hours of sleep that day so I fell asleep early. I heard him home around 4amish so at least he did come home early but I was in bed. I get up today to go to the bank, do some errands, visit a friend because I hadn't seen her in forever for a short visit and I come home and he's gone.

I texted him when he would be home again and he said he was hanging out. He knew that I wanted to talk to him and he just fuckin' goes out again...I said..well I take it you won't be home again and that I needed to talk to him. He told me we could talk Monday because he has a open day.

well how nice that I can fit into your damn schedule. I'm so sick of almost doing everything and yet..he's just probably out hanging out...yeah he probably needs to get things out of his head. He's been avoiding me for weeks not and still not helping around the place.

I'm just so pissed off at him right now...I just want to throw all of his stuff out the door. I just texted him to forget it...I'll deal with it myself. He can go do his thing...I'll just fuckin' take care of it all...some how but if he's gonna be a fucking dick......grrrrrrr rr  reasldgjakdguha;klgjdasogjda

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I'm just so pissed off.

Okay now I'm off to the store.