Standing infront of a mirror too many truths I find
Too many insecurities running through my mind.
How could I be beautiful to any man ?
When I cant even be my own number one fan
Deep breath, I survey my body quick
Why is there so much pressure to look like a damn stick?
Comments from a previous time circling inside my head
Used, unwanted feeling.. not today.. can I crawl back in bed?
A distant nightmare attempts to ruin my day
A tear escapes my eye..ingore it the feeling will go away
Like a recording, I hear unwanted words repeated
Ugly, fat, nothing, useless, no one will want u, defeated
Tears rolling down my cheeks I wipe them away
I close my eyes and begin to pray
With God's help, I face the reflection looking back at me
Stroking the tip of my nose a sweet memory I see
How gently he scooped me up in his arms when he found out
He kissed the tip of my nose and showed me what he was about
He knew exactly what to say and how to hold me
I feel relief once I conclude my thoughts
Ideas of tomorrow and happiness are sought
A sigh and continue with beginning my day
By Me
