My boy I almost had you
to hold in my arms
to make me complete.
I was happy
the void would be filled
and emptyness taken away.
I was scared
how was i to raise you
being on my own since the first morning of sickness.
I'm angry
that you were taken away
I guess I wasn't suppose to have you.
People deniy that you exsiced
I know the truth, you were there
and don't need to prove it to anyone.
I feel more empty now
and more uncomplete
but I know the day will come when I see you again.
For that day I cannot wait
but I will for I have to complete my life
then I will hold you.
My boy I almost had you
to hold in my arms
to make me complete.
Mayus LeNore