everything is falling around me.. and all there is left is the emptyness of being alone.. now.. trying to smile feels if iam gonna fall apart like puzzle thats being torn apart.. no way out of this deep hole that comsumes me whole.. knowing this is just the begining.. wishing it end for me.. wishing i could take back things.. fixs the wrongs. but i cant so here iam .paying for it all in one pain payback..