I HAD AWAKEN FROM AN UNEASY FEELING DEEP WITH IN ME
THAT I TREID TO SHAKE BUT WOULD NOT GO AWAY,WAS A
FEELING I NEVER WANTED TO FEEL AGAIN,I WENT ON ABOUT
MY DAY AS I DID EVERY DAY I STILL COULD NOT SHAKE THE
FEELING SOMETHING JUST WAS NOT RIGHT,AS I WENT ON MY
WAY HOME EARLY WITH MY STOMACHE IN KNOTTS I HESITATED
TO OPEN THE FRONT DOOR BUT AS I DID ALLS I HEARD WAS
THE SOUND OF CRYING AND THE SOUNDS I DIDNT WANT TO HEAR
MY BEST FRIENDS MOTHER SAYING OUR SON HE IS GONE ,I FEEL
WHERE I STOOD HANDS TO MY FACE TO HIDE MY PAIN AND MY
TEARS FOM ALL OTHERES ,MY MIND WENT BLANK AS MY HEART WAS
IN SO MUCH PAIN.AS I WALKED INTO WHERE MY FRIEND MUST LAY AS
I GOT CLOSER MY KNEES BEGAN TO SHAKE AND MY HEART POUNDING
I FELT TOTAL NUMNESS AS I FEEL TO MY FEET NEXT TO WHERE
MY FRIEND MUST STAY TEARS ROLLING DOWN MY FACE AS I REACH
FOR HIS HAND I HAD TO MOVE A WAY HIS HAND COLD AS ICE
WHERE HE LAYS HIS CHEST STOOD STILL OF NO MOVEMENT
OF LIFE THAT DAY I DID NOT KNOW WHAT TO SAY I COULD
NOT SPEAK,I KNEALED DOWN BESIDE HIM IN HOPES HE WOULD
DONT WORRY MY FRIEND I AM HERE FOR EVER TO STAY
BUT AS I RELIZED ITS ALL SO TRUE HE HAS GONE AWAY TO
ANOTHERE PLACE .BUT SILENCE TOOK OVER AS I LOOKED AT HIS
FACE HE SEEMED SO PEACEFULL THAT DAY NOTHING LIKE ID EVER
SEN BEFORE. THATS WHEN I KNEW HE WAS GONE FOREVER.
BYE CRYSTALMHOOPER 9/20/2011