wake up confused
lying naked on the floor
ashamed of what was said
things that were done the night before
listening to the rain
patterns on the roof
silently whispering
voices lamenting this fool
keeping eyes shut tight
drowning guilty pleasures
wanting to start this over
pieces were mine and never yours
cancer in my chest
desert for a heart
barren behind the eyes
wasted from the very start
nothing left to save
nothing left to salvage
just room of broken memories
everything else thrown in the garbage