I have to gone to war with myself
Even victory is a loss from here
How I came to this, I do not know
Misspoken, mistaken, something has been interrupted
Memories mean nothing to me
When nobody's here with me
You are not my enemy
Yet still we fight to the death
If anything, I've been your shadow all this time
Which leaves little left to pursue
I am zero, tomorrow, merely a concept
Without someone to believe in me I am no more
From up here I can barely hear the waves
Yet I view their glory
And prepare to join them
All that's left for me now is silence
Deathly silence
The purest sanctuary
Here in my afterlife