Worked dragged. Boring....like usual. I was working with one of the chicks that guys drool over about. She's a cool chick and all but gets sooooo annoying when guys always talk about her, talk to her, stare at her...blah blah blah. I can stand her than this other bitch that I fuckin' hate. I don't see why guys like her so much, other than her fuckin' body...she's a bitch to every other girl and likes to make them feel like shit. She may have a ass, but she don't have a rack like me...ha....
Other than me feeling tired all day, I was thinking a lot like usual. The bad thinking....not the oh I'm gonna kill myself thinking but the usual, oh I hate how I look thinking.
Seriously...If I'm just sooooo pretty, hot..and all the other words that guys say over the net, why can't I get guys to even notice me or look my way in person.
Like at work, I'm so sick and annoying hearing about every single dude going on about the supposedly hot and good looking chicks at work. Does anyone ever say anything to me or tell me what they've heard of me? Nooooo!! Why??? Duuuuuh I"m ugly and fat..... fat fat fat fat....
I don't get it!! If I'm so upset with how my figure is, why is it so hard for me to lose the weight. I mean, I eat healthy. Sure, every now and then I'll spoil myself or whatever.....I should probably work out more...I'm taking vitamins to help me maintain myself....but my weight just never changes much. :(
All day at work I would just sulk about how I look...how I wish to know what it's like to be notice like other girls, how I hate most men and for them being such damn pigs and dogs.
Ugh...I know...bitch bitch ranty rant. Bleh..just two more days of work....sweet!! I got my CFE at work today...my review. Doing good like usual. Successful and all. I'm just the bomb at work.
Hmm what else to bitch about? I'm burping up cinnamon cause of the pills I took... ha ha...
Yup...I guess thats all...just needed to rant again.
