REALITY CHECK
REALITY CHECKCurrent mood: annoyed
Thrusting in and out of conciseness, Lost in a daze.
My memories blurry..... My life a haze.
Living in the past, thinking about the old days.
Wishing and wanting, my past is with me like a ghost forever haunting.
Stripped of reality and losing my own mortality.... I struggle.
My heart is broken, yet I smile, laugh, and keep on joken.
An act..... so I’ll be, what others expect of me.... my pain I will not let them see.
I feel hurt and betrayed, what happened to the life that I once made?
I feel incomplete, not good enough...........
I yearn so badly for true love.
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