Relationships are very hard to maintain when its all one sides. But when you fall you fall hard and whats that old saying about love being blind, I believe it is true. I realized this week that pushing leads to shoving and shoving leads to being single again. A shitty position to be in but hey thats how life works. Pushing people away is not my style, but when pushed I do shove back. Its no wonder im 25 single and have no kids. Yet another day of life!
