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To Find And To CloseI try to find the truth
finding only mazes inter-wound
I try to look in front of me
finding my eyes remain wide shut
I yell out for an answer
finding only echoes return
I reach out to grab hold
finding only shambled edges
I reach inside for courage
finding nothing remains unscathed
I try to mend the open wounds
finding they run far to deep
I can block out nothing
so many chapters left unfinished
I swallow the remaining fear
finding one last light of hope
I finally open everything
finding nothing was how it seemed
I push down these walls
finding the lost truth they hold
I see the lies, the hurt, the deception
finding the solution was waiting within
I step forward into this realm I have found
finding the closure I had forever sought
By Me
Skate Shop BoredomAs I sit here bored as hell,
I wish I could scream, or even yell.
Not one person, yet today,
Please Lord, send someone my way!
I cleaned the shop, and all the glass,
Now I'm sitting here, on my ass.
I played the arcade game,
100 times,
Centipede , oh how grateful,
it rhymes.
I smoked, and smoked and
even got some sun,
Down right boredom,
is no fun!
Where's the skater boys????
At the park?They'll probably skate at least
till dark.
Two more hours, left to kill,
I need some excitement,
I need a thrill!!!
Come To MeCome to me
Fly with me
Find your peace with me in your life
We will float on the clouds
Jesus will show us around
My peace will be your smile
We will travel miles
At the end of your journey
Know you never had to worry
Your friend, lover, husband took you to heaven
You found it very pleasant
We ill never look back
Stay in the present
Enjoy what was given
I will walk to heavens gate
I will stand there and wait
Believe in my love
It is all for you my love
We will play in the grass
We will climb the tallest peaks
We will stare into each others eyes for weeks
You are my future
The one who made everything I am today
God just showed me the way
Close Your EyesClose your eyes tonight is your dream
I turn down the lights as you begin to smile
It sure has been a while
We sit real close
As your heart flutters you know you dont want it to end
I place my hand on your chin
Turn you towards me and I grin
As we kiss so slowly it seems
You fall into a dream
You see me white knight and all
You can see it is probably fall
I am on a horse ready to ride
Knowing my damsel is in distress on the other side
I have your soul with me
You know it is your time with me
I cling and ride hard to you
You feel me coming to rescue you
I stand outside this building
Knowing your there my love is burning
The building is falling all apart
The flames are so high
I know your inside
You get weak at the knees and fall down
You scream my name in shouts I can hear
I tell you darling I am near
I walk through the fire as a shadow you see
You look directly up at me
I pick you up and carry you out
I am your knight for years no doubt
I lay you down in
Thank Youi just wanted to say thank you to everybody on lc for all the love i have recieved on here . i have never been on a site thats is as friendly as this . before lc i was a myspace junkie now its rare if i ever go to my myspace lol .i also wanted to say thank you to the family for lettin me be part of it . i understand why its called the family because its just that a family . thank you all and i love you all
tazman
Profound Thoughts>>If you're not familiar with the work of Steven Wright, he's the famous
>>erudite scientist who once said: "I woke up one morning and all of my stuff
>>had been stolen... and replaced by exact duplicates." His mind tends to see
>>things a bit differently than the rest of us mortals. Here are some of his
>>gems:
>>
>>1- I'd kill for a Nobel Peace Prize.
>>
>>2- Borrow money from pessimists - they don't expect it back.
>>
>>3- Half the people you know are below average.
>>
>>4- 99% of lawyers give the rest a bad name.
>>
>>5- 42.7% of all statistics are made up on the spot.
>>
>>6- A conscience is what hurts when all your other parts feel so good.
>>
>>7- A clear conscience is usually the sign of a bad memory.
>>
>>8- If you want the rainbow, you gotta put up with the rain.
>>
>>9- All those who believe in psycho kinesis, raise my hand.
>>
>>10 The early bird may get the worm, but the second mouse gets the cheese.
(Think about this one a little, it
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Violet Blasphemyyour violet blasphemy,
wrapped in tarnished silk.
opaque love.
I'll breathe in,
the acid smoke.
unspeakable malicious words,
that you have screamed in my ears.
ragid lines of my blood,
your lips used to make them smooth.
the black lines come,
while midnight laughs at me.
ashes that I've known.
ashes that become me.
brought it down,
fall beneath me.
everything mixed,
make me someone else,
that has never heard your name.
never known the texture of your skin,
the soft curves of your lips.
where did the revolution you promised me go?
rigid comprehension,
of anything your friends have to say.
but I want you to take back everything you gave.
it has no use,
when no voice nor face,
comes to explain this mess,
you have made.
I'm still contaminated.
a remembrance of your body sticks to my mind,
and floats to the surface when I realize no one is around me
to distract my thoughts.
the violet blasphemy continues,
and only the storms will sleep with me at night.
K
Broken HeartYou thought that it was an art
When you broke my heart
You looked at me with innocent eyes
I was able to read through all your lies
Love was nothing more than a game
Thing is you wont get another chance at that again
When you broke my heart
You tore me apart
I thought love was forever
How could I be a fool
You figured I was some sort of chance at romance
Then you found a new one
Oh what a site
YOU know how to break it just right
I will pick myself up again
Your chance at true love is gone
A new person has come along
They look in my eyes
They look at my heart
It is all tore apart
They have decided to push through it
I was the man you once dreamed
Tonight is the night I make new dreams
I will give her a candlelit night
You remember those right?
I will give her a slow dance
You will never have a chance
I will forget about you
Tonight my new angel is true
She sees the man i use to be
Til you tore me down to nothing
Respect is what she demands
I get it in r
My Beautiful PeopleI just wanted to say it's been wonderful here i love being here on losy cherry have made a bunch of new friends just want to say hi and show some love ~reyna~
SpeechlessSpeechless
(Speechless)
Fortune may favor the bold ...
However my knees go weak
And my voice escapes me
Every time I look into your eyes.
How powerless I feel in your presence
An observer of beauty
A denizen of desire
But my mind has gone on hiatus
Leaving my lips helpless
And my tongue useless
To mouth any words of sensibility
Or any limerick of exaggerated complimentary
It’s as if my courage is frozen
In your presence
And my heart takes over
And leaves me thoughtless
Without any words to say
How you make me feel right now
Proposal I Wrote In 1999. The Word Formatting Did Not Carry Over, Nor Did The Graphs At The EndProposal to Increase the State of
Connecticut’s Speed Limits
Submitted to the Honorable John Roland
Governor of Connecticut
December 2, 1999
By
Paul Gibson, Representative
State Attorney Generals Office
December 2, 1999
The Honorable John Roland
Governor of Connecticut
210 Capitol Ave.
Hartford, CT 06106
Dear Governor Roland:
This is a proposal to increase the speed limits in Connecticut. These speed limits would include both highway and rural limits. Many studies have been conducted by the National Highway Traffic Safety Administration (NHTSA) and Insurance Institute for Highway Safety concerning this matter. The report will conclude that raising the speed limit will produce either negligible or no changes in current accident, average speed and death statistics.
Respectfully,
Paul
Representative for the State Attorney General’s Office
Table of Contents
Introduction…………………………………….………4
Statement of Problem…………………………………
Innocence Lost (very Personal)This is a very personal poem I wrote a long time ago. If you cannot figure out what it means, then please don't ask me.
Innocence was lost
Gone with the wind
Taken from me
With no way to go back
That innocence was part of me
It made me whole
I was pure, I was complete
Now I am empty
Feeling life, nor I, have value
I feel worthless
Faceless, Nameless
What meant most the most
You took away
Making me just a statistic
I wanted to hold on to it
Keep it safe until I was ready
But things had to be your way
You wanted what I did not
want to give to you
You changed my life
My entire being
Scarring me forever
What was taken cannot be returned
I wish I could go back
And get what is not yours
I wish I could get
My innocence
I unwillingly lost
To you
By Me
Big Blue EyesI look in your eyes
Your BIG blue eyes
There is no surprise
The way you feel
Yes it is very real
You touch my hand with your left hand
Oh what a soft touch
There is no such thing as fantasy here
Passion sparks and the reality is very real
My heart pounds
You totally surround me
Your smile so sweet
I would run miles for a repeat
Give me one chance
Just one dance
Just a lifetime romance
I have wondered where you have been
It seems time stood still
I thought I did not have the will
But you came along
I once again became strong
My faith and my pride
Are ready to ride
Because I wont hide
Remember one thing
My heart is now yours
and when you awaken
This will still be real
You made me feel
Tonight is the night when I look in your eyes
Let there not be one surprise
I will nestle your nose with a smile
Then close my eyes
Knowing that forever is a long time
I would walk through hell and back to make you mine
I would walk through the burning sands
Knowing th
Sickkkkly PixieeOMG I have been sooo freakin sick lately! It has been awefull. I got tonsillitis, swollen lymph nodes, and sinus infection like 3 weeks ago Then got better then got Tottaly sick again like a week later. I was in pain all over my body..Body aches, cold chills, night sweats, stomach cramps OMG talk about pain. then i got better and that came back 3 days later. Well I am takin percacet for pain but i will have tests to find out what is freakin wrong with me. My legs feel like they are gonna give out on me any minute. ohh the pain! I have never been the "sickly" type of person either. I mean usually i can be around sick people and im the last person to get it ..if i even do. Well I will keep ya all updated. Keep me in your prayers! muahh Hugs and kisses ~Your Pixie~
Funny !"I'm not for women, frankly, in any job. I don't want any of them around. Thank God we don't have any in the Cabinet."
Richard Nixon, while president of the US
"Look, people get drunk ... People chase girls. And the point is, it's a hell of a lot better for them to get drunk than to take drugs. It's better to chase girls than boys."
* Nixon on a graphic account of Amb. Arthur Watson's groping stewardesses while drunk on a March 1972 flight to Washington
I have not failed. I've just found 10,000 ways that won't work."
- Thomas Alva Edison (1847-1931)
"I've never let school get in the way of my education" - Mark Twain
"Not everything that can be counted counts, and not everything that counts can be counted" - Albert Einstein
"The only job where you start at the top, is digging a hole."
Hemorrhoids are like 'Awards', sooner or later every arse-hole gets one.
Better ManI walk down the street
I know you were the one I was suppose to meet
I can feel the breeze of your pace by me
You look right at me
Our eyes meet
This was very sweet
You said your name is James
I said and you are my princess
I have seen you in my dreams
You are amazing so it seems
I grab your hand
A tear falls from your eye
I said dont cry
I am here and I am your guy
I love your smile
I know it has been a while
But now I am here
I will save you so you have no fear
I look in your eyes
Fireworks light up
I know it was time for me to shutup
YOu lean up to kiss me
I know you complete me
I am your guy
YOu have made me a better man
I will always stand by your side
No need to hide
You are my life
WowOk well lets see where to begin lol. i dont know actually.
I have a beautiful 19 month old daughter who is my pride and joy.
I'm currently in school tryin to get the last of my high school then after wards gonna try for college.
At The EndFrom what I have been told
Hawaii is the number one romantic place to go
I would have to disagree
I have found your heart a great mystery
When I look deep that is where I want to go
Lets take a trip
A cruise into our hearts
I will show you where to start
The desire you will feel will be more than any one person can bear
I will show you the life of a princess
Your life will be priceless
I will ask you to dance with me on the sea
We will dance slowly like like the sunset at night
When you sit with me on a swing
I will show you true romance and you will not have to go to France
When you hold my hand you will not want to go to Iceland
As we get old you will know your true romantic place to go
Will be to pray with me and I will show you the life only dreams show people
At the end of my life you will be with me and at the end you will see a sunset and remember me
i am really bored...is anyone else??
DoveDove............
In the darkness which I dwell .
I met a Guy I love so well .
He stole my heart away from me
and now he's going to set it free.
He sat upon a strange girls knees
and told her things he never told me.
I ran home to cry on my bed
not a word to my daughters I said.
My son came home late that night
he looked for me left and right.
Down the stairs the doors he broke
to find me hanging by a rope.
He took his knife and cut me down
on the floor this note he found:
Dig a grave, dig it deep
place a statue on my feet,
on the statue place a dove,
to show the world I died
of love....
AmazingHer hair flowed like a magic carpet
Her eyes gave you a surprise
Deep in her soul she knows what you want
Dont try to hard and you will see the magic inside
So you put a finger over her mouth and say listen
Do you here the whisper
Your soul is talking to me
You young lady are now set free
The beauty you possess
Is hard for some to resist
You walk with a gold flow behind you
You know it is true
You are amazing
You show grace that most would waste
You show respect beacause you demand it
You know when you walk in with me
The world will see
You have been set free
Love has bound you
Now it surrounds you
It is truly amazing
Your heart is pounding
I can see the many men gazing
I smile because I have the most beautiful woman in the world
I caress your arm
You know no harm
Your man tonight will show you flight
You are truly amazing
Bye!!Alright Cherries!! I am outta here for the night!!! leave me some love and I'll get back at ya in the morning!!!
Have fun and a goodnight!!!
***Mwah***
ScreamingIt takes only a scream
So filled with fear, horror and pain
To undress these memories locked and
Hidden and lost throughout mazes inside
Her scream pierces the silent night
Echoing into my head, loudly and repeating
I cannot shake it, trying ever so hard
It’s deafening, it’s hauntingly familiar
Memories arise that were castrated and dead
Bringing all emotions entangled
I close my eyes, hoping they shall fade
Yet they only bring more to follow
Each one sharper and more distinct
Shielded by anything that is attached
The pain feels like it’s yesterday
These memories just freshly lived
It’s seemingly odd though
How the scream seems to only grow louder
But it then only takes a moment
To realize I am the one who is screaming
By Me
Sleepless In PennsylvaniaAnother restless night awaits me
My mind ponders random thoughts
Leaving me unsettled in this empty,
lonely bed.
My thoughts race numerous directions,
Only to leave me tiresome, craving
peaceful , dreamy slumber.
I close my eyes, hoping to fall into
a deep , meditation state
Only to be awoken abruptly by
Shadows towering over me.
I try to resist the temptations of
sleeplessness, but they overpower
my mind, leaving me exhausted.
Boredight rizzla u said to try ya so here ya go lol... i am like so totally and completely bored out of my frickin head right now... thinking about some stupid shit that men can do... y do they gotta play head games.. one minute they sayin they love u the next they are tellin u they go back to their ex not even a min later they are like well i made a mistake please take me back.. that or they tell u a bunch of BS that makes no sense and expect u to feed into it like u are a lost puppy or something.... honestly is there a man out there who doesnt play some type of head game or is completely and totally honest about everything they do or say?
December 2005It was late in the evening when I finally drifted off to sleep this evening. I had been up late working remotely and lost track of the time. I chose to put my laptop away and curl into the bed for some much needed sleep, around 1:30 am.
The evening was fairly still the window was open allowing a gentle breeze to drift in as sounds from the outside world muttered away in the background. The faint sound of the cars off the motorway a good distance away, moving around in search of a snack; all began to lull me to sleep. Before too long, I was sound asleep and beginning to dream of the time I spent with her when we were in Italy. My subconscious mind was feeding off of my emotions, and playing on the fact that I missed having her around so much. It was like losing the other half of my soul and trying to find a balance with her gone.
As the dream state took over me completely, having fallen deep to sleep within moments of lying down, I could not longer here those sounds that had lulled
After ThisYou enter the hospital
A day of defeat
You know I am bowed before Jesus feet
You know this day will takes its toll
Not on You or I
But the pain that you hold
This day will end unlike any others
You will fight for life
I will pray for my future wife
I am bowed and after this
The victory will be mine and yours
And our life will begin
You needed this done
The cancer you say would have won
This day is a testament to the love we hold
I will stand at the clocks toll
I will look to the sky see one bright star
It will be the one we have wished on before
It will be a Jesus wink
Telling us to start that life
James she is destined to be your wife
Take her and care for her I trust in you
Your children will have her smile
And they will love you
The cancer you have been dealt before
Is not like the one your future wife bore
You stood strong this time and did not run
You have won the ultimate prize and that is her love
You stay true and she will too
This is a marriag
Heart Shaped CoffinI'll be your deceased love
your broken down romance
your aborted eternity
you've already dug my grave
and they're shoving me into
my heart-shaped coffin
that your name is carved into
short lived and out of date
my death came a long time ago
there are no roses
they've all withered in your wake
so I sleep under the naked branches
the ones that whisper about life
you always seem to forget
that the earth breathes
after it has been suffocated
by winter
I've got no eulogy
only the thoughts
the few ones you still have about me
let me taste the dirt
and see no more daylight
give me one last acted kiss
then shove me into my hole
where everyone will forget
my name
you'll bury our memories
with me so I'll have nothing
to think about but you
until that last breath
comes to your lips
in the heavy taste of wine.
KinkyScreams 2005©
Holding OnHolding On
Current mood: crushed
Holding On........
No matter of who, what, where or why
I always know that you'll be by my side.
Now that time with you is short
And not always having your complete support.
But when you do look into my eyes,
I know that I'm trying to keep a disguise
From what you can't, and will not see,
The hurt, the loneliness, the misery
But now I just have to try not to cry,
And stay strong and let this go by.
I'll get used to not usually seeing you,
And spending every night together too.
Things will be fine, in just a short time,
Because I know that you'll always be mine.
I Hate These .. But What The Hell1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why?
7. Describe me in 1 word!
8. What was ur first impression of me?
9. Do u still think the same?
10. What reminds u of me?
11. If you could give me anything wot would it be?
12. How well do u know me?
13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me?
14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't?
15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ?
16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you?
17. Would you ever meet up with me?
September 13, 2006Well, I thought maybe I would tried to let people know the real me. I am a mother of four children. Amber is seven,Abby is five, Allie is two and Nathan is 10 months. It is just us against the world right now because their dad moved out. I don't know if he will come back. We pray every night that he will have a change of heart and come home. Untill then we try to be there for each other. I love to meet new people. I enjoy family actives but also miss adult activies lol.
Love Is Blind!The Craziness decided to invite its friends to take a coffee at her place. All the guests went there. After coffee the Craziness proposed: - Wanna play at hides hides? - Hides Hides? What is that? the Curiosity asked. - Hides Hides is a game. I count until hundred and you hide yourself. When I finished to count I look for you, and the first one that I find will be the next one to count. All accepeted, except the Fear and the Laziness. -1, 2, 3,... the Craziness begun to count. Attentiveness hided itself first, does not import where. The Timidity, shy as always, hided itself in a tree bunch. The Joy ran in the middle of the garden. Sadness began to cry, because she did not find any fitting place to hide itself. The craving accompagned the Triumph and hided itself close to him behind a boulder. The Madness continued to count while its friends hid themselves. Despair was despaired seeing that the Madness already was to 99. - HUNDRED! said the Madness, I will begin looking for... The first
To All My FriendsHow little in me is not touched by you!
A friendship is a light that fills the heart,
Painting with its gold each darkened hue,
Providing warmth to each sequestered part.
You are the mirror of my better self,
Verifier of the best in me,
A bridge across the unsuspected gulf
Lodged between what can and ought to be.
Expectations can be wings, not bars,
Necessary to sustain our flight.
The faith of friends in us is wholly ours,
Incoming to uplift us to its height.
No soul can see itself, but must depend,
Each on each, upon a trusted friend.
For ErinFor Erin
Life is funny sometimes
in the hands it deals to everyone
You can turn your life around
only to have it taken away
You can pick a road to travel
only to end up none the wiser
That is what she did
this girl who was so lost
Lost inside herself
feeling even more lost to the world
You could not hold her hand
for she would eventually let go
You could not guide her with light
for she would eventually extinguish it
You could not hold her up
for she would eventually fall again
You could not make her listen
for she would eventually do it again
You could not show her the good road
for she would eventually wander astray
You could not make her see it through your eyes
for inside, she was blind to everything
But only show her the love
she thought she would never earn
The trust she thought she did not have
the shoulder she wanted so badly
The arms she wanted to comfort her
the eyes telling her it would all be okay
As much as she was promised all
Picture Of UsEvery day, my mind paints
a picture of you...
then of us,
and suddenly we're the stars
in a romantic movie made for two,
our bodies entwined...
And I can't stop these fantasies,
I don't even wish to.
For when my mind finds you,
I fill in the missing pieces
that the distance between us creates
and nourish my heart
with the images it craves.
And I can't stop it.
Fool I'd be to want to.
For my whole body
feels your touch,
which is as light as the
whisper of butterfly wings,
yet strong enough to
inflame every nerve,
and fill my being
with your being
until I'm satisfied
that we're one
in body and spirit.
And I can't stop it.
Why would I want to?
Angel Of DeathAngel of death,
come to me here.
For sweet death
I can feel is near.
Destroy my spirit,
burn my soul.
Advenge my death,
turn my body to coal.
And as the children laugh,
and as the children play.
Let them know no fear.
For the icy fingers of death,
I can feel are near.
KinkyScreams 2006©
Freeze In HellThis is the color of forever
The same as the ocean the same as the seed
Which he violently throws into her deadwomb
All is void as the black between her thighs
Cutting pieces away from you
Is this aggression or some sick new fetish
Two are left with the scars of her flesh
Can you not see the suffering
Hidden behind the apathetic veil
Shrouding her dirty face
Everyone who comes here
Comes here to die
Everyone that falls in love with him
Is falling in love with a lie
Drowning down the worries with another glass of wine
yes, of course, Im married, but her body is divine.
Put your mouth up to her ear as if it were a shell
The so called sweet nothings you whisper will send you straight to hell
Teach you how to love your life
With rules that dont apply to me
A gutter drunk in a beautiful house
Souls starvation has left a blackened husk
With which to roam this earth
In retrospect,
One more belt notch
Will never separate you from the m
Your EyesYour Eyes.........
How did I see it through
your eyes.
And all the lies
you told me.
Why can't I just be myself
and no one else.
Love blinded me and
it was all because
your eyes.
They shined so bright
as you fell out of sight.
How could I be so blind
to see your love that
was so hard to find.
The feel of your caress
it always felt the best.
The glances that you gave
will forever and always
show me the way.
As I looked into your eyes
I always knew it was......
GOODBYE.
By: Mistik
Devoid Of LoveThe night falls as if slain by the sun, soulless are we.
the salvation for which you lust
flares once, then dies,
crushed by a velvet ebon nothingness.
all hope must not endure.
your passion throbs no more.
how could you tear us asunder?
shadows surround us, crying,
sanctuary.
KinkyScreams© 2006
Once Ever MoreI gave you my all -- heart
And soul, putting forth
Everything in me and
Then some - opening the
Door once again I had
Promised to keep closed.
I let you in, and all was
Like a dream -- but faded
At some point, like a vision
Hovering in the clouds, but then
Shattered forever, now closing
That chapter again, once ever more.
By Me
Modern DeathstylesDarling are you dead yet?
Flames that surge all through you
Sideswipe you off the fucking earth
Your future's so bright you're blind
And I blindsided you
Shithead bow down before me
Faithless I urge you follow
Deceitful deities
Face into the flood
Drown within yourself eternal
Fire of the old gods
Burnt from the inside
Pointless you martyr yourself
Breaking your face against the world
Televised for all to cherish
View the world as we once knew it
To further sink into the yesterdays
Forgotten as I
Charred by the sun
As flesh tones grow black
You live amongst the dying
Devastated by your deities
Weakness you gave to yourselves
Armageddon you may call it
Weakminded as you are
Ignorance is your new deathstyle
DeadtrashgodThe clouds of the night sky
Open up like neon thighs
Eating the shit off your shoes
I am your whore
And I'll be begging again for you
I am nothing without your attention
Validate me with shallow attempts at charm
I know you want so little from me
But I shall romanticize it
This is what I've been reduced to
Take more as I become ghost yet again
Deja vu? No, I've never left this place
Eternally complacent despite what once appeared progress
Fooling us all, feeling not at all
Lust. Your affection means so much more to me
Than ever before
Clean off your dirtface change direction
Smeared blood and dying sex
Mud spewing from your mouth
Rejecting what the body desired once
Refuse to accept
Return to old ways and lose yourself
I see the same smile I once saw
Fake yet so convincing to those that never knew you
DEAD inside you
I see that look in your eyes
Good to have you back
I consume myself from inside
Fuck me. Use me. Eat me til
If My Eyes Knew How To CryIf My Eyes Knew How To Cry..........
If my eyes knew how to cry
It would be easier to say goodbye.
If my eyes knew how to cry
It would be easier to sigh.
If my eyes knew how to cry
I probably wouldn't have
believed all your lies.
If my eyes knew how to cry
I would have never tried.
If my eyes knew how to cry
Maybe our love wouldn't
have died.
By: Mistik
DenialSlender beams of moonlight enter
this darkened prison as I kneel,
always somber, always forlorn,
frozen here,
waiting.
Tortured forms wrought in panes of glass loom as
dust dances in the air,
forming an image in my mind,
infiltrating my naked soul.
A reflection on a mirror's face.
I raise my head, now embracing
this oblivious mortality.
KinkyScreams ©2006
Lover's DanceI want to dance with you tonight. I want to kiss you so much that I can hear your heart race. I want to hear you moan and sigh with estasy as I run my fingertips along your shoulders and down neck. I know that my touch will seem like magic upon your skin and that you'll become so hot, so excited that you'll want me to rub myself on you. My love,I shall be more than sensual to you. I'll touch every inch of your skin and kiss you so deeply inside your soul that you'll take me with deep passion. Tonight, my love, we'll dance the lover's dance.
Forma HumanaDissection, removed of your being
Tearing away at what you identify as yourself
I'd bring you back if it meant I could destroy you again
You'd better run like hell
You'd best keep distancing yourself
I'll cut you fucker
Deadgirl screams
I can't heed her warning siren
Turn my back upon my own thoughts, needs
There's simply nothing left for me
Obsession
Nothing more within this hole
Emptiness leaves no mystery
No need for examination
No questions left unanswered
This is all you have
This is what you know
Even your deities won't save you now
They stopped existing when you started believing
Exemption from redemption
No remorse as I look my love in the eyes
Destroy myself without a thought
Falling to the ground
From such a height so as to never return
Hi EveryonePopping my first cherry blog. More real blogs to come soon I promise.
Luv you all!
Sydistic!
Why Does It Have To Hurt So MuchEveryone in life just wants to be loved. It is at the core of our very being. We all want to be desired and needed, to give love and to receive love. Why then, does love have to hurt so much? How can 3 words be so painful? How can the absence of those same 3 words be just as devastating to life, to the very core of one's being? Why do people throw the sentence, "I love you" around like it has no meaning, no value. I know for me I have never said it to someone and not really meant it. I know that it has been said to me when the person saying it didn't really feel that way...so why say it at all. I would much rather be told the truth than lied to. Those wounds heal faster.
I also know what it feels like to love someone that you KNOW doesn't feel the same way in return. I know what it is like to wake up every morning wishing that you had the courage to speak up and say something. I know what it is like to want nothing more than for that one person to be happy in life, even if it isn
Hahawow just another place to put my feelings that noone will really read,listen to or care about... aint that some shit...
Your Life In YearsI know you have been broken hearted
Take my hand and follow me
I want to show you what you will see
You grab hand and hold on tight
This is gonna be a wild ride
See in years to come the lady standing there about to marry
Her heart is full of joy and will never worry
As we continue walking her eyes open up to an open prairie
You see those children yes there yours
You knew the time would come and you would hold yours
We keep walking she sees a big beautiful home
Yes you were never one to far to roam
You loved your home and enjoyed ever day
As we continue walking we see a man and woman on a beach
Playing and laughing hoping it continues on forever
I see a tear in her eye
Yes that is you when your husbands dad passed away you were with him everyday
You see birthday parties of the entire family
Yes you loved to spoil your kids and they loved their mommy
As we move on we see the children grown up
They were visiting mom and dad on christmas day
You see what I mean your
Nuthin Much- Jus Sum Kt For Ya!!Blogs, oh i love blogs.....
LOL
so, here u are vistin lil ol me!! how happy i am of this!!
i hope u took the time to rate my page and show sum love ((since u are here neways!!)) *muah*
Lost Cherry has become my new addiction- i'm lovin meeting all my new friends && fans!!
you'll hear from me again soon-
but until then my dear hearts, take care!!
Interstinwow this realy is becoming better then myspace and how long has the blog thing been there please dont tell me i was that blind if it has been there all this time
Young GirlI have put you in my past
I will run fast if you ever come again
I spent endless nights hiding from myself
I know your kind of passion
I am only a young girl
You know when the time comes your end will near
I am so afraid
Terrified of what might be next
My life is so confusing
I just went into Junior High
I run from my past til this day
I dont know why
The images are vivd
I am livid
I just went into high school my mind comes clear
I think I will drink another beer
A buddy wants me to smoke pot
Why not
Everyday is fantasy
Escape from reality
I will choose my side when it comes
I have been arrested many times
I always lie
You still haunt me to this day
Your time will come my way
Today is the day
I will punish you today
I will find you and you will have no way
There you are in front of your house
It is time you tell your spouse
Tears coming from my eyes
I despise you
Tell your wife
You are scared?
Of a child?
I have come for you
Your time is true
I fi
Death & PrideLaying on my bed,
slowly drowning in my own pool of blood.
Close my eyes,
killing life with my silent screams.
You can see it in my eyes,
find it bleeding through my fingertips.
Death lies beside me,
waiting and creeping..
Death climbs on top of me,
and sinks into me.
Becoming one with death,
it's one hell of a ride.
I never thought,
I would end up like this.
To be Death's lover and one,
what does this mean?
Finding peace,
in taking others..
Returning the favor,
and helping death spread.
Now I'm just a void,
in Death's darkness.
KinkyScreams 2000©
UnbelievableThis love is unbreakable.
Its unmistkenable.
And each time I look into your eyes.....
I know why.
This love is untouchable
I feel in my heart I just can't deny.
Each time I look into your eyes
Ohhhh baby....I know why.
This love is unbreakable.
Writing And PoetryTime
Current mood: apathetic
Category: Writing and Poetry
They say time.. is of the essence,
Unstopped, never ending, always interrrupted.
Time, will tell all.
It is time that gives us........
Fond memories; of loved ones....
Enemies......
Sleepless nights,
Happy moments, and sad..........
Dwelling on sadness,
Mostly.............
Longing for love;
Friendship,
A caring heart to hear your hopes,
Your inner most desires.......
I wish time could set still.
Paused............
To a time that you were content, satisfied, over joyous.....
They say, time heals all wounds.
An understatement by far.
For my wounds, are unhealing,
Open sores... that bleed relentlessly.
Open to the lethal injection.....
That was instilled by time.
This evil world.....
Wanting to rid that pain that haunts my soul.....
Suffocating it,
Slowly.... my inner spirit disipates,
To a nonexistent place.
So threatening and dark here.....
I want to succomb this dreary feeling ,
Of.. fail
Would You Die For MeYou come to me as a friend
You look deep into my eyes and see my heart
When I am with you I fear no evil
We walk together down a dark street
Night has fallen so quickly
Tonite is different
Tonight is the night I would find out if you would die for me?
We are approached by a man
He wields a gun
He wants more than money or gold
He wants my life
As I move back you move behind me
Darting towards something I could not see
I thought you would die for me
It happens so quickly
I tell the man take everything
I hear the gun ring out
Friend where are you
The bullet comes closer
A young man comes in front of me
He catches the bullet
Falls to the ground
I feel helpless
I feel scared
I feel my new found friend would die for me
My old friend said she was trying to stop her brother
She would have died for her brother in a heartbeat
I looked in his eyes
Found his family would die for me
wow! So , this is my first time writtig. not sure what to say . today has been pretty mellow. my two year old son is sick so nothing got done around the house. dont you hate when that happens. well i am bored now. i am going to play on the internet. have a great day all.
JA
Whispers In The DarkI sit alone tonight
I hear everything is alright
I hear a whisper in the dark
Tonight is your night and I must be your mark
I look for you
So it seems you must be looking for me
I can feel your soul
Like your next to me
I know now I am free
I hear your whisper in the dark
It is so sweet
Your voice is soft and gentle
The dark is here
I hear a phone ring
Tonight I am your thing
I pick it up
Wow what a voice I can hear in the dark
I listen closely
It is like a breeze in spring
To me its heaven
And the angels singing
Tonight is your night
I am your mark
Take me away with your whispers in the dark
9/11 AnniversaryI lay here thinking of memories past
Remembering the terror
Watching in horror.
How long will this pain last?
I'm proud to be a member of this land
I am praying for those who are taking the stand.
Honor the red, white, and blue,
for others have no clue.
Thousands perished
memories to be cherished.
Today we relive the pain.
Wondering what do we gain?
We gained more unity, the urge to come together
To fight and defen ourselves and those that perished
Left with only memories to cherish.
God Bless those that took the terror!
God Bless those that are fighting for us!
God Bless every person that feels the pain!
and God help the ones that don't.
So Tell Me!!!!YOU KNOW THERE ARE ALOT OF PEOPLE YOU MEET ON THE NET YOU CAN SAY THERE ARE SOME REALLY GOOD ONES AND SOME ASS HOLES OUT THERE I MET A GIRL ON THE MET A YEAR AGO AND SHE WAS A DREAM COME TRUE I WAS THINKING AND WE HAD SO MUCH TO TALK ABOUT AND I WAS SO IN LOVE WE A MONTH AGO SEE TOLD ME THAT EVERY THING SHE TOLD ME IN THE BEGGING WAS NOT TRUE AND THAT SHE WAS NOTHING LIKE WHAT SHE MADE HER SELF OUT TO BE YOU KNOW I LOVED HER SO MUCH THAT I HEARD HER OUT AND TO SEE THAT WHEN I MEET HER ON THE NET SHE WAS ONLY 24 SHE SAID AND NOW SHE IS 36 AND BEFORE HAD NO KIDS SHE WANTED HER 1ST KID TO BE WITH ME AND NOW SHE HAS 3 18 YEAR OLD BOY AND 2 GIRLS THAT ARE 16 AND 15 AND TOLD ME SHE WAS NEVER MARRIED AND SHE WAS FOR 18 YEAR TELLING ME THAT WHEN WE GET MARRIED THAT SHE IS ONLY GOING TO DO IT ONE TIME WELL DAMN SHE DONE DID BUT ALL IN ALL I GAVE HER THE RIGHT TO BE HEAR AND I TRY TO STAY WITH HER AND MAKE IT WORK BUT THE MORE SHE TOLD ME ITS LIKE THE GIRL I FELL IN LOVE WITH WAS NOTHING MORE TH
Ouchie!!i am in pain right now..my fuckin back is killin me..it is from workin 2day..we had to unload a truck and my back is juss now feelin the pain..my mommy tried to pop it but that didnt work..it made it hurt even more..so..right now im sitting here with a heating pad behind me bein in pain..i took 2 tylenol..and..im waitin for my juggalo to tell me i can call him..I LOVE HIM SOOOOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!!
ok..im done for now..comment if yall want..i dont care..buh byez!!
Passion CouponThis is a Passion Coupon for all of the hugs, kisses, and love
that you desire.
You can only redeem it
in the bedroom,
where you must strip off
all of your clothes,
kneel on the edge of the bed,
and await my tender touch.
Expect the most
delicious night of
passion imaginable,
because that's exactly
what I'm going to give you...
and then some!
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Poetic ManI know I am
I know what you see
You see the man you use to see
I am not your lover
Or the one you want
Just a piece of your history that once stood
I am a man
Poetic as I can be
I know your attached
So let it be
I will dream many dreams
I hope you can see
I will be the poetic man
That may spark your dreams
Your man is strong
Courageous as a man can be
I could never live up to what he is in your dreams
Look from me and see this man
You may have married or just attached
Sometimes he does not look at you
Does not mean he doesnt want to say I Love You
I am just a poetic man
Nothing more
If you need a dream
Look at your man once more
Remember when you were young and free
Remember when he looked at you with fire in his eyes
That fire is still there
Believe it or not
He still loves you
This poetic man is the dream you once want
One DayI may walk one day alone
While alone I will remember her alone looking at me
I will know for sure she opened up my dreams
I will know she ended the lonely drought
She walked in my life
I could not even fight
She looked at me and stopped my world from spinning
I can sit at night
See the light in her eyes
She is real
She spoke up said hell no you will not shut me out
I know her spirit is real
I can feel her warmth when she walks in a room
I can feel her strength to great length
I was torn down
I was no more than a frown
I crawled in a world where everyone was running
She gave me the strength to forget a life that tore me apart
When I sit tonight
I know she will think of me
As I dream of her
She will place a hand next to me
I will be free
But if a day comes when she is not near
I will never forget the lady who showed me my way
NormalI walk the world and find that everything is normal
There is no existence of crazy
Or abnormal
In the eyes of a child normal is wearing a diaper
Plus someone to wipe her
I see a person in a wheelchair
they cant crawl or walk anywhere
That is normal to them
I see a bullrider climb on a bull
His world is where the bull acts normal
It bucks and turns trying to find its way
I see a beautiful woman worship christ
She would die to have her eternal life
I see the young man they call a retard
His world is not retarded it is normal
I see the murderer in prison going to breakfast
This is normal to him
For a mother to wake up daily to wake the kids
Her life gets no more normal than this
people ask me what is normal
Normal is everything we do
Normal is not an accident
An accident is normal
We are all into mistakes
It just a matter of which we make
If you ever think you are not normal
You no longer exist cause in this world
Normal is the only thing that exists
Our
Mind GamesI walk this land
A woman extreme to life as life is to extreme
I balance what is wrong or right
I know my mortality will catch up with me
My god please stand beside me
He was a shoulder to my affection
He walked like a prince
I told him not to leave me
I would kill the very soul he loved
I told him not to leave me I would drink myself to death
I told him not to go
This would be the last round I could go
My body is not strong
MY mind is not strong
He did not believe me
Who is this man with the sickle in front of me
Your god sent me
My god I thought he was strong and powerful did not need a sickle
Your god is strong
He watches everything you do
He loves you
He watches you as you have sex over a computer and rejoices
He has given you many choices you could make and you have pleased him
He watches your manipulation of people
He knows your free from the binds of Jesus
I ask him why are you here
It is time for you to come home now
I looked at him
What manipula
The Garden-© Kinkyscreams 2004There was a garden on the west side of the house, hiding beneath the eaves from the more drastic weather. It wasn't an elaborate affair really; just large enough for one person to manage with a little sweat. Over the years, the plot had known many crops from daisies to carrots to strawberries with everything in between and often two to three at the same time. All the while it had been void of weeds and the soil had been kept clear though a week of neglect seemed to already be taking its toll.
A patch nearest the house had always been a weed problem really. As fast they could be removed, they often found their way back within a few days, peaking through the lush soil like a child guiltily peering down the stairs Christmas morning. Though that small section had been quarantined for years, it now bled throughout, little brown strains mixed amongst the green of the current crops.
Anne noted all of this from the window of her bedroom that overlooked her pride and joy since she was bar
The Flag Thang100_0336 Hosted on Zooomr
just wanted 2 say a few things about the flag pic i have on LC. that's the flag that i looked at every day @ my last job. i loved that flag.
this is the new one they put up.... for probably at least 6 months i griped about the last flag because it's edges were so frayed.... and then one day there was this one. i dont have a flag @ my house but when i drive to and from work (84mi round trip) i always notice the flags that are waving. the flag is such a powerful symbol for the ppl of the USA i think or at least for me. it makes me feel good to see it. so even tho the ppl at my last job thought i was weird for talking about the flag flying outside the window and even addressing it as "my flag" i still enjoyed it everyday that i was there. and esp when the wind was blowing and it was waving proudly like it was when i took this pic. there are a lot of things i don't agree with today in my country.... i wish things were the way they were "back when" honesty and
Love Trust HopeMy middle name is Hate
I am motivated by one thing
The death of the man
If you are overwieght I will make sure and call you fat
If your black I will make sure and call you nigger
If you are mexican you sure are a spic
If you are white-White trash is your name
If you wear glasses I will call you four eyes
Like I said I am motivated by one thing
Your death
With hate I can tear you down
With hate I can put you in a grave
With hate I can burn you in the depths of hell
If you are from Africa you are from a third world country
What did Africa win the space race?
Are they not good enough to live in our world?
With hate I can bury all men
Seperate countries
Divide loved ones lives
I can burrow in your mind til you end your own life
I am motivated by your death
The death of your spirit
THe death of your happiness
The death of your love
I look at this man before me
No dont close your eyes
He closed his eyes he cant see the white man, the black man, the mexican, or the
Military Rules For Non-military PersonnelMilitary Rules for Non-Military Personnel
Current mood: grateful
Dear Civilians,
We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation have many civilians up in arms. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance:
1) The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass.
2) When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass.
3) Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass.
4) (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT prete
Cyber SexI can feel him move
His body on mine
We have only spoke a few times
We chat at the drop of a hat
He makes love to me through the internet line
I know his love is deep for me and so is mine
I can see him now in my dreams
A man with all the peace
He is big and strong
I know I cannot go wrong
I tell him lets meet
This will be a lasting love to meet
He tells me to come over
My heart is in a flutter
I know this man of my dreams
Is more than it seems
He is a master of my heart
Nothing will tear us apart
I come to his door
I knock so carefully
I know what is behind and it makes me happy
He opens it up
Looks just like what I saw on my cam
Wow what a man
He welcomes me in
He tells me to have a seat in the den
He offers me a drink and I know i am on the brink of true love
He sits next to me
He sees into my heart
We start to kiss
This man I will never miss
He takes me to his room
This is better than i imagine
I knew he was good but he makes me feel like a ful
The RoseWhen walking through the garden one day I meandered past the tree of life when I became enamored by the most devine dark rose that nature ever fashioned. So astounding was this Rose that I was robbed of speech and breath. I fell onto my knees and stareduntil my eyes did hurt. The poor dark rose had suffered lack of proper care, resulting in an inert outer shell. I took great care removing petals scarred from winter's callous touch. I was amazed to see inside the tantalizing pink, dew covered flower open fore my eyes. A sight so wondrous cannot pass without adverse effects for those perhaps unlucky, perhaps most opportune of all. I knelt, bereft of voice, deviod of breath, and blind; the Rose, its beauty now replenished, took great pity on this wretched soul of mine. Perhaps it was the wind, perhaps it was celestial intervention, maybe Earth itself began to shake; you may believe whatever you decide but as I felt the Rose incline in my direction I knew then as I know now no forces were
PoemIf only love knew..........
If only love knew that you made me cry
and how often I wish I would die.
If love only knew my feelings for you
then love would of shown you how
to be true.
If only love knew how much I loved you
then love would have shown you how, too!
If love had a heart
it would have never had to start.
If there is no start then there is no end!
Written by me,
Mistik
My First BlogOk my blogs are usually a way for people to get some insight into this head. well here ya go. I don't have many feelings. and the feelings i do have are hidden by smiles and laughs. I am a fun person BUT... I am sick and tired of these people passing judgements on people before they really get to know them. Now this is y i say that.. people message me all the time say omg ur hot.. then they find out that i have 2 kids. HELLO READ MY FREAKIN PROFILE... I am single for the reason being the person i want i can't have and other than that no man wants a premade family. I am a single mother. my daughters father is in her life she lives with him but my son's father walked out on him after i kicked him out of my life. HELLO MY LIFE I NEVER TRIED STOPPING HIM FROM BEING A FATHER! SO NO THAT ISN'T MY FAULT. I have been through more things in my life then most of u will experience in a lifetime. I am a great person and ask anyone on my family list i bet u $100 they will agree without me even say
Amazing DreamI wake every morning knowing I just dreamt of my guardian angel
She was not spoken for
She comes and goes
She knows all about me
I see her and she sees me
I am a good memory
I remember our first kiss it was soft and she smelled so sweet
Her eyes were a beautiful blue
Her hair waved in the wind
She loved to dance the slow dance with me
She is so beautiful I remember asking her to be my wife on the lake boat
I remember our first born who is now 3
I remember taking her out to dinner and a movie
I remember sitting and praying with her every night
She was an amazing dream
When I sleep tonight
It will be just right
For some reason you stopped speaking to me
I talk to you and you only cry
I know I have made you feel bad at times
I try to pickup after myself
You are my angel dont you see
I know that someday you will forgive me
You know I have tried everything
I love when you caress my head like that
I love it when you kiss me like that
your skin is so soft
I can fe
Random Thoughts About Rolls-royce And BentleyI've always been a big fan of the Rolls-Royce Silver Spirit/Spur and its sister, the Bentley Mulsanne. These cars began production in 1981. Unfortunately, I have a few complaints about these cars:
1. Up until about the late 1980s, these cars had the homeliest looking steering wheel and steering column I had ever seen in a car. Both the steering wheel and shift indicator look like they came off of a farm tractor. This is inexcusable for a car of this caliber.
2. What is up with the cheesy AC Delco stereo they put in these cars? I believe they started with that in 1985. I’d expect to see a stereo like that in a 1986 Chevy Cavalier, and not a $100,000 car. If that isn't bad enough, a lot of the earlier models (pre 1985'ish) had manual tune radios. That's unforgivable!
3. Although I can’t say for sure since I’ve never actually sat in one, both the Rolls and the Bentley appear to have manual seat recliners. Even my 1984 Lincoln has dual power recliners. How did the engineers at Rol
The Face Of ParisSo check it! I went out to the titty bar, thinking I was only gonna bring a 6 pack drink it, tip a few ladies, and enjoy myself there. Low and behold who did I find at the club. This lil lady I had eyeballed a few times coming into the club at The Stairs. Man! Saw she was dancing there, an my face lit up! We chatted a bit and what not! Tipped her and the other ladies I usually tip at the bar. Before I knew I found myself thinking I wanted a VIP. I was conflicted, I was short on cash but she was looking BAM BAM BAD ASS! So after like 30 minutes of fighting with myself internally I broke down. I asked her if she wanted to go back in VIP and she just looked at me and smiled and said, "Only if you want too I won't make you!" Welp that did it for me, I went back there, ole girl FUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUCKED me up! I was in awe, she did this trick until right now I can't even still figure out how she did it. Man that girl has got skills skills skills! Anyways what was suppose t
When Will It All EndWhen will it end
I sit in a cafe on a busy street corner
I watch the people as they pass one another
A man and a woman holding hands
You can see love in her eyes and lust on his mind
What is wrong with all this
4 little children and no one gets rest
An old man and old woman pass this young couple
Smiles as they see the children
They know the pain of years to come
A runaway teenager walking by today might be his drive by
A young mom suffering day by day
You know her pride lies in the child gave away
A single man walks by full of himself
With all sorts of pride
He snubs his nose as he passes me
I wonder if he will get mugged so he will see
It is like a nasty circle that never ends
When god will this end
A lady walks by with one big black eye
I wonder if her hubby knows her pain
She looks at me and I see a smile
The black eye disappears off her beautiful face
I look deeper in her soul
She just wants love like the rest of us do
She sits down away from me
I tell th
Just In Case You Are Ever On Jeopardy......and this question (or answer technically) ever pops up:
Question: This was the first front drive car to feature a transversally mounted V-8 engine.
Answer: The 1985 Cadillac Deville.
Cadillac downsized the Deville for 1985 and used the GM C-body platform shared by the Oldsmobile 98, 88 and Buick LeSabre and Park Avenue. There might be a couple other C-body cars that I'm forgetting about. However, the Cadillac was the only one that got the infamous 4.1L engine. It is not an understatement to say that this aluminum engine is one of the biggest pieces of shit ever conceived. It is right up there with the Olds 350 diesel, Ford 3.8L and Cadillac V-8-6-4 variable displacement engines. All these engines, including the Cadillac 4.1L, warrant their own discussions.
Suicide BomberI am a suicide bomber and will take your life
I find in my world the right to die
I strap on my explosives
I stand up ready to fight
In the eyes of my god I am destined to die
I get in my car and drive to the market
I see hundreds of people around
I pray to my god for everlasting life
I step out of my vehicle
I sweat heavily
I slowly walk towards the market with people
Something pulls my hand
I feel a tug
How can you stop me I am on a natural drug
I look down it is a child
I got a choice to make
The child asks me can you help me find my daddy
My sweat is now tears
It is my daughter from many years
Her momma standing behind me smiles at me
I look in her eyes the most beautiful sight
My god has just told me to stay in this life
I am sorry my clan no bombing today
I want to be a daddy today
Bad WeekI have done a lot of soul searching lately, and I have to say i'm not completely happy with what conclusion i have came to. How do figure out what it is you want and go for it? Man I hate having to make decisions.
Last DriveI cry tonight knowing my life will never be the same
I didnt even know name
Her eyes were crisp
You smile was beautiful
God must have mastered his art
I sit on this curb knowing my fate
I will never lose touch with reality
I drank that night
Not knowing what was to come
I cry so hard
I wish I did not drink that last beer
I put her in the truck
Knowing I had no luck
10 miles a way
The road starts to sway
I look at her knowing she was my future
Head on I go
It happened so slow
The semi hit hard
I knew this was the end
My baby was dead
God why did you do this
She was only 3
I needed her in my life
I just destroyed my wife
They zip up this black bag
The size of a duffel bag
I wanted to die
It should have been I
I here them say
This one is gone to
They were looking at me
They zipped my bag so I coudnt see
God take this away
It is to painful to stay
What will my wife do
She just lost 2
God forgive me please
I wished the best for my family
I decided t
Beautiful Till The EndBEAUTIFUL TILL THE END
I walk along the beach shore,
The water reaches my feet only to leave me,
This tease reminds me of you.
I stop to face the sun in the sky,
Deciding to tell my story of you,
That lies so deep within.
Fascination can only begin this script;
Mixed emotions leave me lifeless.
Looking back on these years spent with you,
Not sure what we are;
Knowing it was amazing,
Wondering what life would be with out you…
We came so far together,
I give the world my last smile,
When I think of everything we shared.
I can’t believe I was so blind,
Had no idea you could cause such deep depression,
Wishing you would tell me lies or something clever,
Causing me to hate your name forever.
All I saw was the depth of your eyes;
Just like that of the waves,
Wanting to help you in every single way,
Cost was no question to me,
I’m not the one who will pay.
You are so beautiful to me, in every single way,
I knew this was love I could not resist,
I have put myself in
Sad & QuiteIt was a sad and quiet night,
with words as my shade,
I wrote this poem to you,
hoping that the pain would fade.
Hoping that the pain would fade,
the pain I feel in me,
as each day passes by,
the time might set me free.
It was a sad and quiet night,
when I faced the hardest part,
cause I was all by myself,
with a broken heart.
It was a sad and quiet night,
with my head in hand,
when I learned to accept,
and how to understand.
Now I do understand,
that reality is pain,
which brought me tears,
and left me in the rain.
It was a sad and quiet night,
as my dreams went through,
I realize my mistake,
it was wrong to love you.
My Car RantI think automakers are getting too comfortable with the standardization that is occurring across the industry. Standardization is a good thing, but it can lead to just being plain cheap and uninventive in certain areas of cars. Take for instance colours. During the 1970s and 1980s, it wasn’t uncommon for a car to be offered in over 20 different exterior colours and maybe 8 or more interior colours. Many cars were available with two-tone paint jobs too, so that added even more exterior colour combinations. You try to find a car built today that doesn’t offer more than, say, 3 interior colours. It’s very uncommon.
Seems to me that you can get most cars today with any interior colour you want as long as it’s beige, grey or black. What happened to the good old days when you could order white leather or red leather? Unless you are buying a Porsche or some other fairly expensive car, you won’t see any other colours but beige, grey and black for interiors. The other thing that is equally
Husband's StruggleWhat is happening
Why is everyone crying
I feel myself dying
My chest hurts
My mind has gone fuzzy
Who is he
A man walks up
Wants to talk to me
I said where are we?
We stand in the middle of your life
That was your wife
Those were your children
I said oh my god what happened to them
They went around a corner
There was no shoulder
I close my eyes
I start to pray
I begged for a miracle
God why did you take them
What will happen to me
YOu think i am free
I live in a cage and will age
I need to drink
I need to sink into her hole
She goes down I will go with her
You took my wife, life and my kids
God I am now broken
Where will I go
What will I do
I AM ASKING YOU
I fall to the ground
Beg for mercy
Let it all end
God forgive me
I know you can mend
My wife wakes me up
She says baby it was only a nightmare
I look in her eyes
I love you more than ever not cause your my wife
But because you and the kids are my life.
Bout Timewell its about time they finally added this to the damn site, they got everything else on here....lol
Done Everythingyouve done all you can
everything to make me hate your name
this just makes my heart long more
theres only so far you can run
no place you can hide
the excuses are getting lame
please i just ask you stop my pain
will you ever hear my cries?
you arent hear to wipe my tears away
i know you found another
that was no surprise to me
i just never thought this would be happening to me
im better off without you
i never should have met you
but in my heart there you are
slowly killing me day by day
they tell me not to think of you
nothing can help me
you are the main distraction
i know i mean nothing and thats ok
i wish that you meant the same
you are that special one
i have no choice in this
i gave it all to you without a thought
promised youd give me no reasons
said things would stay the same
but when was the last time i heard your voice?
time since i felt your touch on my body
alone in this cold world
wishing someone would rescue me
i thought you could same me fr
I Am Letting Go.I look in your eyes and smile
But the smile lasts only a second
Pain fills my heart and tears drip down
and it all increases when I see that smile
That blasted smile of yours
a sloppy grin that slightly narrows the eyes
hazel eyes, large and beautiful
a smile thats no longer mine.
and as mad as I get i miss it
I miss the hug that seemed just right
The way it felt when we were that close
they way our hands met each others
And as much as I no longer want to see you
I miss you, i miss you just as bad.
and I will remember that night it was lost
the night you held me close
The night we hugged for the last time
I'll remember it and keep it close
For as much as I know it can never be repaired,
I want just as much to still have it back.
KinkyScreams 2005©
I Love Itmusic is like a drug. Icant get enough. Dont you agree
What A SemesterWell I noticed the button so I thought I would come and rant and try it out.
The semester so far is kicking my butt! Goodness it's going to be a long semester. I start my observation a week from Friday.
Tomorrow I have a test in Bio 2, I should be studying but here I am typin' on this thing.
I am sorry that I have yet to come and say hi to all and rate pics, I just haven't had much time, but THANK YOU to all who still stop by and say hi to me. I will get better when the semester is over!
Have an awesome night!
-Stac
Happy EndingWalk with me down this path of desire
Will it have a happy ending as you desire
See when we walk through the trails of affection
There is no perfection
This life is full of heartache and misery
But also filled with love and heart filled desire
When I layed you down to sleep
You had my soul to keep
When you gave birth to our firstborn
I was definately a man worn to the edges
I watched as your heart slipped
Mine would slip further
I knew you both wor worth the effort
So I sat and prayed that night
His birth was my plight
I knew I was about to lose my wife
When this ends
My life will have untied ends
Will I curse my god
or will I thank him for what I got
She was my beginning
She was my end
I remember sitting with you on the floor
Eating ice cream and that i what we came into this life for
I remember standing in the woods
Taking a bath in the moonlight lake where you stood
Your body was magical as so it would appear
I knew heaven was near
I sit now waiting for
When He Kisseswhen he kisses he whispers
slow easy and sensual
when he kisses he whispers
sweet nothings into my ear
when he kisses he whispers
letting his warm breath travel throughout my body
when he kisses he whispers
sending shiver up and down my spine
when he kisses he whispers and licks slowly with his warm tounge the outline of my ear
when he kisses he whispers
everything he know i want to hear
when he kisses he whispers
let me take off ur clother
when he kisses he whispers
can i do the unimaginable to you
when he kisses he whispers
can i get on my knees
when he kisses he whispers
open ya legs so my head can fit between ur legs
when he kisses he whispers
watch my tounge work up and down
when he kisses he whispers
now i needur mouth to touch my dick
when he kisses he whispers
now dont b shy
when he kisses he whispers
take it in all at one time
when he kisses he whispers
let it glide n and out
when he kisses he whisprs
her i come oh sh
BetrayedI saw you walking hand in hand with a guy from down the street
He took my life and the house we built
Who is this man that you just met
Do they call him daddy?
Do you tell the secrets we once talked?
You gave my life away
You expected me to stay?
I was there for many years
Now I sit and cry painful tears
You gave this life of mine
To the next guy in line
He got my children, dog and wife
Why did you consider my life so little
Then bring another man in the middle
You ask me why dont I come around
Is it pride
Is it embarrasement
I said no I am just sad
To know I could be replaced so fast
I will move on banged and bruised
My life has to be worth more than what you just proved
I know one day my life will quit spinning
It is just tonight this guy has got me beat
Who will be the wonderful lady that I should meet
I do not want to be alone forever
I know that my win may be never
I sit here crying the tears I cry
Only to hope I will find someone who will not lie
I was
A Heart DiesLooking to heaven I scream in pain.
They can't hear me I scream in vain.
A heart dies slowly it hurts so bad.
Been starving for you I feel so sad.
So beautiful,elusive and never to be mine.
Tears run down my face in a straight line.
To drown this heart and feel no more.
Flow away from me to some distant shore.
I see it all around me so close to touch.
Why even try you've hurt me too much.
Don't feel sorry I know you can see.
That you created this horror,this monster,this me.
KinkyScreams 2001©
WednesdayTwo more days and hubby will be home! If you ask him though, it's 1 day left, cause he's not counting Friday. Must be a man thing.
Anyway, I'm annoyed today. Few things to be annoyed with. The wind, for one, and our weather forecast for this weekend-SNOW! SNOW? Wait, it's only September!!!! NO SNOW!! STAY AWAY! ugh.
We might be going to Billings this weekend for my oldest daughter's 22nd birthday- I would like to go down and spend it with her, but it's up to hubby if we will do this, kinda hard to ask him to drive all that way the day after he gets home after being gone for 6 wks! We'll see....
Anyhoo...so this is my first blog, out of many to come, I'm sure :)
For You My Dear......Bite me...Kiss me...Tease me...Pray for me...Spoil me...Entertain me...Live with me...Enjoy me...Penetrate me...Blindfold me...Caress me...Please me...Take me...Anger me...Spoil me...Blow me...Annoy me...Cry for me...Stalk me...Moan for me...Kneel for me...Delay me...F#*! me...Wink at me...Understand me...Grow for me...Isolate me...Remove me...Joke with me...Serve me...
Love me
LackI feel lame i lack new images i lack my Mistress right now i havent slept in a solid 3 days now.ive got alot of work done some mental some that pays well and alot of emotional crap ive been hiding for awhile..i need new images art Distracts me from life.
By The Morning DawnBy the Morning Dawn
Crystal blue eyes and your smile, along they came,
Lying on the floor, questioning love as we stared.
Our heart’s deep desires we could not tame,
Each night foolishly believing your heart cared.
This love is my only curse,
Parents ask why their daughter is acting this way.
Each day my depression becomes worse,
I fell for you, now someone must pay.
Telling you the pain inside, but you will not believe,
I am Juliet; however, without my Romeo I shall die.
We took some time apart, some space to breathe,
Letting you go is not an option, I cannot say goodbye.
I still feel you even though you are gone,
This love has failed, I will cease by the morning dawn.
Bouncers..I cannot deal with these douchebags. Every bouncer I have ever encountered at a bar or club is a complete fucktard. For some reason they think they are at the pinnacle of human existence. It’s like working the door at a club is something I should want to be doing. Bouncers need to stop acting like they are movie stars and realize that they work a shitty job like the rest of us. And to top it off, bouncers are the sober dumbasses sitting outside while everyone is having a drunken good time inside.
They are mostly 35 years old, overweight and work at bars or clubs where the predominant age is 21-23. Your weight is the only reason you got hired in the first place. Physically nobody wants to fuck with you because you could smother a small family in your fat folds.
When I was at a club a few weeks ago while standing in line, a stereotypical Down syndrome bouncer plowed into me while my back was turned and yelled at me to “Move! We got VIP’s coming through! Front of the line!!!” I tu
Hey Friendshi every body love you all and thx for ever thing from lostcherry
My ObsessionAs I walk along the lonely shoreline,
The waves invite me to stay awhile,
To share my deepest feeling inside.
The setting sun is beauty in itself,
The cool, refreshing water stretches,
For what seems like forever,
It is as long and wide as the love I hold inside.
This love is my obsession,
It causes deep despair.
This is the love I hate to fear,
He is like a drug I can’t resist,
So beautiful that I feel like I could fly.
I stare into the dark night,
Wondering where life is leading me.
I’m not suppose to care,
But it hurts the most to see you love someone else.
Am I not as pretty as the one you talk about?
You lead me down a promising path,
Only to cause pain deep within my hoping heart.
Don’t you see what we could be?
Standing together forever only if you’d let your heart see.
You say you’re scared to lose it all,
How can you know it all?
If you wont take a chance, where you could fall?
I wish you could see how I love you,
What I
Today!Hello,
didn't had a good day today! My gf Tammy is on a photoshoot, i'm like a little puppy! Running around.
A girl y know just had her car broke down. Went to pick her up. I speeded a little bit and guess what! Probably i was flashed at 240km/h. Yeaha, again! :(
Hope the rest of the night will be better.
1:42AM
Your Very SoulWhen I come I will touch your very soul
Your heart will beat fast and you wont know
I will walk in a room and you will see pure strength
With me around you will never have to be afraid
They say I walked on water that is true
It was cold that day and faith was lacking in the crew
They say I changed water into wine
Yes it made believers out of them that day
When I was tempted by satan he knew full well
The son of man is stronger than hell
When I hung from the cross
There was no loss
When I died that day
Many started to see it my way
The miracles the people lack to see
Are the ones of true human inspiration but they are done by me
I watched a mom giving birth
Baby stopped breathing so I touched her
The little boy kidnapped and taken by a stranger
I went into the heart of that madman before he got to far
The young lady about to be raped
I came to her and gave her faith
She went down on one knee
Prayed to me and I set her free
The war between 2 nations
Came to a
Why I Am In A Wheelchair I Have Type 1NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, it's a mouthful, isn't it. Think it is hard to say, try living with it.
Hello my name is Julie Atterbury. I have a medical condition that is called NEUROFIBROMATOSIS TYPE 1(neuro-fibroma-tosis) NF for short. what is NF? You ask. Well there 2 types of NF and both are very serious conditions. This May is National Neurofibromatosis Awreness Month.
Here is a little info.
NEUROFIBROMATOSIS, Type 1 (NF1)
NF1 is also known as von Recklinghausen's disease, after the doctor who first described it in 1882. There are a wide variety of symptoms associated with NF1. Symptoms show up by age 2 in about of the cases. In most cases, symptoms are mild and patients live a normal life. These common symptoms include: Six or more large tan spots on the skin (caf-au-lait marks), which are present at birth, and may increase with age.
Small benign tumors under the skin, called neurofibromas, which usually occur at adolescence and can number from one to hundreds. Thes
My Own PoetryDarkness is here and I don't understand,
What will come of the world at hand?
Death and destruction seems to be the plan
For what can a mortal do to stave off deaths hand
The gods have abandond their children to the abyss
To drown in the fire of hopelessness and fear.
No Way OutThey say ignorance is bliss,
This lasts only for a short time,
Soon the stone is rolled away,
The truth is revealed to all.
Mixed emotions flood this heart,
Anger flows through my veins,
Humiliation sits in my stomach,
The pain waters up in eyes.
I stare into the mirror,
Have not seen my reflection for years.
I bite my lips as I look away,
There is no image looking back at me.
One single tear streams down my pale cheek,
I wipe it away quickly,
Crying over you is not an option,
I have become numb to you.
You claim you care and love me,
I believed you until this moment,
I proved my devotion to you,
That is the difference between you and me.
Running as I hear your voice calling,
Every time embracing you in my arms.
Where were you when I called your name?
You were nowhere to be found.
I handed you my heart,
Waiting for your love in return.
I offered you everything and more,
Still that was not enough for you.
I slowly l
Omg No Wayok now they are going to get me more hook now with me able to do my blog now omg i cant believe it i love this site dam i am so hooked
Wonderful RideYou look for answers while I wait
I got all the time to sit and anticipate
Know my heart is true to you
I have found the one thing in this world that is real
Your heart is pleasant that I can say
I know you will find your way
When you awake from this dream
You wont wonder if it is really me
I will stand at the highest peak
I can show you what I seek
Your pure and natural heart
Will never be broken when I am a part
Stand with me the world will see
Two people who care as much as you and me
We can walk tight rope you will not fall
If you do i will try to be as soft as a cotton ball
But then again you will stand up
You will know the man you want
If we walk on fire i will give you my shoes
I can take and I do not want to lose you
When I am here your life will not be heartache
I will be a part of dreams to make
So stand with and by my side
Lets go to Jesus on a wonderful ride.
HahahaFinally! A place where I can say everything that I feel and not worry who the hell is reading!(unlike my myspace account,lol)
When I ComeI will come like rolling thunder
You will not wonder
Faith stronger than most
With this I will toast
I am like a punch in the gut to your life
Your wife will be a follower as well
Let the world know
Jesus Christ is your saviour
The mountains will topple
The rain will let loose
With a thunder clap
I will be happy to save you
The most unbearable noise
Your faith your only rope
Hang tight the ride is extreme when there is hope
I am not some gangland thug
I am not a prisoner to my own sin
I am the way and I am whats within
So when the day comes
Look up in the sky
You will find what you look for and you will know why
One thing for sure when I pop in your religion of choice
Will no longer have you jailed in
Because of the Christ faith is the way
But religion is only skin deep
So when I come to you
Christians
Muslims
Buddihism
Taoism
Baptists
Protestants
Jewish
This I will know
You are all children of god
Not some godless idol
Things you'd love to say at work
Things you'd love to say out loud at work......
1. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit.
2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce.
3. How about never? Is never good for you?
4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public.
5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way.
6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter.
7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message.
8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant.
9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a damn word you're saying.
10. Ahhh...I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again...
11. I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid.
12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers.
13. I have plenty of talent and vision; I just don't give a damn.
14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mou
My Tragic SongLeave me to my late night session,
Falling deeper and deeper into depression.
Invading my mind are hidden fears,
Leaving me to helpless tears.
Mistakes caused you to stare,
Proving none of you cared.
I’m forced to keep this date,
Loosing control of my state,
Playing games with fate,
Tormented by loneliness as I wait.
I thought I found my way,
But the cure could not stay.
All of you must see,
You are better off without me.
There’s nothing left to teach,
Help is way beyond my reach.
I’m forced to keep this date,
Loosing control of my state,
Playing games with fate,
Tormented by loneliness as I wait.
So here’s my tragic song,
I’ve held my feelings for far too long.
I will rid myself of sorrow
And be alive again tomorrow.
In your life I’ve left a mark,
Now I must be greeted by the dark.
Valley Of ShadowsI walk today in the valley of shadows of death
I see only one way out
The devil seeks me and tries to spook me out
WIth love in one hand
Courage in the other
I will make the devil submit to be my brother
I will conquer his plan and take it no further
He brings the world strife
My life is what I search for
Around the bend the shadows haunt me
Devil you will not taunt me
Dressed in my black cloak I search you
Flames, fire, smoke and hate
You have given me a full plate
Around the bend I see you laughing
Around you sits all disease
Drugs, sex, alcohol, sins that please
I pick up my staff
You start to laugh
You look in my eyes
You see no fear
My wings extend
I bring your end
You bring the world strife
You took my life
My hate for you I bottled in love
I ended my life to meet you in hell
We stand face to face
Devil one chance
You will end your reign
You blast me with fire
I love the taste
You are gone with such haste
I have love in one hand
Courage in anoth
SuicideMy time has ended it is now time for me to come home
I walk alone in a world of sadness
I dont know where to turn next
My life is in shambles
It is now time to take the gamble
A man in white comes up next to me
He asks me if I want to be free
Yes lord I do want to be free
He tells me to follow and I will show you freedom
He tells me to walk through this corridor
I see only darkness
It is a mess
I hear screaming and howling
I feel the touches of so many
I feel heat as it comes through my body
Where are we I asked this holy man
He says hell is where you stand
You said If I followed you I would be free
Yes you are
You have a choice of where you want to be
As we go in further I hear blood curdling sounds
It is painful just the noise
He looks at me he is the only light
But the only thing in sight
His eyes focus on me
He asked me if this is how I want to be free
The pain exists through my body
The end of time for me this is not what I was counting
He kneels bef
THE MOST FUNCTIONAL ENGLISH WORD
> >
> >Well, it's shit ... that's right, shit!
> >Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language.
> >
> >Consider:
> >You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for
> >brains.
> >
> >With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place
> >for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot.
> >
> >You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit,
> >forget shit, and tell others to eat shit.
> >
> >Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference
> >between shit and shineola.
> >
> >There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull
> >shit, horse shit, and chicken shit.
> >
> >You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit,
> >or duck when the shit hits the fan.
> >
> >You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle.
> >
> >You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit.
> >
> >Some days are colder
Stand Your GroundI have struggled far and wide
But I will not hide
I will show my colors
Even to others
I have seen life and death
When I come to shine
My light will be guided by that saviour of mine
I know my suffering is only a moment in time
Sometimes helplessness is hard to hide
I will stand my ground
I will look around
Give my life for any friend of mine
I know where I stand
Even if it is not solid ground
I know my friends will always know I am around
If they fall
they are sure to know
I will be with them wherever they go
Let my light shine
To every friend of mine
Let them know their struggles are also mine
I will be your rock
I will show you true love
Jesus is my life
Who is yours
Dont turn your back
It is hard to stand strong
With no faith in hope
Your surely lost to a dark soul
Soul SurvivorI am lost in a sea of emotions
My world has been crushed through my conviction
End of time has come
My faith is strong as a rock
I accepted my lord and saviour
God took up wrath on this barren land
There sits not one building or tree
The sky has turned musty
I feel like god has forsaked me again
I know what god had done
Stand near me god I will travel this land
To find the christians to put in your hand
Right now I am the soul survivor
I will find the ones who stand alone
I am at your beck and call til your will is done
I will walk the miles to spread of your news
Knowing this will bring to joy all those that hear me
I see people far and wide that suffered your wrath at this end time
I walk by the bodies of souls that went to hell
I know that there are many waiting to enter your gates in heaven
Our bodies battered and bruised worth the effort to worship you
The sky opens up
My son it is time
To come spend eternity in this home of mine
All the ones that you look
LoveA warm sensation fills my body
My heart races with every touch
The softness of your voice soothes
My soul
As I lay there hoping the moment
Will never end
Calling out for you
Praying that you'll never let me go
The sensation so strong
I can no longer feel my body
Slowly I fade in and out of reality
In an instant the warm sensation
Fades away
My heart empty
My soul torn apart
Lying there; wondering where I went
Wrong
Calling out for you, only to find
there is no answer
My mind invaded with thoughts
So cruel and unrefined
The sensation of fear of what's to come
Slowly the reality over powering
The lust and fantasy
Leaving me empty
Confused on how to think or feel
The loneliness I feel
So wretched and compelled
Betrayal to myself
Revealing the terrors of my love
SacrificeI drive down a highway
Cars everywhere
Today at work my mind wandered to my lady
wondering why I was so lucky
I have a child named jenny
She was just born
My lady is still in the hospital pretty well worn
On my way there this is the first I will see of my baby
I hear she is beautiful and I will watch her grow
1 more mile and I will be there
I look to my left
I see a car with children screaming
Looks like they cannot slow down
One looks in my eyes
I can see her passion for life
A truck coming straight out them
I swerve to the left to knock them out of the way
Now I am the target
With no chance to move
I say to my god
Take care of my wife and my baby too
In one swift motion I sacrificed my life
For the lives of 4 children
WIth my faith bound on them living
I gave god a chance to have another angel in heaven
9/13/06This is what my current profile looks like. I was sort of already using it to blog. Now I don't have to! I was just hoping a blog would be added one day! That's the only thing I felt I was missing here. Yay for blogs!
Here we are forever it may seem
Hoping to awake from a really bad dream
We came here to help those in despair
To show them peace and that we really care
Our purpose for being here will at times be lost
By the pain and suffering and all it’s cost
Freedom has a price that can only be paid
By the sacrifices and bloodshed many have made
Our loved ones back home continue to try
Supporting us unselfishly without asking why
It’s a war for oil that some people have said
Bring home the troops before more are dead
Politics and mistakes are what others may feel
Thinking it would be easy and not a big ordeal
A few say too many lives have needlessly been slain
But we can’t let their deaths be made in vain
Abandoning now will fill us full of regret
For not
Prayer SoldierI walk in the valley of shadows of death
I know when I go down on my knees i am a mark for him
Satan breathes down my very door
I am a prayer soldier
I can feel his breath when I pray for a friend
Whether they are sick
Or just tired of life
I will fight the good fight
Show them miracles are very true
I will fight and be a prayer soldier for you
I am extreme what can I say
Jesus was pierced by my kind one day
I will follow those steps til my dying day
I will be a prayer soldier even if death is my pay
They may want to kill me
They may want to behead me
They may want to take and stone me
I will stand for the fall
My life is not just my own
I have friends who hurt
I have friends that suffer
The ones I love know I am only a prayer away
I will stand my ground and help take your pain away
One thing for sure your prayer soldier is here to stay
Satan you will have plenty of chances
Me and you will go many dances
take the suffering to me
I am the one that will always
I Wish I Were A Rich Play Boy!WELL I HAVE TO GO TO WORK TONIGHT. I HATE WORKING, IT'S REALLY A WASTE OF A GOOD TIME. LIFE WOULD BE EASIER IF I'D BEEN BORN A RICH PLAYBOY WITH JENNA JAMESON AND ALL HER FRIENDS ON SPEED DIAL. I COULD DRIVE AROUND IN MY SPORTS CAR,PICKING UP GIRLS WITH MY ONE AND ONLY PICK-UP LINE," HUMP ME I'M RICH". EVENTUALLY MARRYING ONE JUST SO A WEEK LATER SHE WOULD LEAVE ME AND TAKE HALF MY WORTH...AWWW THAT WOULD BE THE LIFE! BUT INSTEAD HERE I SIT IN MY SPONGE BOB BOXERS, DREADING THE FACT THAT I HAVE TO GO TO WORK. OH WELL A MAN CAN DREAM I GUESS
PassionI sit here nervously as a soon to be father
My life will now be driven
MY passion will overwhelm
I think back to a day when our child was concieved
The passion erupted
Beautiful as can be
I remember the story of a son forsaken
His passion to save me was unsurpassed
I see my wife a child about born her passion for love and what is about to be done
I see the passion in my pastors eyes
He speaks jesus and we are all alive
I see the grandpa and he just wants to play
His body may hurt but his passion stays
I know right now my heart is full of the passion that awaits me around the corner
I look in my wifes eyes as she starts to push
The power she holds is unbearable to most
The life about to enter the room
Will have more passion for mama when born
Passion comes in every size
Til the end I know where I stand
It will be right next to this new young man
He will make me proud and I will live everyday
Knowing my passion he will have one day
Words To Live ByThere's some mighty fine advice in these words, even if you're not superstitious. 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully.
2. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other.
3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want.
4. When you say, "I love you," mean it.
5. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye.
6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married.
7. Believe in love at first sight.
8. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much.
9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely.
10.. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling.
11. Don't judge people by their relatives.
12. Talk slowly but think quickly.
13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?"
14. Rem
Not Just A StoryDescend down on this heart of mine
I am open for discussion
You will never see someone so open
I will look into your eyes
See what lies deeper than your mind
I know what want
He will come to you
WIth passion burning he carries a torch for you
He knows when you are calling
He heres the cries of a child when you are wanting
Look in my eyes you will see this passion
You will see the torch that burns hot
I have this special gift
To show you the way
Hold my hand and I will show you the man
That was on a cross
His body punctured
Pain searing through his veins
He gave everything
So you could be human
His mother watched as they beat her little boy
They tried to crush him from existance
He was a man to whom all want a relationship
His name has stood the test of time
His memory is clearly more than mine
His rise to glory
Was to show you he was more than a story
Good Byemorning is a requiem to tranquillity,
in his bedroom cathedral of cruel light
pain stalks awareness like a cat
leaps, claws nerves
cant move,
nailed to the cross of another day
get out of bed
gets half way
I must
I cant, falls back
and cries,
lays back
and
sighs
fumbles under his pillow for an antidote of memories,
stories and photographs,
theres one when he could walk
hear,
see
a world more than intersecting walls
tries to get up from,
trapped,
in the paralysis between vertical and horizontal
more than
photographs
cant
nailed to the cross of a another day
today,
like any day
gets out of bed
has to ...
gets half way
gets .... half ... way
cant
remembers ...
when he was a soldier
an officer,
the Polish cavalry re-wrote Cervantes
a thousand don quixotes
their horses crushed by German tanks
a thousand unknown soldiers
seeds in furrows of blood
their memory flowers in his eye
shot he fell
somehow survived,
a p
BlogsBlogs are awesome even tho I don't ever really know what to put in them...LOL...
I'll Never Be That Girli'll never be that girl
Current mood: crushed
so it was a fantasy right? i knew it could never really happen but i let myself believe for just a night it could. i let my heart believe there might be something there in his heart. maybe i could make him see what he didnt know about me... maybe i could lure him in with physcial aspects, with my humor, my hints i constantly dropped, the fact that ill be seeing him soon. man was i an idiot... just when i feel good here comes the other girl... the one who he doesnt know if she likes him but shes just absoultely amazing. will i ever be that girl to a guy?
that girl who walks into a room and makes you gasp, the one you look into the eyes of and feel what she is feeling, you know that one day you have to have her, you want to do everything you can to make her happy and make it so she doesnt shed anymore tears, you dont notice her flaws but find every great quality she has, you just want to hold her till she falls asleep so yo
Next LifeI watch the sky
I can see your blue eyes
An angel in heaven
You made my life very pleasant
I remember our dream
My eyes fill with tears
We were to meet
In a garden of flowers
I will sit here today and remember you
I knew when your heart touched mine we flew
My life is never alone now
With you gone now
I know god sent this angel for me I just dont know how
I was out one day
The trees swayed like your blonde hair
Today I wish for one more day with you
Dont forget when we flew in the hot air balloon
I proposed to you
We were married for one day
God decided it was your time
I will live my life like you are in mine
We were one soul
one body of hope
Our time was short
But enough to continue on
I look in the sky I see your blue eyes
Goodbye my wife
I will see you in the next life
Why Does It Hurt So MuchWhy does it hurt so much when you think you found that perfect someone, but then, of course as usual, you are not good enough for them. You think one thing, but it's actually another. I jut don't understand why love hurts so bad. Isn't it supposed to make you feel good and better? At one time it does but then when you find out it's over for them or that it never was there for them, you just want to die. They say it's better to have loved than to never have loved at all, but I am not so sure about that.
Broken....How do I fix it?
How do I go on?
How does it go back to normal?
Can I have you back?
I miss you so much....
I miss your kisses....
Your warm embrace....
Your hugs....
Feeling your hugs when I am crying....
Feeling your arms around me at night....
My heart is so broken without you....
Can you put it back together?
My Dear Aunt And NephewI have had a really bad past 4months But hopefully
It will get better I lost my 3 year old nephew in may on his 3rd birthday. He was ran over by a vechile, and killed I feel for his mom and dad cause I know they are going thew a living hell then this past wednesday we put my dear aunt to rest. She had cancer that ate her up I know they are in a better place and one day we will be together again. But it still does not help the pain. But I turn to god and It helps alot. I know I will be ok but it makes you hold your babbies a little tighter at night and when you go to work in the am. But thanks guys for welcoming to a great sight. going on line to chat helps me unwind and feel good about my self again also my kids help me feel good about my self I guess what Iam trying to say is trust in the lord during everything and live life to the fulliest.
MurderI find no shame in knowing I am bad
I know this is some sort of fad
In the good ole US of A
I will screw up someones life today
I walk down the streets
With my 2 feet
I got a gun in my pocket
I am out to kill someone today
This will be the day
I repay everyone doing me wrong
This is the day I will take my fathers anger out on the young
I will take my gun and aim for a head
I will fire off
Then shoot myself in the head
I walk alone and no one by my side
I am a murder, killer an absent mind
I will watch their brains splatter as I shoot
I hope it is a mother with a child in her arms
There is one right there before me
I walk up with horror on my mind
Tonight ma'am is your time
I aim the gun I look around no fear in this body
Just they fear the sound
The mother looks in horror at me with one last plea
SHe asks please pray with me
Tonight is the night that will end my time
I look at her
She looks at me
I hold the gun so close to her dream
She gets down on a k
GOT NOTHING TO SAY REALLY HI TO EVERYONE.
Magic BulletI was not built on money
Or the luxuries we see
I am a man of the world
Built of skin and bones
When you see me
I bear the cross he died on
He taught me I should be wiser
Knowing my life meant very little
I thought strength of muscle was partner
I learned to love
Now I know giving is from above
I will be beat down
I will be stabbed and shot
I will not be a martyr for hate
I will die for my fate
I am the man you want to be
I am the man you will be
I am the man who has walked in sin
Know that you will walk within
The heart of christ did not flow with his blood
It is in each one of us
You see anger know it is pain
Do not allow yourself to die in vain
I am the man you are
I am the man who loves the world from now on
Why Is It::::::::and Other Questions Bout Womenthe nicer you are to some women the more they just want to be friends?
the worse a guy is the prettier the woman?
is it neccesarry to treat a woman bad to get her to care?
how come good guys finish last?
what exactly does it take to get to a womans heart?
My BrotherA sad day for me :(
Category: Life
Tonight is one of the hardest nights of my life.2 years ago at 12:05 am i got a phone call . It was about my bother Joey . See he had a few drinks and was cleaning a gun ,,,well we know the two dont mix . I was at home and the phone rang , it was my mom , she had told me that Joey was in the hospital and it dont look good . she then said he got shot . My sister picked me up at 2:15 am and brang me to her home to stay for a few days . We went to the hospital to see my brother , the doctors said there was no chance for a normal life for him . We needed to let him go . We all gatherd around him to comfert him incase he knew . As i held him i can feel his life just slipping away . OMG i dont know how this could happend is all i can think of . I felt such pain in my heart and i am feeling it right now . I wish i could change things .Just bring him back home . After we said our good byes i think i felt a bit better knowing he was in no pain and that h
Just Wanted You To KnowI just wanted you to know
When i sit down to write
It is all about what is right
When I am alone i can sit and write about you all the time
I looked to the sky
I did not see a sign
When you walked into my life
It was everything that made me right
Your long flowing blonde hair
Make me feel like everything that god put here is worth this life
I see into your eyes and I see our life
When you laugh I can feel it in my heart
I know you are the part that was missing
I will stand at heavens gate when it is time and walk you in
I want you to show me what you want your life to be
I will help you pave that road when its time
I will stand and watch while you live a beautiful life
When you smile you make my heart skip a mile
You are soft and gentle
I am little rough around the edges
One thing for sure our dreams and happiness are undeniable
I would walk through the gates of hell for you
I would clip my wings so you can see the man you want
I am just a man and yes I will
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Hey!!Just tryin' this whole blog thing out....
Gotta say Hey to all my friends, family and fans Thanks sooo much for adding me and being my friend:)
Yayyyyyyy!!!YAYYYYYY!!! Finally a blog @ LC, way cool... Yeah I'm one who likes to ramble from time to time, HA!!
I Was An AngelI have had passionate dreams of my own
I am a lady with no symbol of hope
My life is tied up in drugs and alcohol
I sit here today with no passion at all
A man walks in the room
Blood on his shirt I knew there was gloom
He holds a gun in his hand
Is it my time to leave this land
He tells me to not say a word
My life has been a shambles this must not hurt
I look up at this big stalky man
He was angry and I was the end of his plan
I look in his eyes I see a glimmer of hope
He tells me face down this is the end of your rope
I start praying aloud
My god must have been listening but I dont know how
The man looks at me and asks me if I could read
I said yes sit down please
Police outside and this man wants this all to end
I speak of Jesus and he is in love again
This big man with blood on his hands
Looks in my eyes and says thank you so much
I looked at him knowing their was no such thing as luck
After 2 hours prisoners of our own sins
He gives me the gun and just gri
Daiily Life With The BoysWell been a week here in edmonton after 2 weeks in athabasca,,going right on living with the bros
PARTY ON BOYS,,,TO CRAZY ALREADY,HAHAHAHHAH
ALL MY GREAT FRIENDS ON THE LC COME AND SAY HI
:)
LonlinessHave you ever felt like you were alone in this world? like there was someone for everyone... except you? Have you ever been soooo upset that you cry until you can't cry anymore and you hurt so bad that you can't move? and to make it worse you feel like you have noone to talk to about it. i mean you have plenty of people to listen to you but you choose not to talk to them about it because you feel like they don't "know" how you feel. Like you have hit the bottom. well this is hard for me because I am the kind of person who has always been happy with my life even if everything wasn't going the way I wanted it to, I always found a way to love my life. I never cared what people thought about me. I thought that I was invincible, but I learned tonight that I am not invincible and that it is possible for other people to bring me down if I let them. and I didn't even know that I was letting them. so I cried until I couldn't cry anymore and I hurt so bad that I couldn't move. I have hit the bot
Ok....so When Did We Get Blogging?Have I been asleep?
When did blogging come onto the LC scene?
FREAKIN COOL!
Now ya'll will have to listen to my blabbering on!!
HAHA!
MUCH LOVE LC!!!
A Pool Of PassionNestled here in this cradle of nature, he called the pond home. It was surrounded on all sides by woods, with the only sign of civilization being a green metal trash can resting beside a dirt trail that lead into the woods. An underground stream kept the pond fed, and under the surface was a world apart from the one above, with its own forests and wildlife. It was boring sometimes, true, but heavy storms always added an element of excitement.
He wasn't sure what he was, exactly. The words "spirit" or "ghost" seemed to be close. Normally, he lived in the pond, formless, drifting, floating, one with the water. One could almost say that he was the water. Every once in a great while, though, he would solidify and take the shape of a man, spending the day above the pond's surface. He always had to touch the water, since it was his life source, but this small constraint didn't really matter too much. He enjoyed seeing the surface world, regardless of how it happened.
His thoughts were
I See Your FaceI see your face even in my dreams
I walk the world knowing you can be seen
My passion arises
When I can see your big blue eyes
It brings my heart to a halt
Knowing that I live in your heart
I see your lips move knowing your talking to me
Your eyes move knowing I am looking at you
I brush the hair out of your face
You smile at me
I know what you see
The man in the mirror
Is your destiny to be
In my dreams I know your free
In your life you do not like strife
Come with me through the mountains of time
There will be ups and downs
But I will be by your side
We will scale the highest peaks
We will trample the lowest valleys
In the end you will be in a meadow of wild flowers
When I see your face
You will meet me at that place
In heaven we will see the truth that brings peace
Complaints Filed Against Me At Wal-mart!1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and
> randomly put them in
> people's carts when they weren't looking.
>
> 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House
> wares to go off at 5-minute intervals.
>
> 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on
> the floor leading to the restrooms.
>
> 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told
> her in an official tone,
> 'Code Red' in house wares..... and watched what
> happened.
>
> 5. August 4: Went to the Service Desk and
> asked to put a bag of M&M's on layaway.
>
> 6. September 14: Moved a 'CAUTION - WET
> FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area.
>
> 7. September 15: Set up a tent in the camping
> department and told other shoppers he'd
invite them in if they'll bring pillows from
> the bedding department.
>
> 8. September 23: When a clerk asks if they
> can help him, he begins to cry and asks
Why can't you people just leave me alone?'
>
> 9. October 4: Looked right into the security
> camera; used it as a mir
Heaven's GateI walk the sands of time
I see you are just fine
My life is walking one step at a time
I know you are mine
With my soul you made me breathless
I see no mirage
Only a collage in my mind of you
Each breath I take
No water, no food
I know I can make it through
Do not wish upon a star
I would walk 1000 miles to know who you are
Do not fret
I am not a bet
I walk these days just to find my way
I know who comes to me
I know the walk I make
My time is near
I will let you know when it is clear
Open your eyes
See who I am
You will sit next to me when I say when
The sand between my toes
You know you know
I will take this walk
Never even talk
I will be tempted by somes fate
Satan will have to wait
With my life
I save those that are fortunate
When you see me now
You know I glow and am proud
You found your way
Heavens gate is here and waiting.
Hi Hugs For Everyone***THIS IS A HUG CERTIFICATE ! !****
Send One to All Your Friends Who You Think Deserve A Hug (Which, Hopefully Includes the Person Who Sent It to You) ! !
You might send it to your enemies as well!
It'll really make them stop & Think!!!
If you don't receive this back, nobody likes you, and they wish you'd stop bugging them!
If you receive this back 1 time, open up! Find more friends, enemies, or enemies pretending to be friends
If you receive this back 2 times . You're off to a good start, unless you sent it to yourself. That's cheating!
If you receive this back 3 times. You're a good friend.
If you receive this back 4 times. You are popular, I wanna be just like you
Waiting For It AllWaiting for it all...
It's a death sentence for some
But there's a gift inside those words
And I'm waiting for it to come
I won't just settle for any guy
I know God's got the perfect one for me
He'll show up when I least expect it
And sweep me right off my feet
I won't compromise my morals
Just to waste some time
I don't care what people say
Being single is not a crime
When I finally find the one
He will have been worth the wait
At last I will have found it all
My one and only soul mate
Waiting for it all...
It's a death sentence for some
But there's a gift inside those words
And I'm waiting for him to come
My 1st PostThis is my 1st post so bear with me ,,
Today was definatly not a good day here in Mansfield Ohio ,, it has done nothing but rain all day .
That meant me not getting a thing done that i wanted to .
Siting in the house all day is not what i enjoy doing,,specially in warm weather.
Trying to get the property cleaned up before winter weather sets in ,, getting some old lumber burned and out of the way and rearranging a shed to store some auto parts as well.
One more day of this rain is forcast this wek and then back to the sunshine and work.
So i guess thats about it for my complaining ,,lol
Later Friends.
Heyhi its the first time i do this but there is a view things i would love to say but now iam to frickt out now nbut i will because theres somthing i would love to say to one persone i no but i will
He Died For You And MeYou come at me with your violence you make no sense
You are some religion nut and you talk to me with nonsense
You tear my very god down that brought you here
I will never fear
Any other religions pull your sword
My god is beside me I can handle more
I believe in only one god
He shows me my life
THis will put an end to this fight
You want to talk about morals
You better come at me with more than stories of this
I stand firm and on solid ground
I would die for your life and to know you were still around
My god taught me everything i know
Jesus Christ was his name and he died for us all
You have freedom of choice
It is not an expression
It is more of a life lesson
You will soon know when he wakes you up again
You cannot buy your way to his home
You cannot earn your way in as well
God is not a prize or a present
He is the creator of all and that is very much present
So next time you pray to your god
Make sure you ask for forgiveness
That is what you need
Jesus C
Looking For My Mom!!HI, my name is Gloria and i am looking for my mom she left when i was 6 and a half mounths old. I was born in goldsboro, nc and moved in with my grandma, Who raised me until i got married on August 14, 1992. She has two grandchildren Kayla who is 11 And, brandon who is 8. I would really like to meet her. so if anyone could help me i would greatly apreciate it. my mom was from somewhere in Georgia.i would like everbody who reads this to send it to atleast 10 people on their friends list, may be she or someone who knows will read it also. my dads name is jimmy and she knows who she is and, where i live in the same old town for 30 years. please help and, pass this along I would greatly appreciate it
my mothers maiden name is sandra lee pilkington contact info: pixiegirl673@aol.com or sexy_chic_4_ever@yahoo.com thanks
Having Fun And I Blame JesusI sit and think about my life
I know it is full of strife
With this in mind
I am having fun
I blame jesus for this long life run
I sit everyday and pray
Then I go play
I worship him til the end
Know that it all will mean something with my death
I get to meet new friends
They all depend on me writing great poems
I have loved many people
Their is only one that hits as an earthquake in my life
When she figures out that the time has come
We will make a long happy life run
For all this fun
I blame Jesus cause he is the one
I will have the life of a peasent king
Because I will one day put a ring on her finger
She will remember me as just a man
The one who was part of her life plan
Travel the world far and wide
She will lay down at night with a smile
Then when I am gone
She will look to Jesus and say thank you for this one
I told you I would have fun
She blames jesus for all her fun
Wow Look We Can Bloghey whats up every one just wanted to say a big shout out to all my friends and family keep up the love and all that good stuff oh and dont be shy to stop by and show me some love
My Inner Most Secrets RevealedLike im gonna post my personal shit up on lostcherry.Get the fuck out of here.Go turn on a god damn tv and put on some horrible reality show if you want to be entertained by others life experiences or go turn off your computer and get some of your own.Now with that aside thanks for finding me interesting enough to open this blog and read what I had to say.I guess I take it all back youre cool after all. HAHAHAHHAHAHAHA!!!
My Deep ThoughtsWomen should not have children after 35. Really...
> > 35 children are enough.
> >
> > Shopping tip: You can get shoes for 85 cents
> at bowling alleys.
> >
> > After all is said and done, usually more is
> said than done.
> >
> > I am a nobody. Nobody is perfect.
> Therefore, I am perfect.
> >
> > No one ever says, "It's only a game," when
> their team is winning.
> >
> > Why do we choose from just two people for
> president and 50 for Miss America?"
> >
> > Ever notice that people who spend money on
> beer, cigarettes, and lottery tickets
are always complaining about being
> broke and not feeling well?
> >
> >
> > Why is it that most nudists are people you
> don't want to see naked?
> >
> > I earn a seven-figure salary. Unfortunately,
> there's a decimal point involved.
> >
> > The next time you feel like complaining,
> remember:
> > Your garbage disposal probably eats better
than thirty percent of the people in this world.
Grocery StoreWalking in a grocery store I see her
She walks past me and looks in my eyes
She thinks she knows me
I think I know her
What is this life for other than bring two together?
She stares at me with a smile
I cannot help but smile back
No words were said
I walk out the door and feel like I just saw the love of my life
I continue on a path of destruction for 10 years
What was that girl thinking?
Was her smile that unresistable?
I go back to the store 10 years later and just wonder
I want to stand in the same spot forever
My peace was right here
Through all the beer
I still see her smile
I remember our eyes met and I could see her soul
And she saw mine
I see a girl of out 14 she walks past and looks in my eyes
She sees my soul and asks me
Are you the man my mom was waiting for?
I said what she gave me this if I ever saw you again
It was a note
I read what she wrote it said
Sir I waited for you as long as I could. But 5 years later I caught cancer
My daughter is
It's All Mine !!!Some may say I am opinionated
Because I speak my mind
But I see it as my freedom
I speak it because it's MINE
Mine to hold
Mine to cherish each and every day
Mine to love, mine to hate
Mine to be my own person in my own way
So call me names
Relinquish your control
You may take my body
But you'll NEVER have my soul!
KinkyScreams 2006©
FreedomYou say you are free?
You say you can do what you want?
You say I can drive, vote, and have sex?
That makes you free?
I really hate to disagree
Laws are correct to follow
Does not mean they are right
You base your freedom on men?
Your freedom is with me
Your freedom is to follow me
The freedom I give has no boundaries
The freedom I give has no punishment
The freedom I give will not make you miserable or take money
I ask what country you live in?
In my paradise we have no names
In my paradise is the perfect eternal heaven
My father wanted me to walk so I did all the way to the cross
So you would have freedom
You stop at a stop light and if you dont?
You must go to a bank to fulfill your livelihood?
Your livelihood is with me
You say that you are strong without me?
Are you strong enough to love me?
You are strong enough to win a war?
Are you strong enough to end all wars?
You are strong enough to be brave?
Are you strong enough to have faith?
Tell me again are
Drifting AppartOn a crisp clear night the stars
shine down harder
than on a midsummer eve.
Perhaps the chill of autumn
has reached up with it's frosty hand
to cool their heat.
Perhaps it is that they look down now
upon empty fields and seashores
all the lovers hiding inside away from the cold.
Thinking of all the tears that were cast
upon the night to show their way.
Why must love cry for them
to see what they can be?
Their beach is empty and quiet
filled only with lonliness
In the sand their prints fade away
in their hearts they burn forever.
Each going their own way
not knowing what tomorrow will bring
only certain in what it wil not.
KinkyScreams 2006©
For All Thouse That Dont Know How To PleaseThe purpose of this blog is to talk about the power of pussy, and crucial head. Don't be offended by the context of this... just speaking what's on my mind.
1st off, ladies, giving head is in no way payment for a trip to Mickey D's from Pookie down the block. Nor is it to be used to get those new sneakers you saw at the mall... No. If you give head, it should be to someone you love and trust... not the nigga from the club last night. I think that any man would take getting his dick sucked by a stranger... but you gotta think about that kinda man, (do you really wanna put his dick in your mouth if he gets down like that?) If you say yes... stop reading now, and go to your nearest health department. But if you agree that it should be special.. continue to read. 2nd, if your gonna suck it, suck it with enthusiasm. Like its the best thing since Ben and Jerry's. For real! If you don't wanna spend all night down there, I suggest you pretend to be like Heather Hunter. (If you don't know who
Why Me God Why Me???Kay so heres the great part of my day now.. i go and cook sweet and sour boneless ribs.. and homestyle mushroom flavored rice... with baby dill carrots.. this was all for supper.. i mean like me and 3 kids plus a plate for my sister when she gets off work... like this sux.. i made this meal , call the kids for din din.. then.. they come in say it smells sooooo good.. then eat two bites and then go back outside?.. am i a bad uncle for not really giving 2 hoots about them right now? should i tell them that if they dont come back in and empty their plates that i will not be giving them applecrisp for dessert?? i dont know.. i think i am having troubles with kids.. i need be be calm .. stopp... take a deep breath.. count to 3 and ... HJKWHJWHJHJWKHJKHWWJWJKLJWJ:KLWJ:KLEJWKJEWKJKL SCREAMM like at the top of my lungs for being a dipshit.. like i am trying here.. god damn it.. i hate kids right now but i so want one or six of my own.. is there help for me in this world???
My First Lc BlogWow now this is great, B L O G S!!! i love writing and so this is got me really excited haha it will be even more exciting if someone actually reads them..but hey who knows.
Anyway since this is my first blog i'm just going to have to promise that things will get better after this one, the first ones are always pathetic except if maybe your a blog junkie which i will soon prove to be.Hope everyone gets onto this and starts writing heaps of cool stuff because i can't wait to read all about other peoples stuff but anyway see you guys later and just wait for my next blog hahaha byeeee xxx
Fisherman's FaithWith the power of the ocean
An infamous storm about to down my men
I see them battle
With heroic effort they try to stay alive
I can see their last moments of innocence
They struggle knuckles bleeding
Drenched from an amazing storm
No faith trying to win their own battle
I come across the water
Waves hitting from all sides
I walk with a motion that no person can comprehend
They have irritated me
They yell for me to save them
I tell peter to come to me
He tells me he cannot
I said come to me
He comes out the waves furious
All men bleeding from their battle
He is walking with faith
He looks at me
The whites of his eyes
Get bigger than the sky
He starts to go down
He yells once more
Save me
I shake my head
Knowing he has no faith
Yet he calls to me
I grab his arm
I pull him up with force never seen
I look at him with a fathers anger "ye who has little faith"
TestJUst testing it out :D Nothing much on this front. I just been taking care of my mom, cleaning, and brainstorming on a lot of video work. Very time consuming but fun :) Always working on something abd learning new things.
Eyes Of DesireI see in your eyes
You cannot hide
Those are the eyes of desire
I look in deep
I can see you weep
The man with the plan is why you cry
He bared everything
For your sins to be saved
You desire his forgiveness
In his eyes you are a witness
Your eyes of desire
Show a raging fire
You lay out your sword
For the word you know
I can see the blue ocean
You go through the motion
To show your love
For the man up above
YOu walk a life
Without the worlds strife
You know you are guided
With the love you decided
Your eyes of desire are much more wiser
WIth the heart of a lamb you are as soft as you can
Your eyes of desire that is what I see
Catch Me RunningI looked around the room
Eyes searching, peircing the gloom
Finding not solace or light
Left all alone in my plight
I began to run, and run
No pre-planned destination
But I just had to make a start
Running away from a broken heart
Its a race you are doomed to loose
The cruelest cut, the deepest bruise
Never, ever get away
But you just might love, another day
KinkyScreams 2006©
Chilling!!!I'm gone a couple dayz and when I return..blogging!! Anyway thought I'd kick mine off with lots of love to the readers... I promise more excit
Extreme JesusI have stepped over the line
Between wrong and right I tread
One hand the devil has me at hand
The other Jesus is where I stand
I find no peace on this land
This is where I stand
I look for the alcohol
I know I need it all
I find the drug addiction
I know one more shot I am afflicted
I will battle the demons
As sex takes over it seems
I will look for that next buzz
I know my life is like fuzz
This is my life
I have so much strife
The devil has me by the ankle
Jesus is showing me a new angle
The devil shows me yesterday
Jesus shows me tomorrow and the way
I stand on a cliff with a man in white
Should I jump to end this life
I will not take it this way
My strength and jesus is the only way
I stand on high ground
My dad would be proud
Where is the peace on this world
It is in your heart as it should
Remember the only way is an extreme jesus way
Sky's LightThe night comes and covers the earth.
Telling the sun to stay out of her turf.
For a moment they stand.
Getting ready to fight for the land.
When they fight i can see.
They change the color of the sky and the sea.
The night always wins the fight.
Letting the people know its going to be alright.
This is a neverending cycle.
Sometimes i feel.
Us humans need to stop and look at this visual meal.
Becuase when they fight.
The sky becomes alive with a beautiful light.
It's 3 A.m. I Must Be Lonely!WELL I'M SITTING HERE IN MY SILKY BOXERS WITH HEARTS ALL OVER THEM AFTER A LITTLE LIGHT READING, I JUST FINISHED THE ILLIAD AND STARTED ON THE ODYSSEY.AND I THOUGHT I'D BLOG SOME THINGS THAT COME TO MIND.IT'S 3 A.M. SO WHAT THE HELL. HAVE YOU EVER BEEN VISITING AT A FRIENDS HOUSE AND FELT THE NEED TO PICK A BOOGER AND TRY TO FLICK IT OFF YOUR FINGER WITH OUT ANY ONE NOTICING, BUT YOU CAN'T BECAUSE IT STUCK TO YOUR FINGER? SO YOU WAIT UNTIL THEY LEAVE THE ROOM SO YOU CAN THROW IT AWAY, BUT THEY WON'T LEAVE SO YOU HAVE TO TRY AND WIPE IT ON THE WALL WITHOUT THEM SEEING YOU. WHY DO WE PARK IN A DRIVE WAY AND YET WE DRIVE ON A PARK WAY? IF A TREE FALLS IN THE WOODS AND THERE'S NO ONE THERE TO HEAR IT DOES ANYONE GIVE A DAMN IF IT MAKES A SOUND? BOOBIES, NO THOUGHT THERE I JUST WANTED TO TYPE THAT WORD! IF A WOODCHUCK COULD CHUCK WOOD HOW MUCH WOOD WOULD A WOODCHUCK CHUCK? POOP!, JUST ANOTHER WORD I WANTED TO TYPE IN HERE. HAVE YOU EVER TOUCHED YOURSELF AND PROMISED NOT TO TELL ANYONE? AN
Do Not WonderPuts your hands up in front of me
I will take one hand put it against yours
Do you feel my strength
I will take the other and put it against yours
Do you feel I am yours
Let me take one hand and I will grab the moon
I will take the other and here is a star
Now you dont have to look far
Use my soul to find your strength
You are more than you will ever know
I sacrifice my life for you to know
I died on the cross just to show
Do you see my sun it is full of fire
It is just to admire
Do you breathe fresh air
It is to smell the sweet scents I put in front of you
Do you see the green grass now you can lay and relax
I gave everything so you could live and breathe just like me
Do you see the dark it is there so you can take nice romantic walks
Everything before you is to remind you of me
Please just follow my feet
If you need a shoulder I put him in front of you
So now you know you could live your life and not wonder
Cancer DiagnosesSorry I have not been around to much in the past week, A week ago Saturday I was diagnosed with Ovarian Cancer and have been opting on what I am going to do. My doctors do tell me that it is treatable/operable. I will find out now tomorrow. So please can ya'll keep me in your prayers. I will post an update as soon as I know more.
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
-MissL8tyBird-
BumI wonder when time will stop
My life is so on fire
The drug abuse has shrunken my cheeks
The alcohol abuse has made me gain so much weight
I want to crawl in a hole I may never get out
I see this girl she is so pretty to me
Will she ever help me
Day in, Day out I see her walk down the street
She looks at me like scum
Yes I am a bum
My life is on fire and I need help
I have walked this life for 15 years
I have talked this life for 15 years
When does it end
WIll it ever mend
I need another buck
I feel so down on my luck
Today she is gonna stop and stare
She kneels next to me and I am lost inside
She asks if she knew me
I bow my head and hope she does not see
Yes it is me
A tear falls down her face
I look into her eyes
With surprise
She says daddy?
I look at her and start to cry
The last time she saw me was when her mama died
She grabs my neck and holds it tight
She tells me everything will be alright
My insides start to crumble
I never knew I would stumble
Angel Of Fear-last BreathI walk the sidewalks in this lonely world
Knowing you bring hatred at every turn
I see the man crying his wife destroyed
By the gun that that murder holds
I walk by the crack dealer
You know there is no healer for him
I walk by the abortion clinic
Knowing you will not leave any portion unturned
You bring hell, fire and brimstone to my world
I am the Angel Of Fear you have heard
You haunt me daily in my dreams
My father told me you hunt me it seems
With love in one hand
Courage in another
I will soon blast you from hell
With your past untold
I seek your weakness
Mine is love
I know for a fact
You would die unloved
I am the Angel Of Fear you seek
Come on up and have a peek
I see you found a rapist today
I am sure he would love to serve you everyday
With one swift hand he moves in front of a truck
He calls my fathers name and does not duck
See Satan one thing for sure
He called upon my father
Before you turned his story to blood
I fear nothing in the shadow
Angel Of FearI am the man cloaked in black
I come from the clouds and will never look back
You come from the earth and grabbed my soul
Today is the day this fight will end in sorrow
You looked in my eyes and said goodbye
The cancer had struck deep inside
I told hell I was coming to save you today
The devil thought he was on a runaway train
YOU will not take my girl
I will cast and hurl you
Face to Face you have met your match
You thought you got her I told her I would not look back
She took my soul and I promised
She would go to heaven on a cloud I call
The devil said come young man lets see what you got
I looked at him with her behind
I said come young lady I am your white knight tonite
The devil said you cant take her
I said stop me she took my soul and I am saving hers
He looked at me and cast a flame
I said you will have to do better some day
God holds me on his right hand
You could not touch me even with a band
I took her hand and floated back to earth
I looked in her e
Angel Of FearI am the man cloaked in black
I come from the clouds and will never look back
You come from the earth and grabbed my soul
Today is the day this fight will end in sorrow
You looked in my eyes and said goodbye
The cancer had struck deep inside
I told hell I was coming to save you today
The devil thought he was on a runaway train
YOU will not take my girl
I will cast and hurl you
Face to Face you have met your match
You thought you got her I told her I would not look back
She took my soul and I promised
She would go to heaven on a cloud I call
The devil said come young man lets see what you got
I looked at him with her behind
I said come young lady I am your white knight tonite
The devil said you cant take her
I said stop me she took my soul and I am saving hers
He looked at me and cast a flame
I said you will have to do better some day
God holds me on his right hand
You could not touch me even with a band
I took her hand and floated back to earth
I looked in her e
A Baby PrayerIm a bum and falling fast
I lay with my head in a gutter
I can barely mutter
The drugs make me stutter
I am a hooker
Back on the bed
Not knowing who is screwing with my head
Love cannot find me
I am a baby
Addicted to crack
Not knowing my mommy earned her money on her back
My daddy a drunk
He may be dead in a trunk
God brought me hear to feel my own pain
But my pain is no gain for my parents
We all lie in different places are we worth saving
God with a plan
Never denies any man
As a baby I pray
Being a drunk I see a man coming
He is dressed in white
He is so bright
He picks me up
I never knew I was worth your time
Am I worth saving?
Being a hooker
I pray for that day
A man dressed in white
He is so bright
I look in his eyes
Am I worth saving?
Being a baby I see a man in white
He sees me shake
He sees me with no weight
He sees me with serious problems
He picks me up
His warm touch
His love flows through my body
I see my mommy and daddy at
Lost Cherry Rox!!!hey, if yer readin dis then i no yer more commited than most & ya no i gotz yer bak muthafaco!!!! mmfwcl4LYF
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12 AngelsGod you blessed us with many different men
12 men died that day in that mine
They walked in the door not knowing their fate
Everyday I use to wait
For this dreaded day to come
With one mighty strike of your fist
We found out they will be missed
You took sons, fathers, brothers and grandpas
Knowing this was your doing makes my life a bit more peaceful
With out a warning they were trapped
What happened down there may never be known
Except 12 angels sit next to your thrown
With their courage and strength
They knew they would die
With my courage and strength I sit all alone
Wondering if I should make it right
I put my hands together to pray
I hear my father say
Young son never have worry
Your sons, fathers, brothers and grandpas are with me
I took them to the next world so you could see
There lives will be shaped in stone
You will never be alone
They smile at you everyday
Know that strength and courage is how they came my way
They loved and honored each and every
About TimeHad I just not seen this, or is the blog new? Now I will subject you all to every little opinion of mine!!!
Wuzzzzzzz UpHey everyone!! I figured I'd write one since everyone else is lol. Gotta love this site huh?? It's the greatest. I'm so addicted lol. Anyway holla atcha laters
Love
LaBabyGirl
StillbornThe most agonizing moments have passed
My husband and I thought it would last
The labor was long and hard
Where is my baby I asked the doctor
I see him there in his crib
Beautiful boy that was our wish
My husband with a tear in his eye
Said darling our baby has just died
I screamed and said no that cant be
He was crying and I could feel his heart beat
Our little boy was as precious as could be
I told the doctor hand him to me
He just needs his mama and I need him with me
He asks if im sure
I said hand him to me this is my love I have waited for forever
My husband starts to cry more and more
The doctor hands me my love
The beautiful boy I named Connor
I tell them all to get out
I do not want my boy to see anyone one pout
I sit strong as i can be the tears strolling down my face
I knew this was a race
They said he did not breathe in 24 minutes
His heart stopped and he would not come out of it
I closed my eyes
I could feel his warmth
Connor come to mama I know t
Sex Toys And PopularitySex toys have become increasingly popular in recent history. They are used in solitary sex as well as sex with a partner.
Both men and women use sex toys, but it appears that more sex toys exist for women than men. This suggests that women may purchase more sex toys than men. In the mid-1900's, women who used sex toys generally kept it private. However, in modern times many women freely and openly purchase a variety of sex toys. This is mainly due to the fact that it has become an accepted fact that women purchase and use sex toys.
FACT: Approximately 45% of women have used a sex toy at least once.
While it is common for men to discuss or admit that they masturbate, this number greatly decreases in men who admit to possessing or using sex toys. On the other hand, "as women have become more informed and liberated in their attitudes toward masturbation, they have increasingly used hand-held vibrators to enhance sexual sensations." In a study by Masters & Johnson, almost 50% of t
Thank You SisI would like to say thank you to my Sis, Mel, a.k.a. Princess Poochie, for introducing me to the Lost Cherry site. I have made many new friends and I am grateful for everyone of them.
I love my Sis more than she could ever know. You see, we are not related blood wise, but by heart and soul. She is my best friend and my sister. I love you Mel. Thank you for being there for me.
My HeroWondering when my hero will be here
I sit at my piano
As each finger hits a key
I feel this little hand touch me
I look down at him
He just grins
When will my hero be here
I lay alone in my bed
I wish I knew what was in his head
I feel a little hand touch me
He says what is the matter mommy
I look at him and know he will make me proud one day
I sit and sketch to wipe away the pain
Hoping my hero will be here one day
I feel a little hand
My son what is wrong
You are looking for your hero?
No mommy you are my hero
I look at him with a tear
This little boy is so dear
I pick him up and cry tonight
My hero is here to help me through this fight
One day I hope he knows
He was my hero
He never left me once
He showed me strength and tenderness in my life
Maybe one day I will meet a man that will inspire me to love again
But right now my hero is just fine
So Lost Starting Sooncan't wait for it on the 4th of october and also survivor is this thursdayalot more shows too....i always love the new season :D
also training rigth now for new job gonna be stock supervisor for the brick canadian furniture store....gonna be cool for sure :D :D :D :D :D
Heaven Is Where We MetWith every swift step she takes
Her life is in her hand sleeping away
He was born on a nice day
God definately found a way
She was upper class
A job, a husband and a beautiful home
She knew she won the world on her own
Then her husband and her expected a beautiful one
This life was not just their own
The birth was fierce and hard
SHe knew it drained her every last part
The baby was out but must stay
He weighed 3 pounds that day
Her husband walked in as the doctor said he might not live
Her husband walked out said he could not take this bout
She laid there crying away
She knew her loves were slipping away
She prayed and prayed
THe doctor came in
Said her child was born with a deadly disease
The only cure would be a bone marrow transplant
Life as she knew it was about to change
The doctor said just one year
He would not make it past this time next year
So for 11 months she prayed and prayed
One night jesus came to a womans shelter where she was staying
He did
California Melee - 750 Miles Of BeerJust got finished running California Melee X this weekend. 750 miles in 3 days covering all NorCal back country roads and highways through desert, dirt, forest, coastline, and hillbillys. Did I mention the hillbillys? More on that later. We headed out with a pack of Porsches, Alfas, Minis, Fiats, BMWs and a couple oddballs. Team 33 was driving my RHD Datsun Bluebird Coupe. First day took us from Palace of Fine Arts SF up some back ass highways north of Marin, along dirt/rock roads into Redbluff. We followed a caravan that got lost twice and ended up backtracking solo 45 minutes at 80+ MPH on the backroads to catch a group of cars. First night saw a dive hotel with one of the vintage Mini Coopers turned into a Mini-Bar. Many beers and drinks later and we were ready to head out for bad Mexi food and huge frickin' goblet margaritas. Up early on day 2 and we headed for HWY 36 - a 137 mile long 2 lane (at best) back highway of all twists and turns that led us out towards the Coast. After lu
Tribute To 7 ChildrenI can feel your pain
But I will never understand
Your 7 children dying in a fiery crash
Feel there is still hope
Yet I still cannot comprehend
They died and went to heaven
You knew that day
Your children loved you all the way
Your children know that mama is not alone
Mother I tell you now
It is your time to shine
Look in the clouds you will see your children smiling
Your world was crumbled before your very eyes
Know their pain was not all loss
They looked to god in what you considered an unbearable loss
Nicole Mann at fifteen was a dream now in heaven an angel singing
Elizabeth at fifteen knew it was her time. She knows for sure momma was proud all the time
Ashley and Johnny both 13 they understand that they are now angels and loving you more
Miranda just 9 she was just a child but learned how heaven is a blast
Heaven 3 what can I say her name is heaven and she now lives it everyday
Anthony 20 months he found himself in a world that jesus once walked this is him tim
Summer 2003And when the dragon and the princess were too long together and become one will the prince see it? Will he be able to kill him and save her or will he just strike him not noticing she's bleeding.
Will he cry when he realizes she's dead?
1300lb Club..Aight,Just saying..Finally reached the 1300 LB. club @ the gym after trying for close to 6 months now..Benching over 400 Pounds,Leg Pressin over 800 and maxed out on curling at 175 Lbs...Makin Progress..Stay tuned,Cuz I'll have some new pics up as soon as I can find a beautiful woman to come be my photographer...
Simple Ways To Become A Better Lover1) CREATIVITY - You should never be afraid of doing new things. Is your sex life predictable? Change it, and put some creativity into it. The way i see it, is that you should never know whats going to happen. Dont be afraid to venture outside the bedroom. Surely we can all agree that going to jail for the sake of "different" sex isnt really worth it, but being outdoors does have a certain appeal to it. I have found that garages work well, and if you have an enclosed back yard, that works just as well also. As simple as it is, sex in the shower is always a winner. When your partner is in there, just hop in and seduce him/her. Its not very hard to just think of something creative and just do it. with that in mind, we move to the next subject.
2) SPONTANEITY - There is no better sex than sex that is just spontaneous. It has a certain passion level that just isnt matched against sex that takes place at night when you both go to bed. Do you have a certain routine that you have fallen int
The CliffI walk close to the cliff
I can see the world crumbling
I can take you to the edge
The knife of passion at my side
I walked among the angels as they watched
The suicide bomber crumble lives
The mom getting an abortion and killing her own
The husband punching his sweet beautiful wife in the face
Nice try she was more beautiful ace
The bums on skid row scabs on their faces and begging for a dime
The young kids smoking crack and blowing his own heart
The time it took to blow these families apart
Sad to say there is love in the world
The dad seeing his first born
The mom in agony delivering that born
The teenager getting just one A
The beautiful bride on her wedding day
The man coming home from war is more than he thought would happen
The child riding her first bicycle
I sit on this cliff
I know for just one man there was no "if"
He spoke his mind
He told you the truth
With love and passion on his mind he made the right decision
I live my life daily making a choice
My LifeI have live in or round louisville most of my life, spend most of my time at work or home. When I can go out love the out doors, maybe a moon light walk with a bottle of wine a small radio for some sft music a blanket and just hang out under the stars. Horses are always fun to ride. love to give suprizes for no reason other than to let some one know i missed and was thinking of them. Maybe a note for her to find. Well, i will add more later.....
This Is Very Annoyingwoww--the alert box here used to be one of my fave places on earth--i would be soooo happy when someone gave me a user comment, photo comment--u know--all the wonderful stuff--
but now- got 500+ friends here--the alert page fills up every 30 or so seconds with someone posting a blog--or multiple blog entries--obscuring all the stuff we love the lostcherry for----sorry--just had to say that
Ummm Whatever Comes UpOk so this is my first blog and im going into this not knowing what the hell im about to say.So bare with me ok?Well i guess i can talk about some of my experiences on LC.I hate when guys ask me join my family so they can c my private pics.And then get mad when i say no like i fuckin owe them something.Its only pics u want have me and im not about to give u something to jack off to tonight.Then other douche bags wanna post bullitens sayin i dare u to give me ur number.Yeah right so u can go 2 real pages and get my address and kill me HELLLLLL NOOO! And for those of u who do it dumb azzzz!well thats all for right now.OOOOO please dont tell me when u post new dick pics i dont want 2 see ur saggy magnum dicks for those of u who dont know what a saggy magnum is then u either are one or fuckin one lol...LATA MUAZZZZ
Autum 2002I am doomed; doomed to see and not be able to struggle not able to do something to say something that would make it better or at least ease the pain a bit and it's so silly and senseless to cry about precious memories being raped or beauty dragged through mud just to be thrown back again in front of scum. But is it really so senseless. If I don't cry who else will? Who will grieve for the things that get lost those that are forgotten day by day a bit more and die softly sighing… unheard.
I can fell the wondering blankly glances saying that it's always been this way. Was it? Even if, it doesn't make it right.
The spark in men dies you can see just open your eyes every day every minute. Still nobody seems to notice nobody seems to care.
But I won't believe this was all now that we've come this far and could live an easy life we encumber oneself with dump meaningless constraints. I would love to take a gun and spread my brain all over the street where it can cause no more pain and then
My Cancer Update As Of 9-13-06To all my Fellow Cherries!!!!
Well I had some great news yesterday at the Doc's. I have two options. One.... is to have the Chemo and hope that is goes in remission, or Two....I can have my ovary removed and go thru 3 weeks of low dose radiation twice a week. So I am going with the removal and radiation. The Doc also said that they will see if I have any good eggs left in that ovary and freeze them for me just in case someday I want to have kids. So I am very Hopeful, and with all the supoort from my family and friends I know I will beat this. Thanks again to everyone that has wished me well and for the prayers and kinds words.
MUCH LOVE and PEACE
-MissL8tyBird-
Shattered DreamsI watch you from afar
I see a broke heart with no where to go
Your eyes swollen from when you cry
I know you wish to die
He broke your cheekbone
This I know
He dislocated your shoulder
Is this how you want to go?
Is your life worth so little you need to be broke
Let me tell you your beauty stands apart
I look past the betrayal of his love
I know god is watching from above
Walk out and come with me
I will take you down that dreamy path of freedom
Your path will be painted with greens and blues
You will know I was sent from heaven to save you
Hold my hand and let me hold you up
These broken bones he has given you is all that he has left
Your time is now
Your beauty will shine through
Trust in me
I will show you
The love of a woman is not skin deep
Their passion burns for those they meet
I can show you the life of a queen
He will never touch you while you believe in me
Shattered dreams is what you thought you only knew
Time has come to stop the abuse
Turn you
R.i.p.Jacob Wayne Cox, 20
CHATHAM Jacob Wayne Cox died Saturday. Services are 2 p.m. today at Edmonds Funeral Home, Jonesboro. Burial will be at Concord Methodist Cemetery, Chatham
To a great soldier, an awesome friend, and an all around wonderful man.
YOU WILL BE MISSED VERY MUCH!
I love you doll!! and i'm soooo sorry it had to be this way. i promise I will see you again someday!
To all of you who know him.... you know that he was a great guy and he will be missed terribly.
To all of you who didn't know him..... You missed out because he was awesome.
This was written to him from his sister Brandi:
Born on Earth Wednesday October 9, 1985
Went to Heaven Sateurday July 8, 2006
You may be gone from Earth but you are still very alive in our hearts. No one knows all the pain you went through here on Earth. But we know that where you are there is no pain. Someone came up to Grandmother at the funeral and asked her if she knew what happened? She answered "no". And he said
Hope Things Go GoodWell I've been having a ruff time in my life & all my feelings have been balled up inside & there isn't really anyone to talk to except my best friend....& she is like a mom to me. Between guy problems, emotional problems, & personal problems, I am just going through a ruff time. I have a lot of guy issues but I don't really wanna be with anyone for a while becuz I want to get completly over this one person & that's gonna be really hard...I kno I won't get completly over him but I can come close. I am going to the doctor Friday so hopefully everything goes good with that whole situation. I haven't really been eating or doing much of anything so.....hopefully I'll find out what's wrong. other than that I'm doing ok....I'm going Saturday to get my Belly Button done!!! I'm so excited but I'm kinda nerveous!!!! It's gonna be soooooo cute!
9-13-06
Dark LiesWatching as time passes by my eyes.
i seem to wounder why life is filled with lies.
deep in there heart they dont want to do it.
but something wispers in there ear "its ok lie a bit".
with that little voice in our minds.
its hard not to lie at times.
one lie turn into two or three
after a while the voice is the only thing you belive.
as the lies get easier to speak aloud.
the voice begins to cloud your mind.
feeding you ideas of your doing the right thing.
when in real life the real horror begins.
your friends begin to leave your side.
your family can't even trust you because of your lies.
you are alone on a small island with only the darkness,
thinking about the friends you miss.
you look to the voice for advice.
but the voice is gone leaving you alone in this abyss.
as the darkness begins to engulf your soul.
you wounder why did you have to lie more and more.
with no voice and your loved ones gone.
you feel like this is all wrong.
the darkness begins to feed on
Children Are Hurt The MostI was sleeping one night
I could here mom and dad fight
I stood at the door
I listened real carefully
I could hear my mom cry
I could hear daddy was no longer dry
What has become of them
They were happy one time
I open a crack in the door
I could tell I was gonna get more
Daddy came to the room
He was holding a plate
He must have just ate
I was trembling inside
I could only fear
What am I doing here
He took the plate across my face
It hurt so bad
I fell in shock
I cried as it hurt
Daddy apologized said he did not mean to
Mommy got realy mad
She told dad look at me
With a muzzle in his face
I could not erase
He went for the gun
Mommy could not hold out very long
Daddy said he would kill her
A shot rang out
I knew there was no doubt
My stomach was bleeding
Mommy and Daddy didnt you know
Children suffer the most when they are in tow
I died that night
While mommy and daddy had a big fight
HeathenMy first blog entry...whoop whoop...it ends here..
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Hey AllIf you all have anything that you think i should add to my profile or ideas for pics that i dont have on here just let me know. I am a very open female just enjoyin herself and having a good time here on LC.
Love ya all.
Sexy fem
Beaten ChildI see the steps your walking
I am hunting you down and we are not talking
You beat your children and your wife
I will find you and show you a true life
I see your wife with a broken nose
Did you not love her anymore who knows
Your child has one black eye
What makes you a man to think you dont even cry
Stand your ground dont let me chase you down
I thought you were a man
Thats what you told your children when you slammed their head
Not slow down
I am your man
I am the one who can save you so you can retain as a man
Right now you have no excuse
People see you and strength went out the door
When do you think this will all go
You need to accept my plan
If you dont I wont chase you again
Your path is to hell
Mine is to love
You have a choice the devil or the white dove
I have a sword
Its blade is strong
It is time you see gods wrath on what you have done
You do not get away so innocently
That child did not fall off her seat
That wife did not hit the doorknob
T
Nothing Like You!!So you think I act just like you?
Do you take me for a fool.
There is nothing more I rather do.
Then to try to emulate you.
Yea right!!!
To say I am anything like you
Is just a bunch of bull.
Wait right there as I take you to school
On what it takes to be you.
Sometimes you act like a lady.
Im sorry make that a baby.
Crying when you cant get your way
Now is that a really good way to play?
For a simple answer you need
You come to me and beg and pled.
Lets not forget your relationships
Lets just say that ship has sailed.
You call yourself a punk?
Now thats a load of junk.
To me youre nothing but a poser.
Nothing more then a 2bit loser.
So you say I want to be like you?
Now you know thats untrue.
Why would I want to be a fool?
When I can be just plain cool.
GenxThis will be my 80's nostalgia blog. I hope you all comment and share your memories. I was born in Cherry Hill NJ in 1976. Judging by that date that made me a official member of Generation X! gen X is defined as being Born between 1965 and 1980. It is also called the ME generation. I will start with what i remember. I remember Halloween being cancelled because there were LSD tatoos and razor blades in the apples. I remember having a holly hobbie doll. I remember spending summers at Leigh Anns house and swimming in her pool. Playing with Cabbage patch kids(mine was Carlotta Clover) We would eat cold spaghettios and we had this peas an carrot gum. I had a raggedy ann record player that played 45s and I remember playing the Mc'ds song on the record theygave out...remember?
I'd like a Big Mac,
Mc BLT,
A Quarter-Pounder with some cheese,
Filet-O-Fish,
A Hamburger,
A Cheeseburger,
A Happy Meal.
McNuggets,
Tasty Golden French Fries,
Regular or Larger Size,
And Salads: Chef or Gar
15 Year Old TroublesI am on my own
I have found no purpose in my life
I drink when I can to forget the time
Drugs are my friend allow me to snap in school
My grades when to hell
Like I probably will to
I have followed the line
Til I was about ten
I am 15 now
And know that my life is dead
I talk to my mom
She cries when she hears my pain
SHe does not try to see my life
Only her own in vain
My dad is a drunk
He is terrible to my mom
I she is so withdrawn
I will walk this plank
Magic roulette which will surely take my life
Or maybe I will hang myself to make sure it is done right
I can step off this cliff and there will be no ifs
I have found away to end my loneliness today
Then this man in red says blows your brains out so I can have yur soul again
Then comes this light in white
He looks at me and cries
What a sad soul he is
He looks at me and says I am sad
You walk alone and you dont know right
I died for you so you knew it was my time
But I turned to him and said no one shar
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Negetive Lightpain and anger fills our souls.
as water would fill a hole.
why does the heart lead us to pain?
are all our hopes and dreams in vain?
are we fated to wonder alone?
searching for a place to call home.
looking for someone to make us whole.
people spend years looking and hunting.
in a neverending quest for nothing.
for when you find that beckon of light.
you will be at peace for a short time in your life.
the light will turn dark
the negetive light will show you the mark.
of painful lies and a twisted thoughts.
is this what you were hunting for?
do you want more?
the mind says no, but the heart says yes.
so we follow our hearts, thinking it was only a test.
and yet again the quest begins a new.
and the light will show you again more of the pain that will be waiting.
Marriagewhat is it about marriage that lights up my face when I think about making Justine my wife she is smart,sexy, and determined. she loves my daughter like it was her own. She truely is a blessing from God and i thank him everyday for her
Define BeautySo after spending some time on the Hot or Not site it got to bugging me. What defines beauty? What is considered Beautiful?
I look at some of these women who have been rated 9 or 10 and lets be honest they just are not that pretty. I suffer from no self esteem, i feel ugly most of the time. I avoid mirrors. I just don't feel pretty. My daily life consists of taking care of the house and kids. I am 30 years old and i am left to wonder ...is this all? In highschool I was never the pretty popular girl. I was pretty much a loner with a small circle of friends. I always did and still do feel less then everyone around me if that makes sense. I guess i just don't understand what defines what is beautiful and what isn't. I think im a smart woman. I can do things that your average person cannot. It just seems to me life is this big popularity contest and I am the loser lol. So I want everyone who reads this blog to tell someone the are friends with or a person they love that they are beautifu
Emotions Of ChristEmotions Of Christ
By James H. Morrow
This was a writing event held on Good Friday, April 14, 2006. For 12 hours, author James H. Morrow committed the emotions of Christ to writing, once an hour from 7:00 am – 7:00 pm. Then on Easter Sunday, April 16, 2006, he completed the work with the final two writings. Each writing is titled next to the time at which it was written. Truly, this was his masterpiece.
7:00AM Alone
I sit in a dark hole all alone
The night was filled with angry mobs
I can hear them still in my head
Everything is now quiet
With my fathers guidance this will all soon end
They took the night like thieves
They want to steal my life from me
I have come to save them and they cannot see
What is it with man
All they can see is their own pain and dont understand
My anger is righteous
They rape, pillage and plunder
Then they become victims to a world
When all they need to do is pray
The pain of agony shrieks over me
Satan wil
Calling Everyone To Sign PleaseI have an Idea for a Pool/Concert Hall and Eatery, for Los and Lettes to hang out, and get gear from. I'm gathering signatures to present to ICP, to show them how much support an idea like mine would have. If you agree, sign the pettition, n pass it on to all your lo and lette friends,
2 Everyone Who Added MeMySpace Glitter Graphics
tanx, tanx a wot!!!! huggggerrrzzzzzz 2 everyone who added me as a friend or fan! i hope to get to know everyone better~~~u really can't have 2 many friends!
To All Of My Friendsi've been stuck in this level for awhile. please help me get to the next level
Vash@ LostCherry
The Lizard KingOne of my faves!
and me reading it
http://www.realitybytez.net/everything.wav
What are you doing here?
What do you want?
Is it music?
We can play music.
But you want more.
You want something & someone new.
Am I right?
Of course I am.
You want ecstasy
Desire & dreams.
Things not exactly what they seem.
I lead you this way, he pulls that way.
I'm not singing to an imaginary girl.
I'm talking to you, my self.
Let's recreate the world.
The palace of conception is burning.
Look. See it burn.
Bask in the warm hot coals.
You're too young to be old
You don't need to be told
You want to see things as they are.
You know exactly what I do
Everything
Really Good Tips For RelationshipsThis was written by a guy who has had years of experience. And he's pretty dang good with girls...
1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do.
2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and will be mad.
3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your butt at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat.
4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful.
5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous.
6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it.
7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms.
8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did.
8. If you DO
About My Baby Niece Angel Annthe dang family service took baby angel form my sister yesterday itz so wrong and uncalled for y wont they leave my family alone they dun took my sisterz other 5 kidz and adopting them out too late for them but not forbaby angel she iz so innocent n she need 2 b w her mommy..if i get updatez ill post it
you know, job interviews suck. no matter how well they go, they still suck. and no matter how many i go to, i still get stuck on the fuckin' "what are your strengths and weaknesses" question. usually i can tell ya a million weaknesses. today, i came up with two. well, three but the third was given to me by the interviewer and that was "chocolate". don't ask.
i'm too old for this shit.
and then there's the waiting.
just shoot me.
Tell Me!!1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would u kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why?
7. Describe me in 1 word!
8. What was ur first impression of me?
9. Do u still think the same?
10. What reminds u of me?
11. If you could give me anything wot would it be?
12. How well do u know me?
13. When's the last time u saw me if u ever saw me?
14. Ever wanted 2 tell me sumthing u couldn't?
15. To put it bluntly, wud u fuck me ?
16. Are you going to put this on ur blog and see what i say about you?
17. Would you ever meet up with me?
Why?I like blogs it’s a lovely way to spit my thoughts into your faces and you can’t complain about it because it is your own choice to read this shit.
So you will find here random thoughts and some stuff I wrote and actually managed to translate.
If you don’t like it no need to tell me if you like it but don’t have more to say but “cool” or something like that please shut up too but if you have some real thoughts I sure would love to hear them.
Alice
Well I am loud obnoxious and off the wall but i love every minute of it, I no longer look like my pics beacuse holly has me running i have new piercings and on top of that i changed my hair (drastically) I don't fit in well at all. I am in a situation wher ei really care about a guy i believe its mutual and all is well except he lives 3 hours away, I am in school so much i never see him and all i do is think what if? which i don't normally do.. Anyway thanks for reading
The Magic Of HopeInspiration
Instilled motivations
Spiritual satisfaction
Feeling backed not by words
But by actions
Funded by deep seeded attractions
Just cause we're on equal sides
Of an equation
I should try to match all expectations...
Nah
Faithfulness bathed in pride
Stand tall
Partnerships built
Designs backed by trust
Funny how happiness seems to find me
When dark shadows have me feeling lost
Weary times
Walking blind on frontlines
Why fake the funk
Raw emotions
Love refined then purified
Trust in ya self
Listen to ya heart
Unlock the magic of hope
Addiction from birth
Ever since the gates first opened
Sunshine
>From sunset to sunrise
I see brilliance in ya strides
Passion in ya eyes
Grace in ya curves
Wisdom in ya words
And yes you've been blessed
With the magic of hope
Fabric of affection
Woven with care, no remorse
Life's too short to despair
Way to short to let disappear
Especially since I spent most of my life
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Ohr's Walk Destiny Run Cd...Is near finished,just have to work on the artwork and inside stuff,and get the cd copied,and then it will be available to the public hopefully by mid-october...
anyone want to help burn cds??
message me..
actually the music is online,needs burn to disc..
DJK
Yay!YAY!!! LOL! Its me I am just checking this out.
Work Sux!!Well, I am at work and people just want to complain... So, annoying!! I can't wait til I leave so I can work out some of this stress!!! This week is going to be long and stressful.. 52 hours of complaining ppl!!!!
Sorry to complain everyone!!!!
Write more later
****Mwah***
Y???who thought of blogs for this site??? i thought this place is suppose to be waaaaay better than myspace.... lol..... oh well.... still love it here waaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay more than that space....lol....
A Gothic RomanceA single candle is lit at the end of the dusk.
The sky darkening to it's rich and royal purple.
A red wine sits untouched on a mantle.
The velvet richness is felt.
Her lips like rubies burn your face as they press.
Her eyes a solid passion, walled deep in your mind.
Her skin like cream, her hair like silk.
A voice of an angel as she whispers your name.
So long ago had it begun, just a simple word in the dark to her.
She called your name and you turned, knowing you never gave it.
Her smiled pierced the ice that was your heart.
Your romance blossom into Passion.
A simple ring placed on her finger and all of your desires were then truth.
With the patience of Gods you both explored the love you had.
Eternal as the stars above, deep as the oceans below.
Never a moment went without her face imprinted on your soul.
So many years now have gone by and still it is as it was.
Her face, now aged, just as divine as it ever was.
Two lovers in a celestial paradise.
Your h
New JobI started a new job today. For the next six to eight weeks or so, I'm gonna be working at Disney's Epcot Center, backstage for the Walt Disney Imagineering Dept. How cool is that???
Lolita, RevisitedUnder age sex: getting worse and worse by the day, it seems. It's bad enough that high school kids do it, but middle school? C'mon! You know, on the news a while ago, there was a bit about two middle school kids that got caught having sex underneath a desk in a science room at the front of the room, during school! How bad is that?! McDonald's is going to have to start putting condoms in happy meals and birth control in vending machines at the rate we're going. And you know the best part about all of this? The parents blame it on television. Now, let's think about this. When was the last time you saw any sexual content on Nickelodeon or the Disney Channel? Never, as far as I know, and if there was, WHERE THE FUCK WAS I? And parents sure the hell can't blame it on video games anymore. I haven't seen one video game that tells kids to have sex. And, if there was such a game, there would have to be an adult to buy it for them, eh?
You know what I think it is? Bad parenting. Yep, I said i
Reversal Of LifeTwisting, turning, passing through time.
Coldness, darkness, dissapointed.
Look into the eyes of the child.
See the ribbons of naked glass.
Come to me.
Tragity pulls us in.
Holds us tightly in it's grip.
Dont pull from me.
Does it prove to much for you to love?
Can you see me?
Feel me?
Touch me?
Come to me?
Softness, heated, erotic, passions.
Turning to pity of the soul.
Rape me .
Hold me.
Tell me I am yours.
Can you taste me now?
Rip past the bones an flesh feel me now
Come to me?
Desicrate me. Pass up my soul. Head for the heart.
Leave me naked in the ground.
Rot, stench, oozing puss of a body.
My love now sour in the liveing world.
I see through it all now.
I still love you.
I still feel you.
I can still taste you.
Now...
I come to you.
KinkyScreams © 2006
Wowhey wassup people i dont really blog but it seeems easier here so maybe i will here anywaysa todays pretty boring i been tired all week fallin asleep everywhere its pretty funny anyways id like to thank everyone for all the comments thwey left me and ratings i hope to talk to some more people and meet them here anyways yall have a good noght and ill ttul till the next blog.... peace
My First Time......writing this LC blog.
Anyways, just wanted to say happy hump day and stay sexy my cherries!
*muahs!*
About Timethis was the only thing myssing from lost cherry....now gotta say this place is perfect :D amazing how smart someone can be and really make a places this fun ;)
Dilana Will Win Tonight!!I have a feeling that she will be recording and touring with Supernova... The reason is,for the last 5 years,I have been telling the world about this other rocking girl named Lennon! Who as a matter of fact is on tour with Motley Crue and Aerosmith,and Dilana reminds me of her,not a copy,but there are alot of girls out there right now who are doing their own thing,and can give the guy singers a run for their money in this business we call rock and roll... Dilana has a great original song called,"SuperSoul",and she could more than likely tonight become the SuperSoul of Supernova..
check out Lennon at www.lennonmurphy.com
and if Dilana doesn't get the gig,she still will make it on her own,HELLSOUTH RECORDS,would sign her on the spot..
Willie The Freak - Immortal Ego No OneI met the person who became Willie the Freak on an online business network he is an executive headhunter who has to behave himself but he had such a twisted sense of humour that we were going to write a story which was a bit of a pisstake on business networking and about how Willie the Freak was holed up in the Castle of Networking in the Southern Realm of Mediocrity as he has the secret list of names tattooed uner his eyelids, i thought this was funny as the guy was a big networking and has a huge network on Linkedin, but I think we are getting another story, as Todd, mr Sinister Urge himself is writing a story for us, so cant wait to see that, as we have found an animation studio willing to do us a couple of trailers. forgot to say that Stu Smith the artist got all his mates to send him photographs of them posing for the severed heads.
the picture of willie is in me albums if you want to go check him out. Creating Willie the Freak, for what it took to put him together
Your FaceI woke up too sick to get out of bed.
I was up too late dancing with the ghosts in my head.
drank too much wine and wished I were dead-
I was up too late dancing with the ghosts in my head.
I could be ok and not feel so wasted
if each ghost that spun me round the floor didn't wear your face.
so I spend the night in a melancholy place-
toasting each memory that I can't replace.
maybe one more drink can lay these ghosts to rest.
©KinkyScreams 2006
A Survey1. Who are you?
2. Are we friends?
3. When and how did we meet?
4. Do you have a crush on me?
5. Would you kiss me?
6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it?
7. Describe me in one word?
8. What was your first impression?
9. Do you still think that way about me now?
10. What reminds you of me?
11. If you could give me anything what would it be?
12. How well do you know me?
13. When's the last time you saw me?
14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't?
15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?
After 12 Years...Well after twelve years my real dad wants to be a part of my life. For the past ten years i had a horrible step dad is now out of my life for good. I am very excited to have my real dad back in my life.
Bullets Fly A Heart DiesThe child sits there waiting
Hoping it doesn't show
Gun in hand
Thinking about it the least he can
In his mind he thinks he's a man
He thinks about dying.
He thinks about the time that waits
I'm a man
I think I can
The man walks through the door
He points
I think I can
he aims
I think I can
He squeezes
I think I can
The bullet flies
His heart screams NO!
The man, father, dand and loved one falls
He feels death enter the room
He looks at him
Eye to eye
He feels like he's the one who died
He sinks to the floor crying aloud
"Let me die," he screams
Death looks him in the eyes and says, "You have."
As he feels his heart and soul die
He cries.
BY: Sheila Christian
Does He Hear Me CryDoes he hear when i cry?
quietly, god so pathetically in the library?
quietly, so consumingly when i fall asleep, alone, always alone and cold?
Does he know i'm not stupid?
that i know that no one really cares?
even when they say they do?
beware of men bearing gifts
Does he know that i'm aware?
that i'm aware that i'm alone?
that i know my cross to bear is mine?
Does he know that i'm already broken?
and have been for years?
The shards that my life has made of me wrapped delicately in tape?
Or does he just see the packaging like everyone else and assume i'll be okay?
Nobody knows and now he joins them
so typical
That voice
so harsh so piercing so real so truthful
actions speak louder than words
that voice speaks volumes
the actions scream indifference
All the answers are no
This
romance is bullshit
a childish memory...a pacifier for what is real
This
leaves a shell of a shell of a shell and no one hears
And even if they did, they'd pretend they cared an
You Know Your A Kajira When........ you forgot what panties feel like.
... you have bigger calluses on your knees than on your feet.
... foreplay to you is tying your hair into a knot.
...it gives you goosebumps when the man at the customer service counter tells you "no" in a firm voice.
... you cannot serve tea in less than twenty different steps.
... you respond "Yes, Master!" to your boss when he tells you to do something.
... you cannot cum without permission.
... your thigh muscles protest when you close your legs.
...begging has become second nature.
... the term "being used" no longer has a negative connotation.
... you overhear someone utter the word "slut" and you think they are talking about you.
... the term "slut" used in reference to you makes you all warm and fuzzy inside.
... you have forgotten that "juicing" is what you do with oranges.
... your head doubles as a resting spot for beer.
... you mix third and first person in both text and speech.
... you will
School Sucks!!Ok I officially hate school! lol I am a Junior at the University of Louisiana at Monroe and I am majoring In elementary education with a psychology minor. I always have SO much homework! It's killin me! I feel like the more homework I do the more I get assigned to me! *blah* This sucks!!!
My GypsyTo the ground falls another vivid scarf
With each undulation
Veils of every hue tease the senses of those who watch.
Finger cymbals dance
Mirroring the motion of her hips
Creating music to the tapping of her feet.
In the firelight
The coal-dark hair shimmers
Falling in waist-length waves that swirl as she spins.
Madame Gypsy floats upon a cloud
Evoking sinful thoughts of passion and sensuality
Calling to the heavens with each breathless note she sings.
The wagon train travels into the sun
On a luminous autumn day
One by one each person steps into her wagon.
Shadows and images swirl within a sphere of crystal
Slowly they become clear
Likenesses of what has yet to come appear within the haze of shades.
If you grace her palm with silver
She'll read yours
Divulge to you what lies beyond.
Will I live forever?
Will I ever fall in love?
Will my life be full of joy?
To these questions there are no answers
All that can be foretold
Is what
So, How About.Blogs are pretty much one of my favorite things in this entire world and now that this site has one, I'm almost complete
Oh YeaI forgot to add....feel free to post comments and whatnot, and I'll get some new content on my page soon enough
I Tend To...i tend to blog...a lot....haha.....maybe it wont be so bad here, but i doubt that very much...im at work...work is sucking something fierce....im going to go home and take a nice bath tonight maybe pics? haha who knows....only the shadow...haha, eyup im kinda corny, oh well, laterz
Lay Me DownLay me down to die,
Let my last tears drift from my eyes.
Let the wind blow through my hair,
For I will no longer care.
Place me gently upon the cold earth.
Let the morning dew wet my body through.
Let the earths moisture seep inside me.
And return me to its grey brown hue.
Place my ashen face to the west,
Looking to places where I have been.
Where Ive felt a sun kissed smile on me,
And my mind can fade at peace with that final scene
Leave me as silent as the wind,
Blowing high in the atmosphere.
Dont make a sound,
My memories of my lovers voice are all I want to hear.
Let me lay there on the ground,
Let me absorb my final fate.
Let me leave this world alone.
If he cant be my final Date.
KinkyScreams 2006©
Stupid People..Have you ever had one of those days where you just wanna " LAYETH THE SMACKETH DOWN ON PEOPLES CANDY ASSES" I had to talk to so many stupid people today just wanted to knock them out.. I think that they should have to wear a shirt that says how dumb they really are... Just wanted to vent a little.. lol If you feel the same way give me a hell yeah!!!!!!
Yay For BabyjesusI've been waiting for this feature for a long time! You rule mike! Everyone reading this be sure to come visit the flownet lounge http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=39
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My Kindred SpiritYou're my kindred spirit,
my diamond in the rough.
The breath my body craves,
my friend when times are tough.
The laughter in my voice,
the smile on my face.
You're the one that brings me,
to this happy place.
You're fingers wipe the tears,
that sometimes seem to fall.
No matter what your doing,
you always take my call.
You're the light in my darkness,
the shadow in my day.
You're the hand that holds me close,
in many loving ways.
You're my kindred spirit,
the one that fills my soul.
You're my kindred spirit,
the one that makes me whole.
©KinkyScreams
My Story..........The darkness broken by the dawn
Brings within its glow a promise
Of warmth and life, burning within
The bosom of the earth
Rising up to wrap in its protective
Force the life, which grows upon its back.
Chapter I
The rain had finally stopped; it had been raining for seven days straight, with very little time between the storms. That had been battering the coast, it was however a relief, the year had provided very little moisture. The whole forest was a tinderbox waiting for a spark. The animals were starting to come out of their hiding places to soak up the sun, and revel in the ready supply of water.
A stag cautiously approached a stream running in the bottom of a shallow valley. The tree line stopped several hundred yards above the stream, and the stag waited and watched the area for a long time before leaving the cover of the trees. He took one more look around before dipping his head down into the stream to quickly and deeply drink his fill. The Stags ear twitched and
My First Blog On Lc!Im really stoked on this new cool blog feature.. after all i was the one who sent baby jesus the idea about having blogs.. hehe.. its cool that now i can post what happend today or whats on my mind.
Thanks babyjesus!! :)
~*Samantha~*
My First Real Blog Entry On The Lc...dun Dun DuuuunRandom thoughts....
Life is good...
Wish the sun would come out and the wind would blow...
I'm glad my family is coming here for Christmas this year...
I'm glad there are so many cool people on the LC...
I'm glad there are blogs on LC now...
I'm glad LostCherry women's shirts now come in 4 colors (red, pink, black, white) XXL&XXXL now available in both men's and women's. :)
I can't wait until the 1st SlySugar Bash...
Scrapper is a pimp...
C-L
Omg!I just found out that LC has blogs...LMAO! I've been on here for months, and I didn't even know...gee, I'm smart! Anyways...so maybe I'll use it...but more than likely not often! Hope all is going well with whoever took the time to read this pointless thing, just 'coz I wrote it! You guys kick my ass! I love ya! Anyways...Damn...I'm lonely. So lonely...maybe it's time to give someone a chance and not be single anymore. I met this guy from Omaha on the internet and he seems pretty cool! And then there is David. I wish he lived closer than Colorado 'coz he is so awesome. We would get along great, I can tell. Maybe I will move to Colorado someday...maybe. I'm not sure yet, what I am going to do...but I know I want to get out of BFE, Nebraska. And hopefully...I don't get stuck having to come back again...like last time, when I moved to Texas, and my brother came up missing and ever since...I've been stuck here yet again! Oh wells...you guys can love me if you want to reply t
Oh My!We now have bloggy capabilities. This excites me. Yay blogging! *happy dance* And these can be rated and commented too! Just one more reasone to love the LC. Leave me love people!
My Labor Of LoveHolding my breath watching the world go by
Waiting for that gust of wind to knock me off
But not knowing from where it will come
I dig my heels in deeper
As the world starts spinning faster
The wind picks up
And off I fly........... darkness
Flying.. flying.. not knowing where I'll land
So confused... scared... alone
Slowly I start descend
I begin to see
Warmth and light.. surrounded by your love
Cradled in your feelings of kindness
No longer watching the world spin
No longer fearing the wind
No longer having to struggle to hold on
Because you're now holding me
I've landed in your love..
©KinkyScreams
OkApparently blogs are the cool new thing on LC. So I'd just like to say, this is my first blog entry and I like to rock out with my cock out and hang out with my wang out.
For All My Juggalo N Juggalette Family...This is just a little message i found on myspace that i thought was pretty important to the Family, for all of us to think about, so please just take a few minutes to read it...
JUGGALOZ- Sorry to be all deep and serious but i got lots of shit on my mind. I'm tired of everything and everybody. The only thing i give a shit about in this hell we call a world is my Juggalo Family. The Carnival saved my life and my soul. My Juggalo Pride is the best thing that ever happened to me. It's starting to scare me for the fact when I sit back and actually observe the juggalo world, It seems like its going down hill. It seems to me that a lot of ninjas are out for self and trying to prove whos a bigger juggalo that who. There is no big or small juggalo. We are all the same. It doesn't take $4,000 is psychopathic merchandise to be a juggalo. Just because I got an old school mostastless jersey doesn't make me any better than a ninja with only one t-shirt. Being a juggalo is whats in your hea
A Funny Thing Called LoveTo be Loved by another is truely a wonderful gift,sometimes it is taken for granted and we loose site of what is really our life's treasure.Always be honest with the one you Love, for they will appreciate it more then any words can express.Love is a funny and cruel thing, it can make you feel like you can't breathe, and can be taken away just as it came to you.Giving someone all your Love is never an assurance that they will Love you back.Don't expect Love in return, just wait for it to grow in theit hearts, and be happy that it grew in yours.
ἈnΆГkh? What's That?In the prolog to “Notre Dame de Paris” Victor Hugo describes how he found this stone while walking through Notre Dame with the word “ἈNΆГKH” in it. It’s an ancient Greek word and means something like “inescapable doom” and he wondered what lost desperate soul spent so much time up there to crave it into stone, what haunted it?
And out of this wondering he wrote “Notre Dame de Paris” I think you know it better under the name “The Hunchback of Notre Dame”
New T-shirtsHey crew..
Be sure to check out the new T-Shirts. We now have women's shirts in Pink and Red. We have added XL, XXL and XXXL in both Men and Women. Now all of you lovely plus size ladies can bling the LC logo with pride.
Check out our new and improved logo at
http://lostcherry.com/user/40820
ConfusedSo why is it that everytime theres something new and cool on a site everyone likes to fuckin bitch about it, if u dont like a part of the site dont fuckin use it ~end rant~
I Am SorryI am Sorry.
My heart was broken, and my body ached,
I felt I had let you down.
As I held the shell of you...My soul was shattered.
You depended on me,
and nothing else mattered.
Please forgive me I am sorry.....
Its been weeks since you left,
I had to face the world without you.
I had so little pride,
right now I feel so hollow with no where to hide.
I thought time would heal, but it seems to be getting worse.
How I wish I could put the clock back in reverse.
I am sorry!!!!
I would always talk to you in the late hours of the night.
I wanted everything to be alright...but I fucked up.
Now you are gone, And I will not be the same
Once again my sweetheart....I am sorry!!!
©KinkyScreams
Burn 2006For those of you that haven't checked it out yet I have posted about 30 out of hundreds of pictures that IAN and I took on our trip... so go check it out...
Hellosorry i have now got to talk to you all on here i got a lot of friend on here but gave me time and i get to you some day ok
The (true) Story Of How Zepman Met Jimmy Page"HOW I MET JIMMY PAGE"
This is Zepman’s fantastic-but-true story of how a business trip to England led to a definite highpoint of my life, actually meeting Jimmy Page (my favorite all-time guitarist and songwriter) at his house in Windsor.
CHAPTER ONE
By the summer of '99, I had already done many favors for the Director of Product and Customer training at the last company where I worked, filling in for other instructors when they couldn't make it for customer classes that were imminent and couldn't be rescheduled or cancelled. Besides my normal job responsibilities with INRANGE - installing and servicing Channel Switches, Directors, Channel Extenders, Data Comm Matrix Switches, etc. - I also was assisting the training department by conducting product training at customer accounts all over the US.
Just before the Director left the company, a choice training class request came in for an overseas customer, the Royal Navy, located at a NATO base just north of London. She re
UntitledIt's been such a long
Though it seems like yesterday
I've been meaning to call you
But I didn't know what to say.
I don't know
Where we went wrong
Guess it doesn't matter
When it's all said and done.
Still the memories live on and on.
I know we all make mistakes.
But I wish that we could try again.
It's hard to lose a lover
Especially when you were my best friend.
I don't know why
We let go
To be alone
Still the memories burn in my soul.
BY: Sheila Christian
Lc Fucking Rocksi love lc its so great to be here and have all you as friends i love ya guys and gals.
Woman RuleOne morning the husband returns after several hours of fishing and to take a nap.
Although not familiar with the lake, the wife decides to take the boat out.
She motors out a short distance, anchors, and reads her book.
Along comes a Game Warden in his boat. He pulls up alongside the woman and says, "Good morning, Ma'am. What are you doing?"
"Reading a book," she replies, (thinking, "Isn't that obvious?")
"You're in a Restricted Fishing Area," he informs her.
"I'm sorry, officer, but I'm not fishing. I'm reading."
"Yes, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment. I'll have to take you in and write you up."
"If you do that, I'll have to charge you with sexual assault," says the woman.
"But I haven't even touched you," says the game warden.
"That's true, but you have all the equipment. For all I know you could start at any moment."
"Have a nice day ma'am," and he left.
MORAL: Never argue with a woman who reads. It's li
My First BlogHmmmmmmmmmmmm what to talk about... well been sick for a few days now, which totally sucks but what can ya do when ya got three kids and 2 of them are in school. My hubby ( twaly67 ) is coming home and I soooooooooo can't wait to see him,, even though he'll prolly not want to touch me in fear of getting sick. My son turns 9 on the 19.. omg where does time go? well off to feed the kids... damn didnt I just feed them yesterday??
see ya,
Me
Just Rambling......Well.....it is a long boring rainy day here,and I'm soooo tired.Don't you just love how rainy days make you sleepy and all you want to do is stay in bed?I do!
The "kids" (kittens) are running rampant around the apartment...I wish john could see them.He misses so much when he's at work!Ban-Dia and Mercury are terrorizing Eirinn and Orange.it's so cute!
As much as I love them...they drive me crazy.
Well that's it for now...write more later!
Lc FamilyBrittany - Britt
Saxxy - Saxxy
Melissa - Mel
Krystal - Krystal
Alexis - lexie
Mike - t-bo
Brandy - Babygirl
Kellette
Francisco - babyboy
Kevin - gmz
Chris - iceman
Crystal - Cryss
Claire - clariem43
Nemoa - Neo
Ariel - ari-friekin-el
Hietu - Dexy Philipina (RIP)
Sheila - Serenity
Courtney - Starlette
Sarah - Kongy
Krystal - harpiegirl™
Christa - theShowgirl
Kay - Sketel Boom
Bari - b to the k
Lexi - lexiynm
Anwanur - FMP
twisted~sunshine
*~ash~*
Kim - MYLF
Hazel
Sammie - lips of an angel
Hottsmokin
Kinky
Vixen- Hunterslady
Nica
Lauren - Laurenbabe420
Candice
Sabby - ninjasabby
Ressa - Dollface♥
Angie - Breezy
Pooja
Rachel - Raindrop
Muerte Bella
Melissa - Melkins
Alex - ♥ Airdnaxlea ♥
Yourillusion
Ameila
Jo - Ic Baby Ice
Jen - sugasuga
Mel - Melikins
You guys are wonderful and are like my second family. You rock :)
CoolIt's cool that we can create blogs now. Now I can blog about how boring my day was.
Had my first day off in a few weeks. It was nice not having to do anything, but it did get boring after a bit. Oh well, there's always work for me this weekend..yay!
Nothing exciting to speak of, so, this shall be all.
Mary had a little pig,
She kept it fat and plastered;
And when the price of pork went up,
She shot the little bastard.
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MARY HAD A LITTLE LAMB
Her father shot it dead.
Now it goes to school with her,
Between two hunks of bread.
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JACK AND JILL Went up the hill
To have a little fun.
Stupid Jill forgot the pill
And now they have a son.
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SIMPLE SIMON met a Pie man going to the fair.
Said Simple Simon to the Pie man,
"What have you got there?"
Said the Pie man unto Simon,
"Pies, you Dumb Ass"
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HUMPTY DUMPTY sat on a wall,
Humpty Dumpty had a great fall.
All the kings' horses and all the kings' men.
Had scrambled eggs For breakfast again.
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HEY DIDDLE, DIDDLE the cat took a piddle,
All over the bedside clock.
The little dog laughed to see such fun.
Then died of electric shock.
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GEORGIE PORGY Pudding and Pie,
Kissed the girls and made them cry.
Lc FriendsHere's to all all my LC Friends... i have myspace, tag world, and Lost Cherry. I have met so good friends on all of them... But none compare to my Lost Cherry Friends... Luv ya all... Take care and be safe in all you do...
Nice!!Very nice to have a blog area!! Just makes LC much better!!! Woot!!!
Dollyok, u know u wanted to hear it..dolly, ur a sweetie, lmfao... had to get it out... and chris, ur the bomb hun, luv yas both ;)
'lonelygirl15' Creators Admit To Youtube FictionSeptember 13, 2006 2:31 PM PDT
When the 1999 film "The Blair Witch Project" was revealed to be a fictional creation rather than the real footage from a young filmmaking team that met a horrific end, plenty breathed a sigh of relief. But now that "Lonelygirl15," a cute video blogger who claimed to be a homeschooled 16-year-old girl named "Bree" has been outed as an actress in a scripted Internet video project, plenty of her YouTube fans are sad to learn she isn't the real deal.
So, here's the real story. The "Lonelygirl15" videos were created by three twenty-somethings in the Los Angeles area who were intrigued by the nascent phenomena of podcasting and video blogging and admitted to the Web community on Wednesday that they'd created a set of fictional clips. "Bree" herself is really a 19-year-old actress from New Zealand named Jessica Rose. Contrary to rumors, the video blog was not a promotion behind a new major-studio movie or TV show--it appears to have been just the work of a
Holy Shiti am so frikin bored... i am home babysitting my sisters 3 kids and they are definatly a fun bunch... the first is a 15yr old boy who is into goth and hates the world... ya he is so with the wrong crowd.. the next is a 9 yr old boy... all about him him him.. he wants everyones attention and will pretty much do anything to get it... Then the best of all.. well worst in reality is my 6yr old niece... she is omg.. where do i start.. if its not her way its the high yells.. she screams at everything and i give her anything i want.. she cant play nice and if she see's some one with something she wants... she'll get it one way or another... so i guess in all actuallity i am never bored when they are here.. but they are at the park across the road so i am bored... sorry for blabbing and rambling on and on ppls... take care and have a great nite.. Luv ya bunches... Dakota
Well :(whatever i liked this site now with blogs i'm sure i'll hate it night :/
Safe HavenSuch a lovely day
Quite it is true and warm.
Feelings that subside
are feelings that we must
be hiding in subtlety and shame.
Though they are nonexistent
and not creatures tis should
be just considered as a kind.
A kind but volatile creature.
Oh such a lovly day alright.
Not a sight for a blight spot anywhere.
Rather fields of grasses growing everywhere.
A vehement structure stands alone
in the grassfields.
Ah the gentle breezes that blows
thru and thru.
Sitting down I look up to the
azure sea.
Breathing deeply under this vehemence
I begin to hum.
Whispering thru the winds I gaze
and find myself a stranger in dress.
She hums along and sits next to
me putting her head on my shoulder.
Ah such a lovely day alright
as I sit under the shade alongside with the
gril I love and humming the same song
together we become one with our lips
locked together...such a lovley day alright.
Sept 13th 2006Hello all my family, friends & fans.. I am leaven my first blog here to let you all know I will be gone from September 14th till September 23rd. I am haven the time of my life. And I can not wait to leave. I will mis you all. An be taken you all with me in my heart.
Love Kinky
I Hate Being Sick!okay here's the deal.. i have a really bad cold and it is kicking my ass right now..
I don't get sick that often , but when I do .. watch out.. just thought i would post a blog cuz we can n ow, and i thought I would test it out, but could not think of anhything else to write about..lol
WowSo we get blogs now?? Crazy...
But I guess now you peoples can here about more of me...from you know...me
*Classes suck
*I hate living in a dorm cause I miss my cat
*I may be shooting my new SG set this weekend when I do go home
*LC has been a bitch for me to get on to lately...I finally got on after a day of fighting it
*I'm sleepy
*So now Im gonna go either read a book or visit my best friend...
*Or post more pics...hmm...
choices choices
*Perhaps I shall do all three
*And do my hair...
Love you guys *kisses*
~Stina
A Poem I Totally Love.....TALANDERS
Kajira looks inside her soul
and sees that she's failing.
Soft tears roll down her cheeks one by one
as she stares out of the window
watching the raindrops hit the glass.
Her eyes travel upward to the dark clouds
and dimly, she's aware of lightning
slicing through the sky.
The tears feel hot against her skin
but don't warm the chill spreading through her.
swan is not supposed to think of her needs
but of her master's,
Yet here she sits
her heart filled with sorrow
Loneliness consuming her
In his absence.
kajira knows that Her master is doing what must be done,
and even though she doesn't have him to hold
she should be content in the knowledge
that he knows best which path to tread.
Where is her slave's courage?
Where is her inner kajira strength?
Where has all her training gone?
Why does she weep
for something she cannot change?
Alone, Kajira asks herself these questions
Unable to come up with the answers.
Her fingertips trace Ma
Broken WingsBroken wings... Sept 9th, 2006
my wings are broken
no more halo
my heart is burning,
feel so wrong
dont know wat to do
or where i am
all that i know
is that i cant
keep going on like this
what is it i missed
when will this all end
its too late
i cant keep doing it
hurting others like i am
hurting the one i love
fighting and feuding
over and over its gotta end
i want it to be good,
make her happy
no more regrets
more joy in both our lives!
make her love me
more than before!
So CoolSo I can rant and rave on here and not everyone has to be bothered w/ my musings!!!
Hell YeahWHAT IT DO MUTHAFUCKAZ!!!!!!!! I AM SO CRAZY EXCITED WE GOT BLOGS NOW...THAT WAS THE ONE THING I THOUGHT WAS MISSIN', N NOW WE GOT 'EM, SO THE LC IS COMPLETE. HOORAH!
WelcomeWelcome to my blog. This is just the first of many new features we are about to drop.
Mei am really happy we have blogs on here now lol now just have to think of something to say i will wait till my head clears got a really bad cold right now
YouThe sky was...
colored with your smile
painted warm against the night
telling me there's reasons
always reasons
and everywhere I walked I saw your smile
and it told me I was safe
and I was breathing...
Its Fookin MurderWell its been three days since i last had a cigarette after about 29 years of smoking, had to give up for health reasons, could no longer run for a bus and was coughing up bits of lung everywhere which aint attractive, so am on the nicotine patches and being like oscar the grouch on acid hahahahah
so if you are having the same problem and could do with someone to talk to who is as well let me know as i am in between, I dont belong in the realms of the non smokers yet and I dont belong with the smokers no more, its hellish being in limbo, got to try and not feed my face till it bursts now.
Just A Blog....lolOk...i'll post this one....but not sure how many more i'll post...*laughs*...but here!! i started one!!! And have NO idea what to put in here...any ideas....leave a comment..i'll think about it...
Winds Come WhistleWinds come whistle
howl across the vista
of the imagination
sprinkled dreams of
starlike qualities
tender mercies
lost inside a vision
that was laying on an empty seat
in some coach or another
travelling to another town
that no ones ever been to
or ever will again
changing as it does
with every shifting grain of sand
scattered by the breeze
and if a tear should wake the dead
and grant them dreams anew
then maybe we'll dance again
maybe me and you...
Random ThoughtsI see the blog tab. I click......and now it's magic, no?
This is a new feature right? I was just thinking that this would be great if it had a blog part and wham......got my b-day wish. WOOHOOO!
Okay so I'm slightly hyper from my grape juice.
I love Killswitch Engage and Alex is so sexy it kills me.
I have tomorrow off thank GOD! I have no more Grape juice. I hate that I'm not sure of everyones intentions here on the site. :( I'm not here to be picked up. I've already been swept off my feet. Thanks for the offer tho.
Oh Looky Herelol So swe get to be all EMO now? lol (for the record I'm not an EMO boy)
Yet Another Cool FeatureLC does it again :) Another cool feature. I love this place. Much better then Myspace :) Remember don't be shy.Feel free to comment,rate both my page and my pics :)
Thanks and hope to hear from all of you soon
D@nny
The IncubusSometimes life is rough and you can’t see straight anymore.
You find something worth holding onto
Amidst all the struggle
And cherish its very existence.
You cling so tightly for fear that it will fade away.
The fear driving that very thing making things worth it away from you
The fear that the one thing is gone forever is killing you inside
Sometimes a small laugh or a voice can help calm the mind
A hello and a goodbye until we meet again.
A simple caress, an exchange of words
To get me through the day
To kill all the pain.
To keep the incubus, the demons, the darkness at a comfortable distance
Slowly until everything spins madly out of control
Spiraling into oblivion
Leaving nothing left of the life that I once held
Clinging only to vices that slowly destroy
Walking out of the home and into a world that no longer shows love
For me, maybe love cannot exist.
For me, maybe it never did.
Female Singer In A Lonely Bar'Water dream
of summer city
drifting streets
singing songs of...
and all the while
foot tapping down the line
Itchy feet
a wander
dusty road
tear drapped night
singing songs of...
and all the while
foot tapping down the line
and every whistle
sends a shiver
and every whistle tweaks a dream
from yesterday
and ain't no song
ever sung the beauty
with the pain
and all the blues
ain't the hue of night
and all your tears
flow a differant way
and all the kisses
taste a differant flavor
illusion mathmaticians
twisting minds
with advert lines
of buy
bye
bye
Water dream
of summer city
drifting streets
singing songs of...
and all the while
foot tapping down the line...'
She sang
and my heart listened
alone in the corner
hidden in shadows
hidden in my tears
and all the while
I hung on every note
and every word
and every song she sang for me
invisible in the crowd...
I lit a cigerette
leant back
and closed my eyes
living through her
?????Never know there were blogs on this thing.. hmmm Guess it makes sense..
Wait!!!!!the other members blog entries goes into the "for me" section instead of "by friends" one? that's not good so it will be kinda chaotic don't you think? they should put the other's blog entries into the by friends section :| and personal blog comments into the for me cus u all know how much ppl loves theese blogs (bleah lol) so since lots of ppl will post entires the for me section will have only friends blog entries and it's not right or we'll lost all our personal notifies and comments and all :| if someone knows hot to let the webmastars know that i would love it :)
This KewlHi everyone this is so kewl..wow he add m more features, this site rocks and inproves eveyday, rock on love always Gloria
This Is A Tribute To The Girls That Get PushedThis is a tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends and nothing more, who spend hours fixating upon their looks and their personalities and their actions because it must be they that are doing something wrong. This is for the girls who don't give it up on the first date, who don't want to play mind games, who provide a comforting hug and a supportive audience for a story they've heard a thousand times. This is for the girls who understand that they aren't perfect and that the guys they're interested in aren't either, for the girls who flirt and laugh and worry and obsess over the slightest glance, whisper, touch, because somehow they are able to keep alive that hope that maybe... maybe this time he'll have understood. This is homage to the girls who laugh loud and often, who are comfortable in skirts and sweats and combat boots, who care more than they should for guys who don't deserve their attention. This is for those girls who have been in t
A Love Poem I Wrote...The Dreams of Me & You...
Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go
Thoughts of you never fade into the distant sun..
Only makin My wants & dreams stronger,
As time passes on..
All my wants & dreams sink deeper into my heart,
Knowing the feelings I feel..
Knowing I got to do what it takes,
To be with you...
Thoughts Come, Thoughts Go
My ever lasting thoughts of you..
Make My Dreams come true,
Knowing I am going to be with you..
Old dreams Reached, never forgotten,
New Dreams formed..
I found my dream to be with you,
New dreams wanting to be with you now,
And til the end of time...
To be your Support,
Physically..
Mentally..
Emotionally..
To be your Baby Boy,
Is first dream come true...
To be in your beautiful presence,
Is Next dream to come true...
To hug you & never let go,
Is Best Dream to Soon come true...
Kisses to the wonderful thoughts,
About our dreams of our Future...
The Perfect Thoughts of Me & You,
Growing together Lovingly,
To be Our Dream
Blogs!We have blogs YAY!!! So like im blogging....
blog blog blog!!!
PurposeThis blog is dedicated to my freaky side... being a burner, a renfairer and a poi spinner...
The First TimeThe First time i saw you
There was no way i could forget
Everything about you stayed with me
With you'er voice in my head and sent on my mind
When we met i couldent belive
You truly are the man of my dreams
Everything i say is true
You'er the love of my life
And now i blong to you
Mold me
Scold me
Hold me
But please never give me away..
The HistoryAs all the stuff that relates to this project is all over the place will attempt to pull it all together here in the one place so you can see the progress and the pitfalls of turning people into cartoons and getting them animated, it will be a bit like the motorcycle diaries but without the bikes, bear with me as there is loads of it.
Whats Uphows it going all yous peoples just thought id say whats up and let u guys know that if you feel like talking let me know and ill listen to what ever u have to say
Lolwell, i never know what to say in these things...alot has gone on lately, and right now i guess i can say that im lucky to not have a concussion... darn storage closet, gotta raise its roof... 4 feet and im almost 6...doesnt work too well!!! well... i think im done for now, lol hit me up
Oh No!!!!the blog also here :( i'm not so good for blogs :( oh well goodnight :P :)
ForeverForever in darkness and in fear
Forever in pain and in tears
Forever is longer and loney its true
Till the forever when i found you.
Now forever is blissful and sweet.
You shine on forever with love and grace.
holding it brightly within you'er hands.
Now i know why forever is used
I have forever cuse i'm with you!
HelloI am new to Lost cherry. It seems to be an interesting site. Send me a message and a friend request, but please keep the rude, offesive and nasty comments to yourself.
:)
Boredever been soooo bored and even playing with a kitten seems dull?
I Love To BlogThe only reason I still log onto mywaste is to post blogs and now that LC has blogs... Guess what? I don't have to!!!!!
THANKS LC CREW!!!!
Summer Is OverI find myself wishing that summer wasn't over. I'm up in the Bay Area and it gets cold. At least I have snowboarding to look forward to.
Bollocksjust when u think its safe to switch off your computer they give u something new to fuck about with, no wonder there are so many insomniacs.
Lifeso i just stared this think thanks to my wounderful friend goddess. now i just have to figuer it out and make this thing more interseting !!!!
New Blog Feature..so, if you're reading this, you've seen our new blog feature. it's still very basic, but we're working on adding more shite to it.
it might seem a little buggy at the start. some weird behavior might be caused by our caching layer.. we'll be fixing the weirdness as it happends.
poke around.. let me know whatcha think. cheers,
-mike
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