Im alone in this world
Left out of everything
Only to be spit on
And told to be gone
I sit in the dark alley
Cold and torn apart
Helpless against this rage
The pain that we all feel
Making me wish for my death
Not knowing if I will be alright
Wondering if Ill ever see you again
Telling myself to be brave
Im trying all that I can
Trying to please everyone
Though I know I will not succeed
Im destined to fail
Givin this state of mind
I continually fall apart
My heart is giving up
My life wont amount to anything
Why should I try
When I know nothing I do is good enough
I do what I can
What else do you want?
You expect me to live by your standards
Then tell me to be myself
I am being told that you care
Then you tell me to die
Make up ur mind
Will I see another day
Give it up I cant take it any more
You have become the fool you say I am
I dont want to leave your side
But do I really have a choice
You pick me up, push me down
And kick me around
I am not your puppet
I refuse to take your orders
Go to someone who really cares anymore
I refuse you and who you claim to be
Dont try to feed me your lies
Your deception hurts everyone not just me
So leave me alone
Go where you need to be
Stop trying to run my life
And leave me be
I am not ur puppet to play with
And that is what you need to see
I cant be you while trying to be me
I want to be free of you
And learn what it means
To be free from your grasp
And from you in all ways
I will break away you will see!
