His smile now fades away, along with the great memories we once made together. My heart starts to drop into my stomach, as we both begin to move on, and my only wish is that I could just freeze time back to the good moments.
From the window I watch time slowly pass by, as my tears cloud the images of us no longer being together. Inside I'm screaming for him to think about what he's doing, but it only comes out as faint sobs.
I appear happy that another has found me, yet I secretly close my eyes and wish he was still there to hold me, or to just see his smile when I awoke on his shoulder.
As the days go on, I realize it was probably inevitable, and although regrets and "what if's" drown my mind everyday, reality takes hold of truth and the fact that soon it will all be a memory.
It's just a matter of getting over the hardest part- saying goodbye.