Soo.. here it is, yet another day in my life. This is one of the only places I have to speak some of what is going on, so here I go. My sister stays in my room every Wed night and I asked her to stay Monday night as well because we have to share a car. I need to tutor at a school for 15 hours and need the car monday or tuesday morning. she told me i was out of my mind and that she is not staying another night. I talked to our mom and told her the situation and since my sister will not work more hours and spend all her boyfriends money and now she can not repair her car, that my mom agrees on sharing the car so I can tutor and not fail my class. My sister said mom talks a lot of shit because she wont stay. Then we found out another four people are pregnant today that are in the family, and so when I told my sister that I was sick from the flu, she told me that it could be because I was pregnant too. I told her I was not my cousin, not really meaning anything mean by it either, and she continues by telling me accidents happen. Yes, so she really doesnt know my situation or what I am going through, little does she know that an accident could be happening. And.. little does anyone know that the guy is an asshole and wants me out of his life and thinks I am some whore. Yeah, but choice on my part. So now I have to wait... 3 days to find out if I am and I hate that my sister is being a bitch and causing more drama with me and trying to make it so I am.. lol. she cant really do that, but she sure the hell can jynx it. But I can almost promise on my life that I am not and there is nothing to worry about but me hurting my lovely sister.. which I will only do in my dreams.. btw.. Will never lay a hand on her in real life, thats my blood.. Can not even kill bugs or spiders.. I know I know im a wimp, its ok. So that is some of the problems, I will leave out work, financial aid, fake friends, family, and classes. I am sure there is more and more to come.
