its just come to my inner attention...thats im completely useless...but only to myself.
i can dole out the advice and the listening ears and shoulders for everyone and their mother...and oh ya...if you're in dire need of an ass kicking? ya well i can do that for ya too...free of charge...
but myself?
im effin useless
i cant unwrap my brain
i cant figure out my own shit
i cant give myself advice...and even if i could..i doubt i would take it cuz im always doubting myself.
i never know what the right decision for me is...and when i guess...im usually wrong...
whatever i think is a good thing for me...normally turns into something completely disastrous and heart wrenching.
no this isnt a pity party...its just a new self actualisation.
i really should do something about this...
yet its all a matter of where to start...
i wonder if other people feel the same way...
hmmmmmm
points to ponder
*drinks snapple*
