What the fuck. I was supposed to go on a date tonight but now that isn't going to happen because it is getting late and he still has an errand to run and this would be our first date so we aren't gonna meet in some bar cause that is lame, and I could go to the bar and meet any random person. However, I am getting sick and tired of this fucking shit. ALL I want to do is meet a nice guy that I have chemistry with, fall in love, make some love, get married, have some kids, etc. etc. Of course I am perfectly aware that all of that takes (or should take) years but meeting a guy I like would be a good start! Now I don't know what I am going to do tonight. I'm going to the bar but that isn't till like midnight so I might go see a movie before then. Plus I probably won't end up going to the bar cause I have to be at work at 6:30 am. Oh well
