I never wanted to be sick of this life I live
So far down below what I need
The end to suffering begins with her
I'm so damned tired of climbing
Higher and higher yet no sun do I see
It's taken all my anger and hate
I've pushed so hard to get this far
I've run up against so many walls
My head hurts so much from the struggle
Tear me away from myself
Help me sew the ragged edges of my life together
I bleed to release my demons
I'm dead inside, broken
How many different faces must I show
How much pain can I take before I blow
When will I learn to pray
Releasing my rage into you
For all I've done forgive me
Wish I knew how to love
Can't breathe with you so far away
This life is killing me
Can you help me live true life
Help me be unforsaken
I wanna feel the change coming down
Pouring over me like rain
Looking out through the eyes of a broken mirror
Scattered and shattered
Can this change be real
There is no end in sight to what I feel
One step forward pushes me three steps back
Looking for the words to say
I can't die and don't want to stay
Trying so hard to see whats right-side up
Swingin though this upside down
Help me find the center...
