Sitting here wishing I knew what he wanted
Wishing I knew if it were me
Sitting here wondering how much I mean to him
Wondering if he cares how much he means to me
Sitting here waiting for him to call
Waiting just to hear his voice again
Sitting here hoping that it's not just short term with him
Hoping we will be together for a very long time
Sitting here knowing I want him
Knowing it's all in my head
Wishing I could get over him
Wondering how long the pain will last
Waiting for reality to hit
Hoping I can survive this pain once again
Knowing it's not gonna be an easy road to travel again
Wanting it all just to be done and over with