sleeping with a corpse
sleeping with a corpse .. is sleeping next to you ..the one lacking in passion ..how could anyone sleep with you..not a man just a boy with nothing ... with nothing ... to give except an unsavory injection... looking back ..i was sad in my reflection ... making bad descisions ...only now .. can truths be seen .. laying .. dead ...laying slain laying alone inside your brain... being alone ..being alone would be better .. ..getting close to ...getting to know you .. but you didnt see for 3 .. and one more innocent ...less time knwing makes you feel much more like glowing ...hard to beleive you can spen so much time ... and really end up with heart in mind ... side byside doing nothing is much better than sad fucking
so i guess i was really pissed at ryan or just really in a funk but its interesting
