i am real good friends with this guy.. jaymac.. omg this man is freaking amazing.. my year was arough year with everything majorly.. and this man means the world to me.. it is hurting me now trying to fight tears because i am soon to lose the best thing i had here in nj.. i will never see him again it kills me.. i wish the best for him when he goes to turkey.. not one day will go by that i dont think about him. i guess when you deal with military you are bound to lose the ones you love. yes i love this man as a friend nothing more.. because he was there no matter what.. my text messaging will never be the same.. i try to write this i got this lump feeling in my throat..hmmm.. ill miss you jaymac
