I couldn't do it anymore. Waiting and waiting and waiting for Jimmie. I hate long distance relationships. It hurts too much. So no more looking for men online, or if they are, they HAVE to be local.
they have to be STRONG, patient, LOCAL, oh I said that, non judgemental.
I'm trying to get back in the dating scene to see whats out there. So far no luck. All I keep meeting are local creeps.. either married still, or involved in 'it's complicated' relationships.
Anyways. This saturday is Ericas bachellorette party! WOOHOO!! I cant wait. And this time next saturday, SHE WILL BE MARRIED! My best friend is going to be married to her soul mate.
I can only hope that I will find mine. And I will be enough for him. One day.
If you slip away in darkness - do you fall?
And if God created love - did he create it for everyone?
If there is solitude and hope - can you still dream?
If the devil makes you cry - do you change?
In my own shame - when heavens not far away
Do the little things in life - stay with your soul?
Does an angel hold a sign - with directions for everyone?
Is there someone there - to have and to hold for me?
If the stars refuse to shine - do you change?
In my own shame - when heavens not far away
sorry had to get that out of my head
speaking of, I have been having a migraine everyday since last saturday.. is that bad? I think it's just stress.
yeah so thats me rambeling on about... whatever.
