Fox's blog: "somebody save me from myself"

 feel the darkness around me,
lord plz help me see what i have done,
im trying so hard to be a better person,
im lost in this life,
someone save me from myself,
my heart bleeds for you,
i would do anything to see you smile,
why do i hurt myself,
my walls are tall and thick,
a twisted globe i live in,
how do i break this shell,
im scared whats next,
lord plz show me the way