Given how honestly terrible this day has been I felt compelled to publish something here that someone said to me in my darkest hour (this year)...
"Kttn- please keep your head up sweetheart. I think that you are a wonderful woman with a wonderful heart. You ave a cutting edge knowledge of a healthy relationship. You are beautiful and logical. Most of all, you have a wonderful heart. I want to be a part of you. And you are the only one of one (unique). Therefore, I only have the heart, want and desire to love you. There's not too much choice for me to under those explained thoughts, feelings and understandings. No choice but to love you ..... So put your heart back on course!"
Thank you Brett... I guess I never realized what a true friend I had in you in trying to make something else work that seemed doomed from the beginning. I hope that is not the case cause that gives me more reason to beat myself up over the end result.
*kttn*