RYNThClBTch's blog: "Song I Wrote"

Losing Faith Sitting watching the clock tick by Faith Barring down on me I feel my heart going down Everything is being ripped away Its all slipping away What am I gonna do with out you Youre my faith Hook Losing my faith over you Aint nobody like you I dont want to But Im losing my faith Youre my strength My hope My everything Losing my faith With out you who id gonna pick me up Lift me higher From the first day were in sync Suffering from alienation Through your love was the answer to pain Holding me through the night You are the one I need most Sent straight down from heaven No matted where I go I wont ever forget you Just hang on For one more day Ill will be there Always waiting to catch you

Be There Tears fall to the ground I dont want your strength You may no realize that I am breaking free from you All the times that you saved my life U have made me who I am Cant you see that i need you to let go I need to be on my own now I look upon the sky Cant you see You will always have a place in my Heart U gave me all the strength that i need To move out in the world I can be free I can fly llike a bird I can reach the sky All my life i had scarfice everything I will stand up and be me For the first time But you know dont have to let go I am not the the little girl u used to see I am a woman now rising up in the ranks I can be me, but you know have to let you There will be the day I call upon u again That day you will have to scarfice to save me I will need ur faith your strength you dont have to let go Cause i will always need you soul Right next me to Please dont ever let go As the days go by, please be there to save me again

After the Rain 1 Everyday I wanted to tell you Tell you how I how I felt I just wanted to say I remember Remember the day I saw you walking to me Wearing that leather jacket I just wanted to tell you how lucky I felt To have you in I'm luck to have you in my life Hook After the rain I wipe away my tears As the rain pours down I wash away my feelings for you I have tried to make it work with it you But all I have is the rain I can't stand the rain After the rain, tears fall And then I think of you again After the rain Everything is clear Here I am standing tall As the droplets of rain fall over me 2 Now that you found someone new Someone better than me I see how you never liked me at all Everything I felt was a lie You never wanted anything to do with me I realized that everything was a lie That I wasn't as lucky as I thought 3 I'm tired of all this talk It about time to live you behind Now I realize I must move on After the rain is gone I know that I will be alright It will be only a moment A moment that it takes to survive Then I will have my happy ending in that moment Then I will find a way from you And break the addiction you had over me

You said you loved You said you beleived in me You siad we would be together forever I made the mistake of believing you Now all I have left is the gift u left me with Pain, lots of pain You think your a man but you truely not You sent me the text of death It left me numb for days Now I real for what is left in my heart It is now empty and broken Torn to pieces My soul cries for a bandaide Are you happy now, You ruined my fairy tell Are you happy now that I am in pain

Addicted You're like a drug that I seem to can't put down You're like the devil that I can't run from You're like a demon taking everything I have It like I can't breath, I can't quit you All you give me is miserly and suffering You leave my soul in pain, it cries out for freedom I gave you all the power Now I can't quit you, I can't give you up The power you took from me, kills all I have I should have never met you You're worse than any drug Cause your all I can see It's like I can't think without you near me Because of you I have lost myself Now that you have consumed all of me I am addicted to you like a drug I know that I need to purge you from So I can get through this I need to overpower you You're interrupting my soul You seeped into my thoughts, my dreams, my soul You have become apart me I gave all of me to your will and now I know that the voices tell me, to let go But I can't let go Your all I can see I am addicted Addicted so bad that I can't breath, I can sleep unless you inside me You made me so hooked that I am a junkie