SORRY
I’m sorry,
I guess I'm just a stupid child game
I’m sorry
I'm just a big mistake!
I'm not perfect,
And I rather be the way I am
But then sometimes I wish
I could turn into what everyone wants!
It just seems as if my person is not worthy,
Not worthy of anything.
Not love,
Not life,
Not even friends.
Yet I'm sorry, and I wish that
Every one liked me for who I am.
But I can’t force no one into loving or caring
For me.
Sometimes
I push away the people that love me
Thinking that’s the best for them,
And maybe it is.
It just seems that when anyone comes near me,
I always hurt them.
I'm writing to say I'm sorry,
that I'm sorry for everything I’ve caused.
I know I’ve hurted people badly
But I'm sorry, sometimes I hurt without
Knowing it.
I just want to be an outcast,
Or excluded from everyone.
So like that I don’t cause pain.
But before I go, into becoming nothing!
I want to say I'm sorry.
For all that I’ve done.
copyright jas 2009