Ok well a lot has gone on with me and I am going to try and catch you all up. For those who know about my son and what I had done also know about John his father. You also may know that John had been trying to contact me via Myspace. I finally decided to return a message. We talked over the phone several times. Then one day I called him and asked if we could hang out. We did and it was as if a dream came true. There was still love between us and we decided that we wanted to try again. I asked the advice of a great friend and she helped me come to my decision. I would give him a second chance thou he did not deserve it. We have been together for about a month now and I have let my family know and they are not happy about it at all. They have told me that I am making a huge mistake by taking him back. I how ever believe that he has changed and he is trying very hard to prove it to me. Yes I have been staying at his place a few times and to my family that is a huge mistake as well. I feel that now I have to work hard at trying to prove them wrong instead of trying to work on the relationship itself. I know in my heart that I want to be with him and that nothing that my family will say can change that. But it is very hard loving someone that they dont like nor will even give him a shadow of a doubt that he is different then he was when he first left me.... I don't like to fight with them but I am growing very tired of all this and wish that I knew how to change this into a better situation... Any ideas?
