It was my birthday on 6-17-07 and I got more kind thoughts from strangers, my husband to be, and people on cherrytap, then I did from my own friends and family. I thought that my friends for a year or longer would at least drop me a line to say hi and happy b-day. Maybe I am asking to much but, this has really started me to think. If I am there for my friends/ family no matter what comes, then they should be there for me too. There is one thing I can't stand is fakes and 2 faced people. So for right now I have been doing alot of thinking and I am not just going to be there for people that don't care. Also I am not going to take the family members / friends shit anymore that just want to put me down. I have had enough! If this blog bothers anyone than I am sorry, but this is how I feel.