Hello interweb people's its been awhile since i have posted a blog and felt it was time to get things rolling. It's been a rough time going the past few years but it all hasnt been bad. I have truely found a musical and literary voice which i look forward to sharing with you all through lyrics/ poems i wrote feel free to leave feedback its the only way i know if anyone is out there anymore. I want to kick all this off with a song called The Pain.
The Pain
Tonight i feel the pain
of the scars
of the years gone by
i hide my shame behind my lies
here i am just a shell of a man
caution to the wind and a gun in my hand
starring at the world through bloodshot eyes
cannot lift this curse no matter how i try
end this world with just one shot
easy to do when nothings what you got
bridge/pre chorus
breathing not knowing
that my blood is still flowing
and the truth is a lie
so do i try?
chorus
tearing at my soul
never reach my goal
nothing left to gain
tonight i feel the pain
2nd verse
of the scars
of the years gone by
i hide my fear behind my eyes
as they start to read me my last rights
my last shread of spirit still trys to fight
why in the world did it end this way
no time to cry too late to pray
and as they start to nail my coffin shut
my last thread of life has now been cut
breakdown
and thats when i awake from the nightmare i created
i long for freedom where i go unabated
but this war inside my head will not let me go
i'm chasing demons i do not care to know
so sit there in your towers passing judgement
and leave me here alone to relive this torment
chorus/outro