Depression sucks ass! Today I am fighting it harder then normal for some reason. and to top it off I have to go on a field trip thing with the house to go get pumpkins at a farm. I don't want to go, its my cook night so I would rather be here preparing the shit for dinner so I am not completely rushed when we get back since it takes 45 minutes to get there. I wish just one day I could wake up happy and carefree... I hate struggling with this shit!!!!