[If you're a newcomer to the wonderful world of **Miss Tyler**, please read "Bad News From The Doctor - 2/17/2009" blog. That will explain the backstory!]
Well, the LEEP surgery is tomorrow.
It came really damn fast... and Ian and I have been fighting like fucking cats and dogs cuz he's been depressed. I don't get it. He's been sitting on his ass at home, while I've been working all week [BOGO at a kids shoe store.. it's been busy as hell, plus new dm came in for his first visit] and still going to class, then seeing him! Ugh, hopefully he'll be better tomorrow when I go relax in his bed to recover.
The entire drive home, I was talking to Whitney. Telling her how bad I felt about fighting with Ian, how frustrated I've been, how much I miss her and need her..... There's such a void in my heart. I miss her so much. I wish she was here.... every fucking day... I wish she was still here. She knows all of it... but I just like talking to her. I love you, sweet girl.
Well.... 1:45 PM.... Say a prayer. Thanks for all the love and support you guys!
LOVE YOU ALL!
-Kiera [Miss Tyler]