~Surviving Life~
Current mood: sleepy
Category: Writing and Poetry
Everywhere i look i see your face, that hair, those eyes that haunt me, still...
Burned into my memory forever
I was blinded by you
Still am in so many ways i think
I still believe with my whole heart that i was suppose to meet you....
I've never felt so connected to someone in my life...
Although at times i have to ask myself if you were even real....
Or if i dreamed you up in my mind, an angel coming down to give me a taste of heaven....
God; letting me know how things can be, how they should be......
Maybe i'm making more of you than i should be
But i really dont think so
Your amazing to me...
I hear myself talking about you to others and wonder how i could have ever let you go....
You were there, within reach....and as i always manage to do, i let you slip through my finger tips...
My one true regret...
Honestly, i don't know what i'd do if i saw you again....
My heart would tell me to wrap my arms around you and never let go again....
But my head would be screaming for me to run the other way and never look back...
For fear of what it would do to my soul to possibly lose you a second time...
I don't think i'll ever be over you....
Without you....
I am simply, surviving life...
~Not living it~
~Patrice~
