I'm trapped here, jaded,
In this world of illusions,
Holding so many un-told sorrows,
Lost in this confusion.
I don't know this world,
It just keeps going round,
But mine has stopped moving,
Like my foot steps on the ground.
Something's blocking my way,
And I've been here before,
I let it all go,
Just to get more.
And it won't stop,
It just keeps going on,
I'm so sick of trying,
Of pretending to be strong.
I go one way,
To get pulled in another direction,
The path is narrow but not straight,
In this tampered line of protection.
And it all go lost,
All that was to be,
I don't know where to look,
So I can find me.
And all these winding roads,
Are knocking me out of place,
It seems I just keep running,
In this never ending race.
And it won't break,
So I can just breathe,
The carnage I nestle,
Just won't leave.
I've become so tired,
From all I know,
I can't cry in the numbness,
And my pain won't show.
I can't find myself,
And hate they way I feel,
I don't want to keep going,
Because this won't heal.