Well, as usual I was disappointed. What can I say. The one thing I have waited for so long for still has not happened. Just when I thought that maybe this would be the week I would find out I was pregnant and no, I didn't. I had the hard task of telling my husband the news which it was not what I wanted to tell him yet I still had to do it. how I even kept from crying at work much less when I told him I'll never know. I found the strength to not cry (which for me is difficult as it is) so this is what I am going to do this weekend. If I am online it's probably just going to be just checking emails and going to play in Pogo to just have some time by myself. I'm ok (I think) but I just hate that I disappointed him as much as myself in this whole thing. Love to all of my friends, fans and family. Lori
