You conniving SOB I can't believe you did that you scared me have to death making me think my cousin was in trouble. You used his phone to call me cause you know that was the only way that I would ever talk to you. When I heard your voice I so knew it was you. I hung up but you still didn't get a clue you called and called and text me. All you did was make me start thinking should I take you back. I'll admit I don't have guys in this shitty town knocking down my door to go out with me, but I must admit it's kinda hard when alot of them are exactly the same as the one I dumped. We started out great in the begining it was funny we were supposed to be just a fling a drunken one night stand. Yet you kept calling checking on me asking questions being real nice. Then we started to hang out more get more serious you did cute things for my just like I did for you. Then the age difference started to bother me and your family not to mention another one of my ex's picking a fight with you. Yet you stuck it out you wanted to make it work and so did I. Then you made it offical on Valentines and I thought it was so cute. So we were a couple but then things started to go wrong. I began to know the real you and I couldn't believe it. You had a very bad drug habit you hid it from me at first then you started to do it in front of me at first it was every now and then. Then it was every weekend to everyday. You started to change you got angry alot we faught alot and I cheated on you but could you blame me we had gotten into a big fight the night before you told me to get the hell out and I did. Then you called me to tell me it was over. So I moved on you expected me to beg you expected me to be like all the other girls you dated but that was a the problem I wasn't a girl I was a woman. We went on like this for a few months till you pushed and pushed me away. So I left and went on my own I walked away from everything our friends your family everything. You became angry you did horrible and mean things to me and then after realizing I wasn't going back you finally called but I didn't talk to you. I told you and your family I wanted nothing to do with you. It's been months and even though I sit home alone I'd rather be alone then miserable because taking you back would be the biggest mistake I would ever make.
