a phone call....(ring)..she says "hello".....who is this?........whispers.....its James....lmao.."james" who she says........its me....James......i can hear the pause, before she explodes........JAMES, is THIS the james that dam near destroyed me, and my house? yes..............and the one word that sinks me....chica......I should of known then, but i didnt, like most men, i was only thinkin about ME...LOL....What do you want James, you know i remember you..if you come back here, i wont be "gentle". Why do you want too come back?....cause chica, im hurtin..i need too let some "things" out.....can you lead me mistress?.......what a fool a man can be.........and a woman. Yes James, come over, but i warn you....THIS time, you'll not run RAMPANT! OK, mamacita, i promise, ill be good. Hehehe, the chance too let the PAIN rage in my blood, too let the lust burn itself out...oy, i cant wait...........I was so ready too kneel, too accept the pain i'd earned, i never saw it coming..........she came thru the door, black latex, slick in who she thought she was......SMACK, with her whip, accross my face! How fuckin DARE you even act like your man enough too take mine?!!!! Mistress, i dont even know you, i dont even know who you mean???!!!! Do you see her, the one i called was curled up on the floor. What have you done!!!?she screamed.........a whimper from the floor.......mistress, you dont understand...please......dont let him..SMACK.....how DARE you, even speak in my presence bitch? You allowed this one too take you, too BEAT you, i can tell girl. I can hear the girl on the floor, flinchin from the swings of the whip. Then she looks at me, she looks into my eyes, there it is. my pain, all the things i hold inside........she sees me smile.....she might of had me, but i saw her shudder...and it was the end of her........she knew it too.....she didnt go down easy though...lol......she struck me five times before my hands reached her........her last words were "why?"..........Im in RAGE mode now, not a nice place too be.........why, bitch........my question exactly....WHY.....i was just hurtin, i just wanted too "flex', too "feel" my pain,...i didnt want too hurt anyone.....sameway as the first time i came here......SHE choose too put me in chains.....lol....i can play alot of games........dont chain me, dont CHALLENGE me. unless i ask.....but you, you came in here, you swung the whip, you whipped the man....seems too me..you should know the man you whipped..LMAO...we're not ALL the same!
