I can't recall the last time I ate...today? I probably lied to someone about that.
I can recall the last time I felt pain...mental and physical......that was tonight.
Though no one wants to know the true person inside. They avoid the pain, the despair...they just want the happiness and the points....the fucking points! LOL
I AM NOT POINTS!!!!!!!!!! I AM FUCKED UP JUST LIKE YOU!
I JUST DO NOT PRETEND TO BE SANE!!!!!!!!!!! None of us are...Just a few are more than others.
I drink...a lot....I sleep nude...a lot...I cry....sometimes...I love...to goddamn much! I am HUMAN! I am me. Love me or leave me....I refuse to be anything but what I am...a sorry fucked up soul that craves love. That is the TART!!!!!!!
PEACE