xxSEXITEXANxx's blog: "ME"

OKAY ALOT HAS WENT ON IN THE YEAR 2009.SINCE MY LAST ENTRY I HAVE BEEN ALONE FOR THE MOST PART I MEET A MAN I THOUGHT WAS THE ONE AND WELL AGAIN HE TURNED OUT TO BE JUST THE OPPOSITE. BUT ANYWAY I WENT ON WITH MY LIFE TAKING CARE OF MY CHILDREN AND BEING ME.I WORK ALOT TO MAKE UP FOR ALL THE LONELY NIGHTS AND DAYS.I MEET A MAN ON HERE AND BECAME VERY CLOSE...THEN I GOT SCARED THAT HE WOULD BE LIKE ALL THE REST OF THE MEN IN MY LIFE AND HURT ME AND MY KIDS AND I TRIED TO PUSH HIM AWAY.BUT HE WOULD NOT LEAVE HE KEEP COMING AND TELLING ME HE LOVED ME AND WANTED ME AND MY KIDS.HE WAS SO FAR AWAY I WAS IN TEXAS AND HE WAS IN IOWA.I COULDN'T BELIEVE THAT HE WOULD BE DIFFERENT AND DO WHAT HE SAID HE WOULD DO.WELL IN FEBRUARY OF 2009 HE SHOWED UP IN TEXAS AT MY DOOR AND ASK ME TO MARRY HIM.I STILL COULDN'T BELIEVE HE WOULD BE THAT MAN I SO LONG TO HAVE IN MY LIFE.WELL HE STAYED WITH ME IN TEXAS AND GOT A JOB.THE KIDS LOVED HIM AND HE WAS THE FATHER THEY NEVER HAD.THEN WE WENT TO IOWA FOR ME TO MEET HIS PARENTS.....DO I HAVE TO SAY OMG I WAS SO WORRIED.I DO NOT SMOKE BUT I WAS SMOKING LIKE YOU WOULD NOT BELIEVE.THEN IT TURNED OUT TO NOT BE SO BAD AT ALL.IT WENT BETTER THAN I THOUGHT.IT WASN'T TILL WE LEFT TO COME BACK TO TEXAS THAT HE CALLED AND TOLD HIS PARENTS THAT HE HAD ASK ME TO MARRY HIM.WELL WE STARTED TO PLAIN THE WEDDING..HE IS A HUGE DALLAS COWBOYS FAN AND WANTED A WEDDING OF THE COWBOYS COLORS.SO WE STARTED TO MAKE THE PLAINS.WELL HIS FAMILY WAS GOING TO TAKE A VACATION TO TEXAS FOR THE WEDDING SINCE THEY HAD NEVER BEEN TO TEXAS.WELL WE HAD SOME PROBLEMS WITH THIS PERSON THAT WAS SUPPOSED TO BE A FRIEND AND WE DECIDED TO MOVE THE WEDDING UP SO MY FAMILY AND HIS COULD ATTEND. HIS GRANDFATHER ENDED UP NEEDING SURGERY AND WE TALKED ABOUT GOING BACK TOP IOWA TO BE THERE FOR HIS GRANDPARENTS.SO ON JUNE 11,2009 WE GOT MARRIED AND HIS MOTHER MISSED OUR WEDDING AND MOST OF MY FAMILY  DIDN'T SHOW UP EITHER.BUT WHAT MATTERED MOST MY KIDS WHERE A PART OF IT AND SO WAS MY MOM AND HIS FATHER AND BROTHER AND GRAND PARENTS SHOWED UP,AND ALOT OF OUR FRIENDS.THAT SAME DAY WE PACKED THE TRUCK AND TRAILERS AND MOVED TO IOWA WHERE WE NOW LIVE. I HAVE A NICE JOB MAKE PRETTY GOOD MONEY AND WE NOW HAVE OUR OWN PLACE.LIFE IS GOING GOOD FOR ME AND THE KIDS NOW AND MY HUSBAND CORY ADAMS   AKA DJ DALLASMAN.ALL I WOULD ASK FOR IN THE NEW YEAR IS THAT SOME HOW MY HUSBAND FIND A JOB AND THINGS WOULD SO BE INLINE.I HAVE ALSO REOPENED MY LOUNGE HERE ON FUBAR BUSTY BABES PLAYPEN.I AM HAPPY FOR THE MOST PART IN MY LIFE RIGHT NOW.I MISS MY FAMILY IN TEXAS ALOT BUT I ALSO HAVE THIS NEW FAMILY IN IOWA THAT MAKES ME AND MY KIDS FEEL SO LOVED LIKE WE HAVE NEVER FELT.WELL THAT IS MY 2009 YEAR HOPE THE NEW YEAR 2010 IS ALOT BETTER ...WISHING YOU AND YOURS ALL THE HAPPINESS AND GOOD WISHES.