Darkness engulfs me,
No light to be seen,
No sense of reason to be,
Craving for death like a feign,
You left with no notice,
Taking my heart with you,
My picture on life is out of focus,
The words it will get easier becomes more untrue.
Some say it was for the best,
Some say it seems so cruel,
I sit at the place you lay at rest,
Anger rises inside me like a fuel.
They say God has a reason for everything,
That he don't place more on us than we can handle,
Then why can't I bare this suffering?
Why does tears flow down like water from a ladle?
He was wanting a family,
He was straighting his life up so fast,
God who we cry upon faithly,
Gripped all his dreams and shattered them in a grasp.
All I know,
and all I can say,
this is the pain that has been sowed,
If I can keep faith; save me a spot beside you for that day.
ღ Dedicated to my brother. I miss you bubby. ღ