there's a ringing in my head
a nervous bleeding in my soul
not an ounce of confidence
left to call my own
there's a shake down in the mainframe
and the system's gone awry
tell me what it is that you want from me
then let me lie down and die
there's a monster in my closet
back in the conscious part of my brain
i see it in my vision line whenever i call your name
please stop doubting who i am you only feed the hate
i shiver in the shadows as i race to find your face
lost inside a sea of bodies as they shuttle by my place
none of them know who i am
and none of them know my name
where have you gone my dear
why are you so far away
come soothe the open wounds
come bandage the silent ache
sing to me another song be my siren of the sea
poison me with your melody then
tear me down again
i love you you know this but let's walk another street
one where sunsets mean the day begins and love could never be a sin
a street where scared doubt is just an afterthought the chilling autumn wind
where i can read your mind and know what's on it when dreams settle in
hold my hand i'm sinkin
i'm drowning in the sea
you are the tiny buzz of light i see as the blackness competes for my attention
looking to the waves above me i see the ground below
screaming there appears an angel i swear i think i know
such a passion i once looked to such a beauty i once knew
but i can't place the name right now just the feeling that tells me this is you