Beautiful Angel SupportTheTroops's blog: "drama"

so i am taken so what big deal you don't have to hate me for that i thought we could be friends but no you wanted more something i am not ready to give you something that i am not ready to give anyone at the moment but still you hate me for something that i did started dating a guy i never met you and that may be my fault as you say but damn why are you freaking out so much you never told me you cared for me so i thought we were just friends but no... we are not the things you just said hurt me you may not have meant them to be painful but they were cause most of what you said was the truth i did like you more then a friend at one point in time but things happen people change and time goes on i have grown up since then i have seen the pain guys can cause i am frightened of guys i know that they only want to hurt me so i stay away from the ones that i could ever care about cause i don't want them to hurt me too and i stay away from the ones that i care about cause i don't want to be the ones that i hurt but i guess its too late for that cause i hurt you and i didn't mean to and now our friendship is ruined and yes its my fault and i am sorry for that but i am not sorry for telling you i was taken cause i could have been like some of these other women out there and just pulled you along but no i told you i was taken so you didn't get hurt i told you the truth so that you would know but it don't matter any more cause now i think i just lost a good friend