so much time has passed since we gave up on what we had. when you turned away i really thought that would be the end of us, the end of any feelings that may have existed. but then out of nowhere you get ahold of me again...and we start talking. feelings are resurfaced but there are issues and many obstacles we would have to get past if we were ever to be together again. i know how you feel and i hope after all the talks we have had you know the way i feel. i dont want to see what we had at one point just vanish as i thought it had. and i would like to see if theres anything good that could come of it but i know there are a lot of other issues there as well. you are totally amazing and definitely have a charm like no other which works everytime. i never really thought i would see the day that i asked myself if i really did still love you or if i thought we could fix things that we once had. but thats where im at. each night when we talk and i hear that joy in your voice it reminds me of all the good times we had, the fun we had. i know we really werent together that long and sure as hell didnt end well but during that time we were together things were great. we had fun and just let the rest of the world thing whatever they wanted. it didnt matter to us. we just wanted to be together and spend as much time as we could together. that was almsot a year ago and here i am wondering if things could ever end up that way again. my feelings are still there just a lil battered right now from all that has happened. after so much time is it possible to rebuild the feelings we had?
