lol well here i am once again...alone...destroyed. I sit and wonder how i can find whati thought be the best girl ever...and her turn out to be the worst. How sad is it to actually come bragging to someoen you say you love about cheating one them lol. Please aint nuthing but a joke game she played. But is this fer real? I lay down again and fall into a deep sleep. There i am again on the side walk sitting down knees up hood up and my head laying on my knees. I look up at the sky and all aroudn me...no one there. I can see myself sitting there and the blood rolling down my face replacing my tears. Only so much heartbreak and pain one person can go through. the tears have turned to blood. TTheheartbreak happened enough that i fill up with pain and heartache and it spills. I look at the torture and pain. I see the many ways to end all existance and i watch myself go through each one. lol and whats funny people ave no remorse for causing this pain. oh but they do have a nice thingto say about it...not there fault. wow not there fault lol thats funny shit. and even funnier is when they hurt you they make up ome bullshit about how you hurt them just as much...becauseyou were upset and hated n ot bein able to see them...gimme a fuckin break. all i know anymore is..fuck the world and life...sick of the games and love is a fake ass game thats not true! so to all you haters and bitches! put that in your pipe and smoke it