CONDEMED AT BIRTH's blog: "songs"

HERE I SIT ALONE AGAIN COLLECTING TOUGHTS OF MY MANY SINS.

I STARE INTO THE BLACK, AND DEPRESSION SETS IN.

THE VOICES INSIDE ARE MY ONLY FRIENDS.

I'M FED UP, I'M LOST, I'M A HOPELESS CAUSE.

DREAMING OF HAPPINESS, SUFFERING THE LOSS.

I STRIVE TO SUCCEED, DESPISING MY FLAWS.

ONE DAY I'LL BE FREE,  FUCK WHAT IT COSTS.

ALL I DO IS SUFFER, AND THIS PAIN WON'T DIE.

SO I DROWNED OUT THE MISSERY WITH THE PAIN INSIDE.

BUT IN THE PROCESS I'M SINKING IN MY OWN DEMISE.

WITH NO PLACE TO HIDE FROM HATES DARKENING RISE.

I LIGHT ANOTHER CIGARETTE, AND STARE AT THE SCREEN.

TILL THE BLACK BECOMES RED, AND THE RED BECOMES GREEN.

MY HANDS START TO SHAKE, AND I JUST WANT TO SCREAM.

SOMEBODY WAKE ME FROM THIS HORRIBLE DREAM.

THE TEARS POUR OUT IN PAIN. LIKE HURRICANES OF ACID RAIN.

THE WORLD CAN SEE MY SHAME, AND IT LEAVES A BLOOD RED STAIN.

I'M SUCH A FUCKING WASTE, AND I FEEL SO ASHAMED.

AND IT TRUELY FUCKING HURTS BUT I KNOW I CAN'T CHANGE.

THE WORLD WOUD BE A BETTER PLACE, NO MORE HAVING TO SEE MY FACE.

THIS LIFE IS SHIT AND I'M SUCH A WASTE, BUT I'LL NEVER BE YOUR CHARITY CASE.

SO PLACE ME IN A FUCKIN TOOMB, THE CUT'S ARE TOO DEEP TO HEAL THESE WOUNDS.

THE LOVE I ONCE HAD NOW HATE CONSUMES. MY HEART IS BLACK AND FILLED WITH GLOOM.

THE END OF MY LIFE IS COMING SOON, MY FATE'S BEEN SEALED BY DOOM.

I SHOULD HAVE DIED AT BIRTH, THEY SHOULD'VE KILLED ME IN THE WOUMB.

SO HERE LIES FESTER P. MAY HE BE AT EASE AND REST IN PEACE.

THE DEARLY DEPARTED IS NOW DECEASED. NO MORE PAIN FROM HIS TORMENTING BEASTS.

NO MORE CRYING WIPE THE TEARS FROM YOUR EYES. YOUR TIME HAS COME TO RISE.

LEAVE THE WORLD WITH ALL IT'S PAIN, SPREAD YOUR WINGS AND FLY.

HE SAID FUCK THIS LIFE! HE WAS TIRED OF THE HURT.

HE ATE SHIT ALL HIS LIFE, AND IT JUST GOT WORSE.

SO HEAR THESE WORDS FOR ALL THEIR WORTH.

LET THEM ECHO IN HEAVEN AND STAIN THE EARTH.

ASHES TO ASHES, DUST TO DIRT, CONVICTED IN LIFE, CONDENMED AT BIRTH!