I WILL NOT BE ON HERE AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN. I HAVE CERTAIN THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED TO DEAL WITH AND WORK ON. I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT EVER SINCE MY DIVORCE AND THE RECENT PASSING OF MY EX, I HAVE SLOWLY BEEN GIVING UP ON LIFE. EVERYDAY I SEEM TO CARE LESS AND LESS ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND ME. NOT TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO DIE OR ANYTHING, JUST NEED TO REFOCUS MY ENERGY ON MAKING BETTER DECISIONS. ONES THAT WONT END UP IN REGRET AND GUILT.
I THOUGHT I WAS HANDLING THINGS OK, BUT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HAVE SEEN THE CHANGE AND SEE THAT I'M NOT THE HAPPY, OUTGOING PERSON I ONCE WAS AND AS I REFLECT BACK ON MY PAST, I TOO SEE THAT THINGS AREN'T RIGHT.
IT'S TIME I QUIT USING THE COMPUTER AS AN ESCAPE AND START LIVING. SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME ON HERE IS KEEPING ME FROM MY MOST IMPORTANT PRIORITIES, NAMELY MYSELF AND MY DAUGHTER. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME TO CHECK IN, SO PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME AS I SURELY WONT FORGET ANY OF YOU.
