I love watching you sleep
so peacefully serene
so trusting and beautiful
It makes me wonder
why you chose me
you could have anyone you want
so why'd you chose me babe?
We haven't been together all that long
but already you trust me enough to fall asleep in my room
and know I won't leave you
that I'll always be close by
As you lay here on my bed
wrapped in my quilt
arm wrapped around my leg
and laying on my pillow
with your face buried in my knees
I sit here writing this poem
and thinking of how much i truly love you
and how much you mean to me
and how lucky i am to have you
Around you i feel so loved
protected and trusted.
No matter what i feel however
you probably feel different
of course you like me put friends
over relationships
even though i do that
I absolutely hate it
even when i do it
i hate it
i hate how protective your
freinds are over you
and how they seem to think
that all i'm going to do is
break your heart
i promise you that i won't
as long as you don't break mine
My friends are the same way
and it drives me insane
i hate how you think
that i'd cheat on you
darlin' don't you know
that i have more
integrity, dignity, and respect
respect for you and myself
to do that and
that if i did i couldn't
live with myself
you told me you weren't sure
of how much you loved me
but you knew for sure
that i loved you more than
as just a friend
thats true
im not sure the depths
of my love for you yet
but i know i love you
quite a bit
tell me what am i suppose to do
when you decide to disappear
how am i suppose to feel
how am i suppose to react?
when you tell me you were out all night
until the morning at one of your
girl friends houses
it seems to me that you don't want me to be jealous
and you want me to trust you
but thats so hard for me to do
It seems every time I start to trust
people i lose them especially when i love them.
i don't want to lose you
i'm not sure yet if i could
spend the rest of my life with you
but i know i could spend a year or two
or maybe more of my life with you
and in your life
but that won't happen
when you hold stuff back from me
honestly, id rather you die from
doing something you love to do
or have a passion for
rather than something stupid
like drugs or alcohol
i've let myself get attached
to you emotionally
i promised myself that wouldn't
happen ever again
you bring out the happiness in my life
and the passion in my life
and my determination
i really hope you feel
the same way i do
i love being with you
my days are so much better
when you're around
im hapier
and allow myself to have fun
and be a little bit irresponsible
i want to be in your life
it hurts me that i'm not
you piss me off with some of the
things you say
but its so hard to stay angry
at you
right now i can't see myself
without you by my side
you are my motivation and determination
please baby, try and decide
how much you truly love me
and please let me be in
your life.
always remember honey,
I Love You.
