Why does loving someone have to be so damn hard?? The past few days I have done nothing but cry real tears over 1 person..the 1 person I care so deeply for and want in my life more than anything right now.
I've waited and watched and wondered if he is ever going to feel the same for me? Do I even have a chance?? I can't bring myself to open my heart up or get close to anyone else right now until I get a clear answer from him.
If it means I have to wait forever and be lonely I guess that is god's plan atleast until I know for sure if me and him will ever be more than just friends.
I know I'm not the prettiest woman out there, or the smartest but I have a heart and I just want to be given the chance to share it with someone I truly care about.
If he'd just tell me what he wants with me I'd feel so much better knowing what direction to go in with all this. So confused..need lots of hugs right now...