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Everytime I see your face my heart starts pounding, when I hear your voice I lose all concentration. When you say my name it's like I forget everything. When I am with you, everything, all the pain and suffering goes away..... My heart just sunk when I saw what you said. You no longer love me but you can't bear to speak the words to me. You have found an old flame with a new passion..... Your heart may race when you're with her but you forever have mine...... No matter how many time you turn me down I will always be waiting for you to come back. You have me, but she has you..... She has your heart now and I'm left on the back burner as I was before.... My thoughts are jumbled I have no idea what I am thinking...... Your words no longer mean what they did before...... You say you love me but how am I to believe that when you show me no proof? Your face begins to fade in my mind only until you speak again..... When you speak I forget it all and jump in feet first into another lie, into another ocean of emotion, into another heartbreak...... You have my heart and my soul but I can't figure out how to get it back..... It is rightfully mine and I feel I should have it back but you won't let go of it..... You want to keep it but I can't let you! I need to feel the freedom that I had before, I need to be able to breathe again without the burn of not having a heart...... I need to be without you once again as I was before....... The life I had before was truly a good life....... But you promised me the world and how was I to turn it down? How was I to deny my love for you? How was I to lie to you as you did to me? That's not me at all! I cannot llie that I loved you! I truly did and I always will but tis time for me to move on, time for a new beginning, time for a new life, time for good-bye......
