Way Too Long
Here I am again
just me inside my mind
Knowing it necessary to go back in time
not as complicated as I would have it seem
Blood paved roads leading to lost dreams
never thought I would have what it takes
Yet all that time, I never would break
what dont kill you only makes you stronger
Well it seems to me it just takes longer
pieces of me are born while other pieces die
Rest in peace, and whatever you do, dont cry
fighting, always trying to find my groove
Always on the edge, not daring to move
a matter of time before I would fall
Exquisite pain, meaning nothing at all
thunder and lightning, beatiful blood red skies
Calm before the storm brewing in my eyes
lies dressed up pretty, all home grown
Smoke and broken mirrors, all to call my own
my fun house constructed and built of blood
Making me doubt myself and all I love
new dreams now having me hypnotized
Looking into my mind, I sit mesmorized
trusting myself, the edge around me gone
I was locked in that fun house way too long