Do you know I have lost track of the time I have said, I will not do that again. Then something happens and all goes out the window so I do it again only to have my face slapped by a wet kipper and become disappointed after being let down. Well, there is this fubar person who wants a rate but will not let you comment. I think beggars should not be choosers so will not fall for that rating ploy again. It is wonderful that people come along to rate my photo and that is very much appreciated. However I am not organised and somehow never get back to return all the favours but it is not intentional.
Then there is the slap and tickle where I get to the point of saying no more, never again and then some lovely person comes along giving out wonderfully sincere compliments and I just melt. The resolution goes out of the window and so slap and tickle carries on. Then I get the curved balls thrown at me which are not easy to catch or fend off and so it is, never again. Yet another day passes and so comes along another wonderful and genuine person with some kind and beautiful words and there is melting again on my part.
All this just goes to show that I am a softie at heart, a sucker for punishment and easily led.
The other example is when someone says that they want to speak to me and so I reciprocate and send them messages to which they never reply and so again it is, Never Again. However a few days pass and the request is thrown at me agan and yet again I relent, reply only to be again ignored.
Actually I shall never understand human nature and would learn psychology but that is subjective. Maybe I should just learn my lesson and stop being such a glutton for punishment. Oh well, I would rather be polite than rude like the facist bitch, her words not mine, was. There is no need for that at all. Never mind there is more coffee in the pot to sober me enough not to be fooled again. If only.
